What Suruci said is true, because you have been held in the womb of me, an unfortunate person, and have grown up by breast milk of me, whom the King is ashamed to accept as his wife, or even as his servant. To be held in my womb is itself misfortune for you. He is ashamed to accept me as his wife. He does not think of me as his wife, accepting the burden of protecting and caring for me. He thinks me unsuitable to be his wife. The word vā (or) indicates that he does not even think of me as his servant.