Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 11.29.46
సుదుస్త్యజస్నేహవియోగకాతరో
న శక్నువంస్తం పరిహాతుమాతుర: ।
కృచ్ఛ్రం యయౌ మూర్ధని భర్తృపాదుకే
బిభ్రన్నమస్కృత్య యయౌ పున: పున: ॥ ౪౬ ॥
su-dustyaja-sneha-viyoga-kātaro
[su-dustyaja-sneha-viyoga-kaataro]
na śaknuvaṁs taṁ parihātum āturaḥ
[na shaknuvams tam parihaatum aaturah]
kṛcchraṁ yayau mūrdhani bhartṛ-pāduke
[krichchram yayau moordhani bhartri-paaduke]
bibhran namaskṛtya yayau punaḥ punaḥ
[bibhran namaskritya yayau punah punah]
Word-for-word
su-dustyaja
—
impossible to give up
sneha
—
(from Him) in whom he had reposed such affection
viyoga
—
because of separation
kātaraḥ
—
beside himself
na śaknuvan
—
being incapable
tam
—
Him
parihātum
—
to abandon
āturaḥ
—
overwhelmed
kṛcchram yayau
—
he experienced great pain
mūrdhani
—
upon his head
bhartṛ
—
of his master
pāduke
—
the slippers
bibhran
—
carrying
namaskṛtya
—
bowing down to offer obeisances
yayau
—
he went away
punaḥ punaḥ
—
again and again.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
su-dustyaja-sneha-viyoga-kātaro
su-dustyaja
impossible to give up
sneha
(from Him) in whom he had reposed such affection
viyoga
because of separation
kātaraḥ
beside himself
na śaknuvaṁs taṁ parihātum āturaḥ
na śaknuvan
being incapable
tam
Him
parihātum
to abandon
āturaḥ
overwhelmed
kṛcchraṁ yayau mūrdhani bhartṛ-pāduke
kṛcchram yayau
he experienced great pain
mūrdhani
upon his head
bhartṛ
of his master
pāduke
the slippers
bibhran namaskṛtya yayau punaḥ punaḥ
bibhran
carrying
namaskṛtya
bowing down to offer obeisances
yayau
he went away
punaḥ punaḥ
again and again.
Greatly fearing separation from Him for whom he felt such indestructible affection, Uddhava was distraught, and he could not give up the Lord’s company. Finally, feeling great pain, he bowed down to the Lord again and again, placed the slippers of his master upon his head, and departed.
Purport
According to the Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam (3.4.5) , while Uddhava was enroute to Badarikāśrama he heard about the Lord’s journey to Prabhāsa. Turning back and following Lord Kṛṣṇa from behind, he saw the Lord alone just after the withdrawal of the Yadu dynasty. After being again mercifully instructed by the Personality of Godhead (along with Maitreya, who had just arrived), Uddhava felt his knowledge of the truth reawaken, and then, by the order of the Lord, he went on his way.
— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Gauḍīya Ācāryas
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura
Gauḍīya
Translation
Pained by separation caused by indestructible affection, Uddhava was overwhelmed, and he could not give up the Lord’s company. Finally, feeling great pain, he bowed down to the Lord again and again, placed the shoes of his master upon his head, and departed.
When the Lord gave him his shoes by his mercy, Uddhava put them on his head. Since the Lord’s order was insistent, he offered repeated respects and then left. While going to Badarikāśrama, according to the story in the Third Canto, he returned and saw the Lord alone. He asked about doubtful matters and, after gaining the conclusive truth concerning the Lord’s pastimes from understanding the Lord’s answers, as expressed in verse 37, on the order of the Lord, he again left. This should be the understanding.
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