Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 10.69.30
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
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puruṣam prakṛteḥ param
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the Supreme Person transcendental to material nature
puruṣa (Person) + prakṛti (material nature) + para (beyond). Bhagavān meditates on Bhagavān — Kṛṣṇa meditates on Paramātmā-Kṛṣṇa, modeling the antar-yāmin-meditation for those who would learn it. Gauḍīyas: the Lord teaching dhyāna is the Lord teaching what He is.
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śuśrūṣantam gurūn
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rendering menial service to elders
Desiderative of √śru (to hear, here: to wish to hear and obey) + guru (elder, teacher). Śuśrūṣā is the disciple's posture par excellence. Kṛṣṇa, jagad-guru, performs śuśrūṣā to His gurus — Sāndīpani, Vasudeva, Devakī — teaching the principle by enacting it.
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dhyāyantam ekam
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meditating alone
Present participle of √dhyai + eka (alone). Solitary meditation. Bhagavān models the antarmukha mode of dhyāna for those who would practice it. Even the all-active Lord knows the discipline of inward stillness.
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saparyayā
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with worship
Saparyā — formal honorific worship, treating elders with the offerings due to deities. The verse pairs kāma (desirable objects) + bhoga (enjoyments) + saparyā: the elders are served with the same care a temple deity receives, an essential lesson in gṛhastha-conduct.
Śrīla Prabhupāda comments: “Meditation, as recommended in authorized scripture, is meant for concentrating one’s mind on the Supreme Personality of Godhead, Viṣṇu. Lord Kṛṣṇa is Himself the original Viṣṇu, but because He played the part of a human being, He taught us definitely by His personal behavior what is meant by meditation.” This activity of meditation indicates the brāhma-muhūrta, the early morning hours before sunrise.
In one house he was meditating at the brahma muhurta
-= Having described engagement in artha, dharma and kāma now engagement in liberation is described. Since he was engaged in pastimes of imitating human behavior, his actions for liberation are not a contradiction to Vaiṣṇava philosophy. Two necessary aṅgas (serving gurus and meditating) are described. He served gurus like Sāndīpani and Garga as well as Vasudeva by offering all necessary requirements that they desired along with service. These are activities as well as those mentioned later such as worshipping devatās were performed at noon.
Having described engagement in artha, dharma and kāma now engagement in liberation is described. He meditated on himself (ātmānam in one version), with the form of human (puruṣam), full of eternity, knowledge and bliss (prakṛteḥ param). Because it was shelter of all auspiciousness, the sole object of meditation, he could enter samādhi. Or he meditated on the person beyond prakṛti who was the very form of the ātmā. His devotion is shown. He worshipped himself and was being worshipped through sālagrama and he worshipped gurus such as Sāndīpani, Garga and Vasudeva. And he was worshipped by them, by singing and dancing (kāmaiḥ), by enjoyable articles, and by services (saparyayā). The order of the items is with increasing excellence in accomplishing worship.
Imagine a master who in one room sits alone before a flame, drawing his attention inward, and in the next room is on his knees serving his elders by hand. Both are sevā: one to the Self within, one to the elders without. Kṛṣṇa does both because in Him they are one act.
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Source: vedabase.io