Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 10.56.40-42
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
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agham
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offense
Same word used for the demon Aghāsura earlier in the canto. The offense and the demon share the name — to commit agha is to host the demon, to repent of agha is to do what Kṛṣṇa did to Aghāsura: enter and dismantle it from within.
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mṛjāmi ātma-rajaḥ
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I will cleanse my own contamination
Compound idea: mṛj (cleanse) + ātma (self) + rajaḥ (dust, contamination). The chapter's recurring verb of cleaning returns one final time — on the lips of the offender. Bhāgavata structure: the verb passes from Bhagavān to devotee.
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acyutaḥ
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Lord Kṛṣṇa, the infallible
From a (not) + √cyu (fall). 'He who never falls' — and never lets His devotee fall. Satrājit names Bhagavān with this name precisely when wondering whether he can be forgiven: a precise theological choice, because acyutas refuse to let surrendered souls slip.
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strī-ratnam
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jewel of women
Compound: strī (woman) + ratna (jewel). The chapter doubles the word ratna deliberately — both the gem and Satyabhāmā are called ratna. Bhagavān's true wealth is His devotees; the mineral wealth is secondary.
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śāntiḥ
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pacification
From √śam. The chapter's resolution-word. Bhagavān's śānti — His being mollified — is the only thing Satrājit now wants. Gauḍīya bhakti: when bhagavat-śānti is the only remaining desire, the soul has crossed.
Worried about strife with strong followers of Krsna, he began to think. His thoughts are described in two and half verses.
He thought continually (anu-dhyāyan) about his sin, and because it was a great sin, he thought of only that (eva) and nothing else. He was overcome with anxiety about conflict with the powerful Lord (balavat) or his devotees because of spreading the rumor. His thoughts are then described. Kṛṣṇa does not deviate from his nature (acyutaḥ). How can I please him? All the people (janaḥ) should not curse me because my bad qualities such as being short-sighted. Thus, this jewel is not suitable for mortals like me. I am low. Therefore though I have obtained it, I should offer the jewel to the Lord. Though he asked for it, I was foolish (mūḍhaḥ) and stooped to defaming him. All these qualities have arisen because I was greedy for wealth. “How will he be satisfied with your daughter and become peaceful?” His peace, his (tasya) dissipation of sorrow, or the atonement for my offense (tasya), will result from giving the jewel of my daughter and the Syamantaka jewel. No other means, such as killing myself, will produce this atonement.
Satrājit makes the same calculation the chapter has been making for him — give the daughter, give the jewel, end the rift. He has finally found the answer: Bhagavān can be appeased only by full surrender. The arithmetic of bhakti has, at last, been worked out on his slate.
When Durvāsā cursed Mahārāja Ambarīṣa after a fast-day quarrel, the Sudarśana cakra chased Durvāsā across the three worlds. Durvāsā fled to Brahmā, to Śiva, and finally to Viṣṇu — who told him to return to Ambarīṣa and beg the devotee's forgiveness.
The Bhāgavata's logic, repeated here: offenses against Bhagavān's plan must be atoned by going to His devotees. Satrājit chooses correctly — Kṛṣṇa Himself. The path Durvāsā learned the hard way.
My note
Source: vedabase.io