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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 10.55.32

మమ చాప్యాత్మజో నష్టో నీతో య: సూతికాగృహాత్ । ఏతత్తుల్యవయోరూపో యది జీవతి కుత్రచిత్ ॥ ౩౨ ॥
mama cāpy ātmajo naṣṭo
[mama chaapy aatmajo nashto]
nīto yaḥ sūtikā-gṛhāt
[neeto yah sootikaa-grihaat]
etat-tulya-vayo-rūpo
[etat-tulya-vayo-roopo]
yadi jīvati kutracit
[yadi jeevati kutrachit]
mama — my ca — and api — also ātmajaḥ — son naṣṭaḥ — lost nītaḥ — taken yaḥ — who sūtikā - gṛhāt — from the maternity room etat — to Him tulya — equal vayaḥ — in age rūpaḥ — and appearance yadi — if jīvati — He is living kutracit — somewhere .
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
mama cāpy ātmajo naṣṭo
mama
my
ca
and
api
also
ātmajaḥ
son
naṣṭaḥ
lost
nīto yaḥ sūtikā-gṛhāt
nītaḥ
taken
yaḥ
who
sūtikā - gṛhāt
from the maternity room
etat-tulya-vayo-rūpo
etat
to Him
tulya
equal
vayaḥ
in age
rūpaḥ
and appearance
yadi jīvati kutracit
yadi
if
jīvati
He is living
kutracit
somewhere .
  • ātmajaḥ — her own son, born of self
    Compound: ātma (self) + jaḥ (born from). The child born from one's own body — not adopted, not by surrogate. Rukmiṇī claims a specific biological tie, and the next clause grants the hypothesis.
  • sūtikā-gṛhāt — from the maternity room
    Compound: sūtikā (new mother) + gṛhāt (from the house, abl.). The sūtikā-gṛha is the postnatal chamber — Vedic dharma's most protected interior, and the very place Śambara breached. The detail reactivates the original outrage.
  • tulya-vayaḥ-rūpaḥ — equal in age and appearance
    Compound: tulya (equal) + vayaḥ (age) + rūpaḥ (form). Rukmiṇī's hypothesis is precise on two axes simultaneously — age and look. Both must match for the hypothesis to hold; both do.
  • jīvati-kutracit — is living somewhere
    Verb + indefinite locative: jīvati (lives) + kutracit (somewhere, anywhere). She cannot yet say 'here'; the indefiniteness preserves the hypothesis. Bhakti often advances by what it cannot quite say.
If my lost son, who was kidnapped from the maternity room, were still alive somewhere, He would be of the same age and appearance as this young man.
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
If my lost son, who was kidnapped from the maternity room, were still alive somewhere, He would be of the same age and appearance as this young man.
Commentary

My son, who was taken by some a bala graham demon (seizer of children), would be the same age.

Jīva Gosvāmī Gauḍīya
Commentary

My son had disappeared (nāstaḥ). If he is possibly alive somewhere, he would be the same age at this time.

Śrīdhara Svāmī Gauḍīya
Commentary

By remembrance of her son by the similarity, her heart becomes attracted with affection to her son who cannot be seen (nāṣṭaḥ). Nothing is known about who took him. She then wonders. If he were alive, he would be this age with this form.

Related values
Bhakti (Devotion)Tejas (Inner Radiance / Vigour)Daksya (Resourcefulness / Skill)
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'If my lost son still lives, He would be of just this age, just this look.' Rukmiṇī ventures the hypothesis — the bhakta sometimes can only approach the Lord through 'if.' The conditional clause is the door bhakti uses when the body is still ahead of the mind.

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