Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 1.15.3
కృచ్ఛ్రేణ సంస్తభ్య శుచ: పాణినామృజ్య నేత్రయో: ।
పరోక్షేణ సమున్నద్ధప్రణయౌత్కణ్ఠ్యకాతర: ॥ ౩ ॥
kṛcchreṇa saṁstabhya śucaḥ
[krichchrena samstabhya shuchah]
pāṇināmṛjya netrayoḥ
[paaninaamrijya netrayoh]
parokṣeṇa samunnaddha-
[parokshena samunnaddha-]
praṇayautkaṇṭhya-kātaraḥ
[pranayautkanthya-kaatarah]
Word-for-word
kṛcchreṇa
—
with great difficulty
saṁstabhya
—
by checking the force
śucaḥ
—
of bereavement
pāṇinā
—
with his hands
āmṛjya
—
smearing
netrayoḥ
—
the eyes
parokṣeṇa
—
due to being out of sight
samunnaddha
—
increasingly
praṇaya-autkaṇṭhya
—
eagerly thinking of the affection
kātaraḥ
—
distressed.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
kṛcchreṇa saṁstabhya śucaḥ
kṛcchreṇa
with great difficulty
saṁstabhya
by checking the force
śucaḥ
of bereavement
pāṇināmṛjya netrayoḥ
pāṇinā
with his hands
āmṛjya
smearing
netrayoḥ
the eyes
parokṣeṇa samunnaddha-
parokṣeṇa
due to being out of sight
samunnaddha
increasingly
praṇayautkaṇṭhya-kātaraḥ
praṇaya-autkaṇṭhya
eagerly thinking of the affection
kātaraḥ
distressed.
With great difficulty he checked the tears of grief that smeared his eyes. He was very distressed because Lord Kṛṣṇa was out of his sight, and he increasingly felt affection for Him.
Gauḍīya Ācāryas
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura
Gauḍīya
Translation
Stopping with difficulty the tears and wiping his eyes with his hands, extremely pained by the increased longing of love due to separation, remembering the pure friendship with Kṛṣṇa, friendship mixed with servitude, and friendship mixed with parental feelings towards Kṛṣṇa, he spoke to the king with choked voice filled with tears.
Commentary
Stopping the tears of grief (śucaḥ) in his eyes, he wiped those tears which flowed anyway. Because of Kṛṣṇa not being present (parokṣeṇa), he was in pain. Sakhyam is mutual affection and mutual helping each other. Maitrīm is sakhya mixed with dāsya. Sauhrḍam is sakhya mixed with vātsalya.
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