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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 10.85.19

తత్తే గతోఽస్మ్యరణమద్య పదారవిన్ద- మాపన్నసంసృతిభయాపహమార్తబన్ధో । ఏతావతాలమలమిన్ద్రియలాలసేన మర్త్యాత్మద‍ృక్ త్వయి పరే యదపత్యబుద్ధి: ॥ ౧౯ ॥
tat te gato ’smy araṇam adya padāravindam
[tat te gato ’smy aranam adya padaaravindam]
āpanna-saṁsṛti-bhayāpaham ārta-bandho
[aapanna-samsriti-bhayaapaham aarta-bandho]
etāvatālam alam indriya-lālasena
[etaavataalam alam indriya-laalasena]
martyātma-dṛk tvayi pare yad apatya-buddhiḥ
[martyaatma-drik tvayi pare yad apatya-buddhih]
tat — therefore te — Your gataḥ — come asmi — I am araṇam — for shelter adya — today pāda - aravindam — to the lotus feet āpanna — for those who have surrendered saṁsṛti — of material entanglement bhaya — the fear apaham — which remove ārta — of the distressed bandho — O friend etāvatā — this much alam alam — enough, enough indriya — for sense enjoyment lālasena — with hankering martya — as mortal (the material body) ātma — myself dṛk — whose seeing tvayi — toward You pare — the Supreme yat — because of which (hankering) apatya — (of Your being my) child buddhiḥ — the mentality .
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
tat te gato ’smy araṇam adya padāravindam
tat
therefore
te
Your
gataḥ
come
āpanna-saṁsṛti-bhayāpaham ārta-bandho
asmi
I am
araṇam
for shelter
etāvatālam alam indriya-lālasena
martyātma-dṛk tvayi pare yad apatya-buddhiḥ
adya
today
pāda - aravindam
to the lotus feet
āpanna
for those who have surrendered
saṁsṛti
of material entanglement
bhaya
the fear
apaham
which remove
ārta
of the distressed
bandho
O friend
etāvatā
this much
alam alam
enough, enough
indriya
for sense enjoyment
lālasena
with hankering
martya
as mortal (the material body)
ātma
myself
dṛk
whose seeing
tvayi
toward You
pare
the Supreme
yat
because of which (hankering)
apatya
(of Your being my) child
buddhiḥ
the mentality .
  • araṇam — shelter, refuge
    From √ṛ. Śaraṇa-vocabulary. Vasudeva is performing śaraṇāgati to his own son — the highest dharma compressed into a single sentence. BG 18.66 echoes.
  • pāda-aravindam — the lotus feet
    Compound: pāda (foot) + aravinda (lotus). The Gauḍīya touchstone. Caitanya tradition: kṛṣṇa-pāda-padma is the only fixed point in the storm of saṁsāra.
  • ārta-bandho — O friend of the distressed
    Vocative compound: ārta (distressed) + bandhu (friend). Kṛṣṇa's name as the One who relates personally to the suffering. He is not a remote deliverer but a friend who comes close.
  • alam alam — enough, enough
    Doubled adverb: 'enough!' The very phrase of someone setting down a weight. Vasudeva is laying down decades of fatherhood-as-identity and asking to be only a śaraṇāgata.
  • apatya-buddhiḥ — the conception that You are my child
    Compound: apatya (offspring) + buddhi (conception, intelligence). Vasudeva names the specific obstacle: his own vātsalya-buddhi. He doesn't reject vātsalya itself — he asks not to mistake the rasa for the metaphysical fact.
Therefore, O friend of the distressed, I now approach Your lotus feet for shelter — the same lotus feet that dispel all fear of worldly existence for those who have surrendered to them. Enough! Enough with hankering for sense enjoyment, which makes me identify with this mortal body and think of You, the Supreme, as my child.

Śrīla Jīva Gosvāmī suggests that Vasudeva condemns himself here for thinking of trying to gain special opulences because he is the father of the Supreme Lord. Thus Vasudeva contrasts himself with Nanda, the King of Vraja, who was satisfied with pure love of God and nothing else.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Therefore, O friend of the distressed, I now approach Your lotus feet for shelter—the same lotus feet that dispel all fear of worldly existence for those who have surrendered to them. Enough! Enough with hankering for sense enjoyment, which makes me identify with this mortal body and think of You, the Supreme, as my child.
Commentary

"Today I take shelter (aranam) of you." "You should enjoy these things. Where is the repeated birth from this?" "By so much sense gratification, I think that my body is my self, and that you, the lord, are my son. I am really overcome with repeated birth, the root of ignorance."

Jīva Gosvāmī Gauḍīya
Commentary

Since you bind jīvas with the ropes of affection made of māyā, in order to destroy those bonds today, with an arousal of their intelligence by your mercy, I surrender to you lotus feet. “How can he who gives bondage give liberation?” Those feet dispel fear for those who surrender. “But they have not surrendered. You are just praying for that.” O friend of those suffering! One should not worry about this since you are naturally merciful. You have made them suffer in order that they turn to you, the crest jewel of all goals. Having prayed for those in saṁsāra, in humility while thinking himself a human due to human like pastimes, he prays for himself. Out of greed of the senses, for sense satisfaction, I think, “With the Lord as my son, I have great wealth.” I am not like Nanda, who has only prema for you.

Śrīdhara Svāmī Gauḍīya
Commentary

Because you are directly the Lord, or because I am bewildered by your māyā, today, with intelligence aroused by your mercy, I take shelter of your lotus feet. The goal of surrender is indicated. Your feet remove fear of saṁsāra for those who have surrendered. Destroy the miseries to saṁsāra so that I can attain a wealth of bhakti without obstacles. “Since you as our father are a great bhakti, what is the question of fear of saṁsāra?” I do not have qualification to surrender. What to speak of being your father. Since I am most fallen, all I can do is surrender. O friend of the people in pain! I am suffering. I should ignore enjoyment of the senses completely (alam alam). I think of not falling to hell (apatya-buddhiḥ) instead of thinking of the ultimate goal of life. Being dedicated to happiness of the material objects, I identify with the body.

yuvāṁ māṁ putra-bhāvena brahma-bhāvena cāsakṛt cintayantau kṛta-snehau yāsyethe mad-gatiṁ parām Both of you, husband and wife, constantly think of me with eternal prema as your son, and maybe you once thought of me as Brahman. You will achieve my abode which you already possess. SB 10.3.45 Though the Lord has said, this it is simply a statement made out of affection. Or because you have appeared in my house (tat) in this birth (adya) I have attained your lotus feet, which are the sole shelter (araṇam) of all people, which destroy fear of saṁsāra for people who have met disaster (āpanna). Why? O friend of the suffering, affectionate to the fallen! Or I have attained shelter of the lotus of Mathurā (padam). Mathurā is compared to a lotus because it is circular and takes away pain. Destroy all obstacles to bhakti for me, in great pain, having experienced great calamities and increase my affection for you. I do not desire you for liberation. Enough of enthusiasm or thirst for liberation, with an eager mind (indriya-lālasena). That is not my goal at all. I see you, the best son (pare) as the soul of all bodies (martyātma-dṛk) and as the Lord (apati abuddhiḥ).

Related values
Sthitaprajna (Steady Wisdom)Vairagya (Detachment / Dispassion)Discriminative WisdomShanti (Peace / Tranquility)Abhaya (Fearlessness)Seva (Service / Selfless Action)Saurya (Heroism / Bravery)
Related verses

A man who has been holding a torch by the burning end discovers there is a handle, and lets the fire end fall. Vasudeva's old grip on 'this is my son' burned him; now he reaches for the lotus feet — etāvatā alam, 'enough already.'

Gajendra's surrender

Gajendra (SB 8.2–3), seized by the crocodile, exhausted every personal effort and finally extended his trunk with a lotus, crying out for the Person who would actually save him. Bhagavān came on Garuḍa in seconds.

Vasudeva's words 'alam alam' — 'enough, enough' — are the moment of the same surrender, spoken in a household setting. The elephant cries out from water; Vasudeva from beneath fatherhood's affection. The lotus feet are the same.

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