Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 10.51.48
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
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kalevare
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in the body
Locative of kalevara — body, corpse-shell. The Vaiṣṇava vocabulary refuses to glamorize the body even when alive; it is kalevara already, in essence.
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ghaṭa-kuḍya-sannibhe
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like a pot or a wall
Compound: ghaṭa (pot) + kuḍya (wall) + sannibhe (resembling). The two stock Vedānta-Vaiṣṇava analogies for material objects. Mucukunda equates his body with them — the diagnostic image for the proper attitude toward the deha.
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nara-devaḥ
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a god among men
Compound: nara + devaḥ (god). The royal title. Vaiṣṇavas note: only Bhagavān is deva absolutely; the king's nara-deva is courtesy at best, delusion at worst. Mucukunda confesses he took it as the latter.
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agaṇayan
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not regarding seriously
Present participle of a-√gaṇ — not counting, disregarding. The exact crime of the dehātma-conditioned soul: agaṇayan tvām — disregarding You. The Bhāgavata's force depends on the personal address: not 'ignoring the absolute' but 'disregarding You.'
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su-durmadaḥ
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very much deluded by pride
Compound: su (very) + durmadaḥ (badly intoxicated). Pride's grammatical superlative. Gauḍīyas read mada (pride) as one of the six ari-ṣaṭ (six inner enemies — verse 57); mada makes Bhagavān invisible because the puffed-up self fills the view.
I identified with this body which is like a pot or wall (kudya). Because I was so attached to material things, I wasted all my time. This verse is a continuation from the previous verse.
I took myself to be the body, though it is full of faults. I did not respect you (agaṇayan), since I forgot about you.
In this body, experienced by everyone as an unconscious object like a pot, or in this body, the shelter of all faults, surrounded by chariots, four parts of the army and generals, I wandered about everywhere on the earth. The later items in the list are closer to the king. I did not respect you (aganayan), since I forgot, being distracted.
Riding through provinces on elephants and chariots, surrounded by an army — and Mucukunda confesses: 'I took this body, a pot of clay or a wall, for my self. I called myself a god among men.' The chapter holds up the king's confession as the model for every devotee's own confession.
My note
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