Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 10.40.24
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
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ātma-ja
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born of the self (children)
Compound: ātma (self) + ja (born). Sons and daughters as 'born of me' — a relationship constructed by ahaṅkāra. Gauḍīyas read children not as extensions of self but as souls entrusted by Kṛṣṇa.
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agāra dāra
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home and wife
agāra (house) + dāra (wife). The two stable poles of gṛhastha identity. The verse does not deny their value — only their finality.
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svapna-kalpeṣu
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as in a dream
Compound: svapna (dream) + kalpa (like). The classical Vedānta image, used here in a personalist key: not 'all is illusion' but 'these items are unstable; You alone are sat'.
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mūḍhaḥ
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a fool
From √muh — to be confused. Akrūra calls himself mūḍha exactly as Prahlāda (SB 7.9) called himself unfit. Gauḍīya stuti convention: self-abasement opens the door for the Lord's mercy.
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satya-dhiyā
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with the conviction that they are real
Compound: satya (real) + dhī (intelligence). The misallocation of satya — taking the perishable for the permanent. The verse names the exact category-error of conditioned life.
Though I have taken to bhakti to you, because the fault of associating with offenders, becoming weak, I have become covered by māyā and cannot give up attachment to house and family. Ātmā means the body.
Though I have taken to bhakti to you, because the fault of associating with offenders, becoming weak, I have become covered by māyā and cannot give up attachment to house and family. The word ca means “even.” Because of being covered by māyā, I am deluded, thinking these things are real (satya-dhiyā), though they are like objects in a dream. Repeatedly I am attached to them or become bewildered (bhramāmi) since I am a fool, without discrimination. I think of my body (ātmā) and relatives and friends (svajana) as well as servants and maids, animals and land (ādiṣu). That is to be expected since you pervade the world with māyā (vibho).
A man dreams he has a wife, a house, a fortune, retinues, an empire — and he weeps when in the dream he loses any of them. The whole inventory is real-feeling and unreal in being. Akrūra confesses he too has been such a dreamer, treating his body, his family, his goods as if they were sat.
My note
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