Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 1.8.49
బాలద్విజసుహృన్మిత్రపితృభ్రాతృగురుద్రుహ: ।
న మే స్యాన్నిరయాన్మోక్షో హ్యపి వర్షాయుతాయుతై: ॥ ౪౯ ॥
bāla-dvija-suhṛn-mitra-
[baala-dvija-suhrin-mitra-]
pitṛ-bhrātṛ-guru-druhaḥ
[pitri-bhraatri-guru-druhah]
na me syān nirayān mokṣo
[na me syaan nirayaan moksho]
hy api varṣāyutāyutaiḥ
[hy api varshaayutaayutaih]
Word-for-word
bāla
—
boys
dvi-ja
—
the twice-born
suhṛt
—
well-wishers
mitra
—
friends
pitṛ
—
parents
bhrātṛ
—
brothers
guru
—
preceptors
druhaḥ
—
one who has killed
na
—
never
me
—
my
syāt
—
there shall be
nirayāt
—
from hell
mokṣaḥ
—
liberation
hi
—
certainly
api
—
although
varṣa
—
years
ayuta
—
millions
āyutaiḥ
—
being added.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
bāla-dvija-suhṛn-mitra-
bāla
boys
dvi-ja
the twice-born
suhṛt
well-wishers
mitra
friends
pitṛ-bhrātṛ-guru-druhaḥ
pitṛ
parents
bhrātṛ
brothers
guru
preceptors
druhaḥ
one who has killed
na me syān nirayān mokṣo
na
never
me
my
syāt
there shall be
nirayāt
from hell
mokṣaḥ
liberation
hi
certainly
hy api varṣāyutāyutaiḥ
api
although
varṣa
years
ayuta
millions
āyutaiḥ
being added.
I have killed many boys, brāhmaṇas, well-wishers, friends, parents, preceptors and brothers. Though I live millions of years, I will not be relieved from the hell that awaits me for all these sins.
Purport
Whenever there is a war, there is certainly a massacre of many innocent living beings, such as boys, brāhmaṇas and women, whose killing is considered to be the greatest of sins. They are all innocent creatures, and in all circumstances killing of them is forbidden in the scriptures. Mahārāja Yudhiṣṭhira was aware of these mass killings. Similarly, there were friends, parents and preceptors also on both sides, and all of them were killed. It was simply horrible for him to think of such killing, and therefore he was thinking of residing in hell for millions and billions of years.
— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Gauḍīya Ācāryas
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura
Gauḍīya
Translation
Because I have killed children, brāhmaṇas, relatives, friends, paternal uncles, cousins, and gurus, I cannot be free from hellish punishments for ten thousand years.
Commentary
Suhrt here means relatives and mitra means friends. Pitṛ means paternal uncles.
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