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S - Stories of the Supreme (1-4) Great devotees only desire to hear, narrate and remember the stories of the Supreme Personality of Godhead. Thus, when the two great devotees, Vidura and Uddhava, met, they naturally began discussing stories of Krishna, remembering their beloved Lord and His extraordinary pastimes inside and outside of Vrindavana.

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S - Stories of the Supreme (1-4) Great devotees only desire to hear, narrate and remember the stories of the Supreme Personality of Godhead. Thus, when the two great devotees, Vidura and Uddhava, met, they naturally began discussing stories of Krishna, remembering their beloved Lord and His extraordinary pastimes inside and outside of Vrindavana.

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Stories in Vrindavana

S - Stories of the Supreme (1-4) Stories in Vrindavana Chapter 2 Being thus questioned, Uddhava’s feelings of separation were aroused as he remembered his beloved Lord Krishna whom he had served throughout his life. Now Krishna had left the planet, extreme misfortune would overcome the world. Instead of dwelling on His disappearance, however, Uddhava related the sweet story of Krishna’s appearance, His playful antics in the land of Vrindavana and the celebrated lifting of Govardhana hill.

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Stories Outside of Vrindavana

S - Stories of the Supreme (1-4) Stories Outside of Vrindavana Chapter 3 Uddhava then relished the stories of Krishna’s years in Mathura: the dramatic killing of Kamsa, gurukula pastimes in Sandipani Muni’s asrama , the kidnapping of Rukmini, stealing the parijata tree and confronting Indra, the killing of Narakasura and subsequent marriage to the princesses, and the violent massacre at Kuruksetra. After establishing Maharaja Yuddhistira as the king of the earth, Krishna resided in Dwaraka with His 16,108 queens.

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Story of Krishna’s Disappearance

S - Stories of the Supreme (1-4) Story of Krishna’s Disappearance Chapter 3, 4 Once, the children of the Yadu dynasty took their mockery too far, and when they angered the sages they were cursed to face destruction. A few months later, at Prabhasa-ksetra, the family members accepted the remnants of a sacrifice, which included liquor. Consequently, they all became intoxicated, lost their clarity of consciousness and spoke harshly to each other. Their arguments escalated and the Yadus eventually destroyed each other. Having removed His dynasty, Krishna now prepared His own departure. He instructed Uddhava to go to Badarikasrama and avoid the mayhem that would take place once He left the planet. Uddhava, however, remained with Krishna due to his attachment. At that time, Maitreya arrived, and the Lord spoke to them both. Having requested instructions from the Lord, Uddhava was enlightened with transcendental, timeless wisdom. When Vidura enquired about the details of that discourse, Uddhava directed him to approach Maitreya Muni, who had heard that same wisdom, was older in age and was also residing nearby. Sukadeva Goswami philosophically clarified how it was the supreme desire of Krishna to leave the planet. The Lord had completed His mission and was confident that Uddhava could disseminate knowledge of Him to the world, especially the sages at Badarikasrama who Krishna could not meet personally. Thus, His earthly pastimes came to their natural conclusion. After some days, Vidura reached the Ganges, where he met Maitreya Muni.

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Story Time

S - Stories of the Supreme (1-4) Story Time “As one cultivates a seed by pouring water to fructify it, the seed of devotional service sown in the heart of the devotee may be cultured by pouring water in the form of hearing and chanting of the holy name and pastimes of the Lord. The creeper of devotional service, so nourished, gradually grows, and the devotee, acting as a gardener, goes on pouring the water of constant hearing and chanting. The creeper of devotional service gradually grows so high that it passes through the entire material universe and enters into the spiritual sky, growing still higher and higher until it reaches the planet Goloka Vrindavana. The devotee-gardener is in touch with the abode of the Lord even from the material plane by dint of performing devotional service to the Lord simply by hearing and chanting.” ( SB 3.2.6 ) In early years, we excitedly hear fairytales and fables. Later in life, we peruse biographies and blogs. In mature years, we share wisdom with the world by recounting events and experiences. It’s clear that storytelling is a universal feature of every country, culture and community in the world. The sages of bygone ages, fully in tune with human psychology, communicated the most profound truths of life through the medium of stories. Vyasadeva, the compiler of Vedic literature, specifically wrote the Puranas in the format of historical stories. Srila Prabhupada, an expert storyteller himself, once wrote to a disciple – “The Vedic literatures are full of instructive stories for the spiritual advancement of the human society. If I get good assistance, I can overflood your country with stories so nice and instructive.” ( Letter, 22nd July 1967 )

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The Good Listener

S - Stories of the Supreme (1-4) Story Time The Good Listener Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Thakura trained his followers in the art of good listening. He insisted that devotees regularly hear topics of the Lord ( hari-katha ), and once remarked: “I have had the opportunity to hear and discuss these topics since the beginning of my life. I have been discussing these points for fifty years now, in great detail and at every moment throughout the twenty-four hours, when awake and even when slumbering. While continuously discussing these topics, eventually my body will wear out and fall down. I will glorify until the last moment of my life all that I have learned from my gurus. Why only one mouth? Let me have unlimited mouths and an unlimited lifespan to unlimitedly glorify the unlimited qualities of Krishna’s devotees.” Srila Bhaktisiddhanta often quoted: “I do not consider bad a day covered with clouds, but one devoid of discussing the nectar of krishna-katha.” The Srimad-Bhagavatam affirms that the Supreme Lord “cleanses desire for material enjoyment from the heart of the devotee who has developed the urge to hear His messages, which are in themselves virtuous when properly heard and chanted.” When a speaker carries great potency and realisation, and the listener is serious and receptive, an incredible transmission of transcendental knowledge can transpire. Uddhava was indeed a potent speaker. Visvanatha Chakravarti Thakura explains that when Uddhava began speaking, his face was washed by tears due to the stimulation of love (prema) that was awakened at the very thought of Krishna’s pastimes. His heartfelt feelings for the subject matter caused him to faint and lose external consciousness. As a great and pure devotee of the Lord, Vidura was also a first-class hearer. He eagerly enquired about Krishna and His devotees, feeling a deep connection with every one of them. Through four powerful examples, the Srimad-Bhagavatam Mahatmyam describes four qualities of a superior listener: Chataka Bird – this bird is famous for taking water directly from the raincloud, avoiding any secondary source. Similarly, the superior listener hears pure subject matters from authentic sources, carefully avoiding unnecessary talks or distractions. There is a perennial risk of additions to, subtractions from and distortions of transcendental subject matter, and the superior listener is wary of this. Hearing intently from a defective source invites confusion and deviation. Swan – the swan can ingeniously extract milk from a mixture of milk and water. Similarly, the superior listener can draw out the essence of spiritual topics, remaining undiverted by peripheral details, distracting side points or personal preferences. Often, we don’t see things as they are, rather we see things as we are. Under the guidance of saintly teachers, one can draw out the essential principles of scriptures and learn the ways and means to apply them in daily life. Parrot – the parrot is famed for its ability to repeat whatever it learns from its master. In the same way, superior listeners have grasped the subject matter so well that they can communicate it to others in a clear, relevant and inspiring way. Furthermore, the beak of the parrot makes whatever it touches sweeter, and the superior listener also enlivens the transmission of knowledge by asking thoughtful questions which allow everyone to dive deeper into the subject matter. Fish – a fish has the unique ability to sit in an ocean of condensed milk and quietly drink, without any blinking whatsoever. The superior listener similarly gives his undivided attention to the speaker, quietly, attentively and enthusiastically absorbing the transcendental knowledge without distraction. Much of this is credited to the humility and desire that the listener possesses. When one feels desperate and helpless, their heart is eager for transcendental instruction. Some people learn through hearing, others by seeing, and those who don’t, have to learn through experiencing. If we’re unable to hear Krishna’s sweet voice of guidance, He may have to shout a little louder for the message to get through. By hearing transcendental topics ( sravanam ), contemplating them deeply ( mananam ) and finding ways to apply them in our life ( nidhidhyasanam ), we embrace a path of transformation which is quicker, easier and safer. Vaisnavas often add the fourth element of prayer ( vandanam ) to invoke the divine blessings in this noble endeavour.

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Why are stories so powerful?

S - Stories of the Supreme (1-4) Story Time Why are stories so powerful? Applicable – stories offer greater context and understanding because they personalise a message and make us feel a part of the situation. They offer opportunities to extract life lessons and demonstrate how wisdom plays out in a practical way. Personal – stories are relatable to our own experiences, and thus they become more meaningful. We identify with the heroes and the villains because we all have those tendencies inside of us. Stories allow us to understand ourselves better because the actions of the characters stir something inside each one of us. Emotional – stories have the unique ability of arousing our emotions. They can cause us to laugh, cry, cringe or reflect and thus engage with the message on a level deeper than just the intellect. Stories communicate passions, sadness, hardships and joys. They engrave meaning and purpose into our consciousness, as well as offering inspiration and hope. Digestible – stories make complex topics easy, inconspicuously entering a deeper place within our consciousness. Not only that, but they implant a message even within an unwilling person, since they circumvent one’s ego and pride. Stories don’t tell us something – they show us something. Memorable –research shows that stories are remembered twenty times more than facts alone. We live in times of mass distraction and people’s attention spans have been obliterated. Thus, stories help to communicate things in an effective and efficient way.

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Vidura’s Pilgrimage

S - Stories of the Supreme (1-4) Vidura’s Pilgrimage Chapter 1 The questions of Saunaka mirrored the questions of Maharaja Pariksit. Thus, Suta Goswami narrated the answers of Sukadeva Goswami. Before he narrated the conversation between Vidura and Maitreya, Sukadeva Goswami explained how Vidura left the palace in Hastinapura and first met Uddhava. When the Pandavas were repeatedly cheated and harassed by the Kauravas, Vidura advised Dhritarastra to return their legitimate share of the kingdom. The blind King and his defiant son, however, categorically refused to entertain that idea. After being sharply insulted by Duryodhana, Vidura concluded it was the apt time to leave Hastinapura and embark on pilgrimage. While visiting numerous holy sites, Vidura heard the happy news that the Pandavas had emerged victorious in the fratricidal war and had now rightfully regained the kingdom. When Vidura reached the Yamuna, he met the great devotee Uddhava, who was Krishna’s cousin and constant companion. Vidura eagerly enquired about Krishna, His various family members, and His dear devotees like the Pandavas.

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— S.B. Keshava Swami, Book Bhagavata

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.1

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उद्धव उवाच अथ ते तदनुज्ञाता भुक्त्वा पीत्वा च वारुणीम् । तया विभ्रंशितज्ञाना दुरुक्तैर्मर्म पस्पृश: ॥ १ ॥
uddhava uvāca
[uddhava uvaacha]
atha te tad-anujñātā
[atha te tad-anujnaataa]
bhuktvā pītvā ca vāruṇīm
[bhuktvaa peetvaa cha vaaruneem]
tayā vibhraṁśita-jñānā
[tayaa vibhramshita-jnaanaa]
duruktair marma paspṛśuḥ
[duruktair marma pasprishuh]
uddhavaḥ uvāca — Uddhava said atha — thereafter te — they (the Yādavas) tat — by the brāhmaṇas anujñātāḥ — being permitted bhuktvā — after partaking pītvā — drinking ca — and vāruṇīm — liquor tayā — by that vibhraṁśita-jñānāḥ — being bereft of knowledge duruktaiḥ — with harsh words marma — the core of the heart paspṛśuḥ — touched.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
uddhava uvāca
uddhavaḥ uvāca
Uddhava said
atha te tad-anujñātā
atha
thereafter
te
they (the Yādavas)
tat
by the brāhmaṇas
anujñātāḥ
being permitted
bhuktvā pītvā ca vāruṇīm
bhuktvā
after partaking
pītvā
drinking
ca
and
vāruṇīm
liquor
tayā vibhraṁśita-jñānā
tayā
by that
vibhraṁśita-jñānāḥ
being bereft of knowledge
duruktair marma paspṛśuḥ
duruktaiḥ
with harsh words
marma
the core of the heart
paspṛśuḥ
touched.
Thereafter, all of them [the descendants of Vṛṣṇi and Bhoja], being permitted by the brāhmaṇas, partook of the remnants of prasāda and also drank liquor made of rice. By drinking they all became delirious, and, bereft of knowledge, they touched the cores of each other’s hearts with harsh words.

In ceremonies when brāhmaṇas and Vaiṣṇavas are sumptuously fed, the host partakes of the remnants of foodstuff after the guest has given permission. So the descendants of Vṛṣṇi and Bhoja formally took permission from the brāhmaṇas and ate the prepared foodstuff. Kṣatriyas are permitted to drink at certain occasions, so they all drank a kind of light liquor made of rice. By such drinking they became delirious and bereft of sense, so much so that they forgot their relationship with one another and used harsh words which touched the cores of each other’s hearts. Drinking is so harmful that even such a highly cultured family becomes affected by intoxication and can forget themselves in a drunken state. The descendants of Vṛṣṇi and Bhoja were not expected to forget themselves in this way, but by the will of the Supreme it happened, and thus they became harsh towards one another.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Uddhava said: Then taking the permission of Kṛṣṇa, they ate and drank wine. Losing their intelligence by the wine, they touched each others’ vulnerable spots with harsh words. In the Fourth Chapter, having heard from Uddhava of the disappearance of Kṛṣṇa and his dynasty, Vidura, went to Maitreya to receive instructions. Taking permission from Kṛṣṇa or the brāhmaṇas, the Yadus ate. They mutually insulted each other.
Even cultured devotees fell apart when alcohol entered the gathering, and harsh words touched the deepest places. One intoxicant can undo years of training. Do not invite into your circle anything that loosens the tongue beyond truth.
Reflection Questions
  • What 'permitted' substance or pastime has been making your speech sharper than your sadhana?
  • Where did harsh words land in someone's heart recently because you were not fully present?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.2

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तेषां मैरेयदोषेण विषमीकृतचेतसाम् । निम्‍लोचति रवावासीद्वेणूनामिव मर्दनम् ॥ २ ॥
teṣāṁ maireya-doṣeṇa
[teshaam maireya-doshena]
viṣamīkṛta-cetasām
[vishameekrita-chetasaam]
nimlocati ravāv āsīd
[nimlochati ravaav aaseed]
veṇūnām iva mardanam
[venoonaam iva mardanam]
teṣām — of them maireya — of intoxication doṣeṇa — by the faults viṣamīkṛta — became unbalanced cetasām — of those of whom the minds nimlocati — sets ravau — the sun āsīt — takes place veṇūnām — of the bamboos iva — as mardanam — destruction.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
teṣāṁ maireya-doṣeṇa
teṣām
of them
maireya
of intoxication
doṣeṇa
by the faults
viṣamīkṛta-cetasām
viṣamīkṛta
became unbalanced
cetasām
of those of whom the minds
nimlocati ravāv āsīd
nimlocati
sets
ravau
the sun
āsīt
takes place
veṇūnām iva mardanam
veṇūnām
of the bamboos
iva
as
mardanam
destruction.
As by the friction of bamboos destruction takes place, so also, at sunset, by the interaction of the faults of intoxication, all their minds became unbalanced, and destruction took place.

When there is need of fire in the forest, by the will of the Supreme it takes place due to friction among the bamboos. Similarly, the descendants of Yadu were all destroyed by the will of the Lord by the process of self-destruction. Just as there is no possibility of a fire’s occurring deep in the forest due to human effort, so also there was no power in the universe which could vanquish the descendants of Yadu, who were protected by the Lord. The Lord wanted them to be so destroyed, and thus they obeyed His order, as indicated by the word tad-anujñāta.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
As the sun was setting, with consciousness distorted by intoxication of liquor, they destroyed each other, just as bamboos by mutual friction start a fire and destroy the whole forest. By the fault of liquor (maireya) they destroyed each other (mardanam) as the sun was setting (nimlocati).
What no external enemy could touch, the Yadus undid themselves. Self-destruction often arrives through internal friction at the close of an era. Guard the inside of your community more carefully than its borders.
Reflection Questions
  • Where is your community's biggest threat currently internal rather than external?
  • What 'friction' between bamboos in your life is one match away from a fire?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.3

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भगवान् स्वात्ममायाया गतिं तामवलोक्य स: । सरस्वतीमुपस्पृश्य वृक्षमूलमुपाविशत् ॥ ३ ॥
bhagavān svātma-māyāyā
[bhagavaan svaatma-maayaayaa]
gatiṁ tām avalokya saḥ
[gatim taam avalokya sah]
sarasvatīm upaspṛśya
[sarasvateem upasprishya]
vṛkṣa-mūlam upāviśat
[vriksha-moolam upaavishat]
bhagavān — the Personality of Godhead sva-ātma-māyāyā — by His internal potency gatim — the end tām — that avalokya — foreseeing saḥ — He (Kṛṣṇa) sarasvatīm — the river Sarasvatī upaspṛśya — after sipping water vṛkṣa-mūlam — at the foot of a tree upāviśat — sat down.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
bhagavān svātma-māyāyā
bhagavān
the Personality of Godhead
sva-ātma-māyāyā
by His internal potency
gatiṁ tām avalokya saḥ
gatim
the end
tām
that
avalokya
foreseeing
saḥ
He (Kṛṣṇa)
sarasvatīm upaspṛśya
sarasvatīm
the river Sarasvatī
upaspṛśya
after sipping water
vṛkṣa-mūlam upāviśat
vṛkṣa-mūlam
at the foot of a tree
upāviśat
sat down.
The Personality of Godhead, Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa, after foreseeing the end [of His family] by His internal potency, went to the bank of the river Sarasvatī, sipped water, and sat down underneath a tree.

All the above-mentioned activities of the Yadus and Bhojas were executed by the internal potency of the Lord because He wanted them to be dispatched to their respective abodes after He had finished His mission of descent. They were all His sons and grandsons and were given complete protection by the paternal affection of the Lord. How they could be vanquished in the presence of the Lord is answered in this verse: everything was done by the Lord Himself ( svātma-māyāyāḥ ). The Lord’s family members were either incarnations of His plenary expansions or demigods from the heavenly planets, and thus before His departure He separated them by His internal potency. Before being dispatched to their respective abodes, they were sent to the holy place of Prabhāsa, where they performed pious activities and took food and drink to their heart’s content. It was then arranged for them to be sent back to their abodes so that others could see that the powerful Yadu dynasty was no longer in the world. In the previous verse, the word anujñāta, indicating that the whole sequence of events was arranged by the Lord, is significant. These particular pastimes of the Lord are not a manifestation of His external energy, or material nature. Such an exhibition of His internal potency is eternal, and therefore one should not conclude that the Yadus and Bhojas died in a drunken state in an ordinary fratricidal war. Śrī Jīva Gosvāmī comments on these incidents as magical performances.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Seeing this action of his māyā, Kṛṣṇa, sipping the water of the Sarasvatī River, sat down under a tree. How could the Lord, compassion to the elevated and fallen souls, witness the killing of his servants, sons, grandsons, persons most dear like Pradyumna, arranged by himself? This verse answers. This was the action (gatim) of māyā. It was a convincing display by which common people would think that the Yādavas were destroyed quickly by killing each other. This māyā belonged to the Lord (svātmā-māyā). That māyā therefore could never bewilder him, since the nature of māyā is that it does not bewilder its controller. Therefore it is said that the Lord saw this action of māyā. The Yādavas such as Pradyumna, eternal associates in his pastimes, actually remained in Dvārakā. The devatās who had entered into various Yādavas separating themselves from those Yādavas, came to Prabhāsa in those separate forms, ate, drank wine and, with the Lord’s permission, returned to Svarga. This is they meaning of the tad-anujñātā, mentioned in the first verse: they took his permission and returned to their abodes in Svarga. Since Balarāma, Pradyumna and Aniruddha are part of the caturvyūha, they are eternally with the Lord. Padma Purāṇa makes the following statements: ete hi yādavāḥ sarve madgaṇā eva bhāmini These Yādavas are all my people, dear lady! sarvadā mat-priyā devi mat-tulya-guṇa-śālina They are eternally dear to me and equal in qualities to me, O goddess! yathā saumitribharatau yathā saṅkarṣaṇādayaḥ tathā tenaiva jāyante nija-lokad-yadṛcchayā They appear on earth by their own will from their spiritual planet, as Lakṣmaṇa, Bhārata and Saṅkarsaṇa. In Hari-vaṁśa Akrura says: devānāñca hitārthāya vayaṁ prāptā manuṣyatām For helping the devatās we have appeared as humans on earth. Because the Yādavas are eternal associates of the Lord, they will never be destroyed. And even the continuing posts of the devatās such as Guha (Kārtikeya) who had entered into Śāmba and others should not be destroyed. Thus the whole mauśala pastime is illusory. Though it is illusory, since it is included in the pastimes of Kṛṣṇa, it is accepted by the inconceivable yoga-māyā and is eternal, existing even in the absence of the material creation. [Note: It is eternal in the sense that when Kṛṣṇa appears in a universe, he then disappears using this pastime. ]
Even the Lord sat alone by a river to absorb what was coming. Solitude is not failure of community; it is a posture for transition. When a chapter ends, the right place may be at the base of a tree, alone with the Lord.
Reflection Questions
  • Where in your life are you avoiding the solitary tree because you are afraid of what you would feel there?
  • What riverbank could you go to this week to sit and let the next phase form?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.4

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अहं चोक्तो भगवता प्रपन्नार्तिहरेण ह । बदरीं त्वं प्रयाहीति स्वकुलं संजिहीर्षुणा ॥ ४ ॥
ahaṁ cokto bhagavatā
[aham chokto bhagavataa]
prapannārti-hareṇa ha
[prapannaarti-harena ha]
badarīṁ tvaṁ prayāhīti
[badareem tvam prayaaheeti]
sva-kulaṁ sañjihīrṣuṇā
[sva-kulam sanjiheershunaa]
aham — I ca — and uktaḥ — was told bhagavatā — by the Supreme Lord prapanna — of the surrendered ārti-hareṇa — by He who is the vanquisher of the distresses ha — indeed badarīm — to Badarī tvam — you prayāhi — should go iti — thus sva-kulam — His own family sañjihīrṣuṇā — who desired to destroy.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ahaṁ cokto bhagavatā
aham
I
ca
and
uktaḥ
was told
bhagavatā
by the Supreme Lord
prapannārti-hareṇa ha
prapanna
of the surrendered
ārti-hareṇa
by He who is the vanquisher of the distresses
ha
indeed
badarīṁ tvaṁ prayāhīti
badarīm
to Badarī
tvam
you
prayāhi
should go
iti
thus
sva-kulaṁ sañjihīrṣuṇā
sva-kulam
His own family
sañjihīrṣuṇā
who desired to destroy.
The Lord is the vanquisher of the distresses of one who is surrendered unto Him. Thus He who desired to destroy His family told me previously to go to Badarikāśrama.

While at Dvārakā, Uddhava was warned to avoid the distresses which were to follow the disappearance of the Lord and the destruction of the Yadu dynasty. He was advised to proceed to Badarikāśrama because there he could associate with the devotees of Nara-Nārāyaṇa, and in their association of devotional service he could increase his eagerness for chanting, hearing, knowledge and detachment.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
The Lord, who dispels sorrow in his devotees, desiring to withdraw his family from the vision of the world, said to me, “Go to Badarikāśrama.” The Lord spoke to me previously, at Dvārakā. He also remained there in another form (aprakaṭa). The word ca indicates that Uddhava was sent to the Sarasvatī River, where Kṛṣṇa also spoke to him. The reasons for the Lord speaking to him are given. The first reason is that the Lord wanted to remove the suffering of separation of Uddhava, who was surrendered to the Lord (prapannārti-hareṇa). The second reason is that the Lord would relieve the pain in the form of longing (ārti) to hear about bhakti, jñāna, vairāgya and the Lord’s pastimes of those living in Badarikāśrama, who were also surrendered to the Lord, such as the Lord’s portion Nara-nārāyaṇa, by what he would speak to Uddhava, as expressed at the end of this chapter: . asmāl lokād uparate mayi jñānaṁ mad-āśrayam arhaty uddhava evāddhā sampraty ātmavatāṁ varaḥ Now I shall leave the vision of this world, and I see that Uddhava, the foremost of my devotees, is the only one who can be directly entrusted with knowledge about me. SB 3.4.30
Krsna told Uddhava in advance where to go. The Lord often warns His servants of coming distress and offers a destination. Listen carefully; the next instruction is usually already in your heart.
Reflection Questions
  • What instruction has Krsna already given you for the next phase that you have not yet acted on?
  • Whose 'Badarikasrama' did the Lord point you toward that you keep postponing?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.5

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तथापि तदभिप्रेतं जानन्नहमरिन्दम । पृष्ठतोऽन्वगमं भर्तु: पादविश्लेषणाक्षम: ॥ ५ ॥
tathāpi tad-abhipretaṁ
[tathaapi tad-abhipretam]
jānann aham arindama
[jaanann aham arindama]
pṛṣṭhato ’nvagamaṁ bhartuḥ
[prishthato ’nvagamam bhartuh]
pāda-viśleṣaṇākṣamaḥ
[paada-vishleshanaakshamah]
tathā api — yet, in spite of tat-abhipretam — His desire jānan — knowing aham — I arim-dama — O subduer of the enemy (Vidura) pṛṣṭhataḥ — behind anvagamam — followed bhartuḥ — of the master pāda-viśleṣaṇa — separation from His lotus feet akṣamaḥ — not being able.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
tathāpi tad-abhipretaṁ
tathā api
yet, in spite of
tat-abhipretam
His desire
jānann aham arindama
jānan
knowing
aham
I
arim-dama
O subduer of the enemy (Vidura)
pṛṣṭhato ’nvagamaṁ bhartuḥ
pṛṣṭhataḥ
behind
pāda-viśleṣaṇākṣamaḥ
anvagamam
followed
bhartuḥ
of the master
pāda-viśleṣaṇa
separation from His lotus feet
akṣamaḥ
not being able.
Yet in spite of my knowing His desire [to destroy the dynasty], O Arindama [Vidura], I followed Him because it was impossible for me to bear separation from the lotus feet of the master.
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
O Vidura, conquerer of foes! Thus, though understanding his order, and unable to bear separation from his lotus feet, I followed after him. Abhipretam (intention) means that though the Lord ordered that he go to Badarikāśrama, Uddhava understood that Kṛṣṇa would not give him up so easily, and thus he followed the Lord. Or it can mean that Uddhava understood Kṛṣṇa’s intention to destroy the dynasty.
Uddhava could not bear separation from the Lord even when separation was the Lord's plan. Devotion sometimes makes us 'disobey' a direct instruction to leave. The Lord understands; what He measures is the heart's attachment, not the literal compliance.
Reflection Questions
  • When did you last 'fail' to leave because love overrode strategy?
  • Where are you justifying staying out of attachment dressed up as devotion?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.6

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अद्राक्षमेकमासीनं विचिन्वन् दयितं पतिम् । श्रीनिकेतं सरस्वत्यां कृतकेतमकेतनम् ॥ ६ ॥
adrākṣam ekam āsīnaṁ
[adraaksham ekam aaseenam]
vicinvan dayitaṁ patim
[vichinvan dayitam patim]
śrī-niketaṁ sarasvatyāṁ
[shree-niketam sarasvatyaam]
kṛta-ketam aketanam
[krita-ketam aketanam]
adrākṣam — I saw ekam — alone āsīnam — sitting vicinvan — deeply thinking dayitam — patron patim — master śrī-niketam — the shelter of the goddess of fortune sarasvatyām — on the bank of the Sarasvatī kṛta-ketam — taking shelter aketanam — being situated without a shelter.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
adrākṣam ekam āsīnaṁ
adrākṣam
I saw
ekam
alone
āsīnam
sitting
vicinvan dayitaṁ patim
vicinvan
deeply thinking
dayitam
patron
patim
master
śrī-niketaṁ sarasvatyāṁ
śrī-niketam
the shelter of the goddess of fortune
sarasvatyām
on the bank of the Sarasvatī
kṛta-ketam aketanam
kṛta-ketam
taking shelter
aketanam
being situated without a shelter.
Thus following, I saw my patron and master [Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa] sitting alone and deeply thinking, taking shelter on the bank of the river Sarasvatī although He is the shelter of the goddess of fortune.

Those who are in the renounced order of life often take shelter underneath a tree. The Lord was found by Uddhava in that condition of taking shelter as do persons who have no shelter. Because He is the proprietor of everything, everywhere is His shelter, and everywhere is under His shelter. The entire material and spiritual cosmic manifestation is sustained by Him, and therefore He is the shelter of everything. So there was nothing astonishing in His taking shelter in the way of the unsheltered who are in the renounced order of life.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Searching for my dear Lord, who has no abode, and who is the abode of Lakṣmī, I saw him alone, taking shelter of the bank of the Sarasvatī River. Kṛṣṇa is addressed as having no shelter because he is the shelter of all material and spiritual entities. Everything takes shelter of him.
The proprietor of everything sat under a tree like an unsheltered man. The Lord models the renounced posture even when He does not need it. Try the unsheltered posture occasionally to remember what really shelters you.
Reflection Questions
  • When did you last sit somewhere with nothing protecting you but the Lord?
  • What 'shelter' in your life are you mistaking for security rather than convenience?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.7

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श्यामावदातं विरजं प्रशान्तारुणलोचनम् । दोर्भिश्चतुर्भिर्विदितं पीतकौशाम्बरेण च ॥ ७ ॥
śyāmāvadātaṁ virajaṁ
[shyaamaavadaatam virajam]
praśāntāruṇa-locanam
[prashaantaaruna-lochanam]
dorbhiś caturbhir viditaṁ
[dorbhish chaturbhir viditam]
pīta-kauśāmbareṇa ca
[peeta-kaushaambarena cha]
śyāma-avadātam — beautiful with black color virajam — formed of pure goodness praśānta — peaceful aruṇa — reddish locanam — eyes dorbhiḥ — by the arms caturbhiḥ — four viditam — being recognized pīta — yellow kauśa — silken ambareṇa — with garments ca — and.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
śyāmāvadātaṁ virajaṁ
śyāma-avadātam
beautiful with black color
virajam
formed of pure goodness
praśāntāruṇa-locanam
praśānta
peaceful
aruṇa
reddish
locanam
eyes
dorbhiś caturbhir viditaṁ
dorbhiḥ
by the arms
caturbhiḥ
four
viditam
being recognized
pīta-kauśāmbareṇa ca
pīta
yellow
kauśa
silken
ambareṇa
with garments
ca
and.
The Lord’s body is blackish, but is eternal, full of bliss and knowledge, and very, very beautiful. His eyes are always peaceful, and they are reddish like the rising morning sun. I could immediately recognize Him as the Supreme Personality of Godhead by His four hands, different symbolic representations, and yellow silk garments.
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
He had a glowing dark complexion, and tranquil, red eyes. He was pure, devoid of material qualities. I could recognize him by his yellow silk cloth and four arms.
Recognition of the Lord can be immediate when you have inwardly trained to see Him. Yellow silk, four hands, peaceful eyes; the form is meant to be perceptible. Memorize it now so you can recognize Him later.
Reflection Questions
  • How well do you know the Lord's form, that you could recognize Him in any condition?
  • What feature of Krsna's form do you keep most vividly in mind through the day?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.8

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वाम ऊरावधिश्रित्य दक्षिणाङ्‌घ्रि सरोरुहम् । अपाश्रितार्भकाश्वत्थमकृशं त्यक्तपिप्पलम् ॥ ८ ॥
vāma ūrāv adhiśritya
[vaama ooraav adhishritya]
dakṣiṇāṅghri-saroruham
[dakshinaanghri-saroruham]
apāśritārbhakāśvattham
[apaashritaarbhakaashvattham]
akṛśaṁ tyakta-pippalam
[akrisham tyakta-pippalam]
vāme — on the left ūrau — thigh adhiśritya — placed on dakṣiṇa-aṅghri-saroruham — the right lotus foot apāśrita — taking rest against arbhaka — young aśvattham — banyan tree akṛśam — cheerful tyakta — having left pippalam — household comforts.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
vāma ūrāv adhiśritya
vāme
on the left
ūrau
thigh
adhiśritya
placed on
dakṣiṇāṅghri-saroruham
dakṣiṇa-aṅghri-saroruham
the right lotus foot
apāśritārbhakāśvattham
apāśrita
taking rest against
arbhaka
young
aśvattham
banyan tree
akṛśaṁ tyakta-pippalam
akṛśam
cheerful
tyakta
having left
pippalam
household comforts.
The Lord was sitting, taking rest against a young banyan tree, with His right lotus foot on His left thigh, and although He had left all household comforts, He looked quite cheerful in that posture.

According to Śrīla Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura, the Lord’s sitting posture — keeping His back against the newly grown banyan tree — is also meaningful. Aśvattha, the banyan tree, is so called because the tree does not die very quickly; it continues to live for many, many years. His legs and their energies are the material ingredients, which are five in all: earth, water, fire, air and sky. The material energies represented by the banyan tree are all products of His external potency and are therefore kept to His back. And because this particular universe is the smallest of all, the banyan tree is therefore designated as small, or as a child. Tyakta-pippalam indicates that He had now finished His pastimes in this particular small universe, but since the Lord is absolute and eternally blissful, there is no difference between His leaving or accepting something. The Lord was now prepared to leave this particular universe and go into another, just as the sun rises on one particular planet and sets in another simultaneously but does not change its own situation.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
His right foot was placed on his left thigh and he was leaning against a young aśvattha tree. Giving up his pastimes in this world, he was blissful. He had his right foot placed over (adhiśritya) his left thigh. His back was leaning against (apāśrita) a young aśvattha tree. The derivation of aśvattha is na śvaḥ tiṣṭhati: what does not last till tomorrow (śvas means tomorrow). This refers to the material world made of five elements, which is temporary. Māyā stands behind the Lord. “May materialistic people not see me!” This is the intention of Kṛṣṇa’s action of leaning against the aśvattha tree. The tree is described as young to indicate that among all the universes, this universe is very small. Tyakta-pippalam means that Lord had given up his pastimes in this world, since the word pippala refers to the material happiness in the śrutis. [Note: dvā suparṇā sayujā sakhāyā samānaṁ vṛkṣaṁ pariṣasvajāte tayor anyaḥ pippalaṁ svādv atty anaśnann anyo ’bhicākaśīti Two companion birds sit together in the shelter of the same pippala tree. One of them is relishing the taste of the tree’s berries, while the other refrains from eating and instead watches over His friend.” Śvetāśvatara Upaniṣad 4.6]
Krsna leaned cheerfully against a young banyan having renounced everything. Joy and renunciation are compatible. Stop assuming detachment must look grim; the highest renunciate sat smiling.
Reflection Questions
  • Where has your renunciation become heavy because you forgot to be cheerful inside it?
  • What posture of ease could you adopt today as proof that letting go is not the same as grieving?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.9

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तस्मिन्महाभागवतो द्वैपायनसुहृत्सखा । लोकाननुचरन् सिद्ध आससाद यद‍ृच्छया ॥ ९ ॥
tasmin mahā-bhāgavato
[tasmin mahaa-bhaagavato]
dvaipāyana-suhṛt-sakhā
[dvaipaayana-suhrit-sakhaa]
lokān anucaran siddha
[lokaan anucharan siddha]
āsasāda yadṛcchayā
[aasasaada yadrichchayaa]
tasmin — then mahā-bhāgavataḥ — a great devotee of the Lord dvaipāyana — of Kṛṣṇa-dvaipāyana Vyāsa suhṛt — a well-wisher sakhā — a friend lokān — the three worlds anucaran — traveling siddhe — in that āśrama āsasāda — arrived yadṛcchayā — by his own perfect accord.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
tasmin mahā-bhāgavato
tasmin
then
mahā-bhāgavataḥ
a great devotee of the Lord
dvaipāyana-suhṛt-sakhā
dvaipāyana
of Kṛṣṇa-dvaipāyana Vyāsa
suhṛt
a well-wisher
sakhā
a friend
lokān anucaran siddha
lokān
the three worlds
anucaran
traveling
siddhe
in that āśrama
āsasāda yadṛcchayā
āsasāda
arrived
yadṛcchayā
by his own perfect accord.
At that time, after traveling in many parts of the world, Maitreya, a great devotee of the Lord and a friend and well-wisher of the great sage Kṛṣṇa-dvaipāyana Vyāsa, reached that spot out of his own perfect accord.

Maitreya was one of the disciples of Maharṣi Parāśara, the father of Vyāsadeva. Thus Vyāsadeva and Maitreya were friends and mutual well-wishers. By some fortunate accident, Maitreya reached the place where Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa was resting. To meet the Lord is not an ordinary incident. Maitreya was a great sage and a learned scholar-philosopher but not a pure devotee of the Lord, and therefore his meeting with the Lord at that time may have been due to ajñāta-sukṛti, or some unknown devotional service. Pure devotees always engage in pure devotional activities, and therefore their meeting with the Lord is natural. But when those who are not up to that standard meet the Lord, it is due to the unforeseen fortune of accidental devotional service.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
The great devotee Maitreya, friend of Vyasadeva, while walking the earth, suddenly appeared at that famous place. Maitreya is called a close friend of Dvaipāyana because he was like a son to his guru, Parāśara, who was Vyāsadeva’s father. Yadṛcchayā means suddenly.
Maitreya arrived 'by accident' which the verse calls perfect accord. The Lord arranges meetings that look like luck. Pay attention when a saintly person crosses your path unannounced.
Reflection Questions
  • Which 'accidental' meeting in your life this year may have been an arrangement of the Lord?
  • Whom in your circle could you be that arranged accident for, if you showed up at the right time?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.10

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तस्यानुरक्तस्य मुनेर्मुकुन्द: प्रमोदभावानतकन्धरस्य । आश‍ृण्वतो मामनुरागहास- समीक्षया विश्रमयन्नुवाच ॥ १० ॥
tasyānuraktasya muner mukundaḥ
[tasyaanuraktasya muner mukundah]
pramoda-bhāvānata-kandharasya
[pramoda-bhaavaanata-kandharasya]
āśṛṇvato mām anurāga-hāsa-
[aashrinvato maam anuraaga-haasa-]
samīkṣayā viśramayann uvāca
[sameekshayaa vishramayann uvaacha]
tasya — his (Maitreya’s) anuraktasya — although attached muneḥ — of the sage mukundaḥ — the Lord who awards salvation pramoda-bhāva — in a pleasing attitude ānata — lowered kandharasya — of the shoulder āśṛṇvataḥ — while thus hearing mām — unto me anurāga-hāsa — with kind smiling samīkṣayā — particularly seeing me viśra-mayan — allowing me complete rest uvāca — said.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
tasyānuraktasya muner mukundaḥ
tasya
his (Maitreya’s)
anuraktasya
although attached
muneḥ
of the sage
mukundaḥ
the Lord who awards salvation
pramoda-bhāvānata-kandharasya
pramoda-bhāva
in a pleasing attitude
ānata
lowered
kandharasya
of the shoulder
āśṛṇvato mām anurāga-hāsa-
āśṛṇvataḥ
while thus hearing
mām
unto me
anurāga-hāsa
with kind smiling
samīkṣayā
particularly seeing me
samīkṣayā viśramayann uvāca
viśra-mayan
allowing me complete rest
uvāca
said.
Maitreya Muni was greatly attached to Him [the Lord], and he was listening in a pleasing attitude, with his shoulder lowered. With a smile and a particular glance upon me, having allowed me to rest, the Lord spoke as follows.

Although both Uddhava and Maitreya were great souls, the Lord’s attention was more on Uddhava because he was a spotlessly pure devotee. A jñāna-bhakta, or one whose devotion is mixed with the monistic viewpoint, is not a pure devotee. Although Maitreya was a devotee, his devotion was mixed. The Lord reciprocates with His devotees on the basis of transcendental love and not on the basis of philosophical knowledge or fruitive activities. In the transcendental loving service of the Lord, there is no place for monistic knowledge or fruitive activities. The gopīs in Vṛndāvana were neither highly learned scholars nor mystic yogīs. They had spontaneous love for the Lord, and thus He became their heart and soul, and the gopīs also became the heart and soul of the Lord. Lord Caitanya approved the relationship of the gopīs with the Lord as supreme. Herein the Lord’s attitude towards Uddhava was more intimate than with Maitreya Muni.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Kṛṣṇa spoke to the sage Maitreya, who was attached to the Lord, and attentive to listening, whose head was bowed out of love and joy, while glancing at me with affection and smiling. This relieved me of fatigue. Though Maitreya is described by Uddhava with many pleasing words, Kṛṣṇa actually spoke to Uddhava, since he had more prema than Maitreya. Thus the words describing Maitreya are in the genitive case, to show less respect to him. Kṛṣṇa glanced, showing (hāsa) his affection (anurāga). Or Kṛṣṇa glanced with smiling and affection.
The Lord smiles at one devotee and instructs another, attending to each according to capacity. Pure unmixed devotion attracts His most intimate exchange. Mixed knowledge gets philosophy; pure love gets the smile.
Reflection Questions
  • Is your devotion currently mixed with speculation, ambition, or pride? How can you purify it this week?
  • What would your spiritual life look like if you wanted Krsna's smile more than His teaching?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.11

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श्री भगवानुवाच वेदाहमन्तर्मनसीप्सितं ते ददामि यत्तद् दुरवापमन्यै: । सत्रे पुरा विश्वसृजां वसूनां मत्सिद्धिकामेन वसो त्वयेष्ट: ॥ ११ ॥
śrī-bhagavān uvāca
[shree-bhagavaan uvaacha]
vedāham antar manasīpsitaṁ te
[vedaaham antar manaseepsitam te]
dadāmi yat tad duravāpam anyaiḥ
[dadaami yat tad duravaapam anyaih]
satre purā viśva-sṛjāṁ vasūnāṁ
[satre puraa vishva-srijaam vasoonaam]
mat-siddhi-kāmena vaso tvayeṣṭaḥ
[mat-siddhi-kaamena vaso tvayeshtah]
śrī-bhagavān uvāca — the Personality of Godhead said veda — know aham — I antaḥ — within manasi — the mind īpsitam — what you desired te — your dadāmi — I give you yat — which is tat — that duravāpam — very difficult to achieve anyaiḥ — by others satre — in the sacrifice purā — in the days of yore viśva-sṛjām — of those who expanded this creation vasūnām — of the Vasus mat-siddhi-kāmena — with a desire to achieve My association vaso — O Vasu tvayā — by you iṣṭaḥ — ultimate goal of life.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
śrī-bhagavān uvāca
śrī-bhagavān uvāca
the Personality of Godhead said
vedāham antar manasīpsitaṁ te
veda
know
aham
I
antaḥ
within
manasi
the mind
īpsitam
what you desired
te
your
dadāmi yat tad duravāpam anyaiḥ
dadāmi
I give you
yat
which is
tat
that
duravāpam
very difficult to achieve
anyaiḥ
by others
satre purā viśva-sṛjāṁ vasūnāṁ
satre
in the sacrifice
purā
in the days of yore
viśva-sṛjām
of those who expanded this creation
vasūnām
of the Vasus
mat-siddhi-kāmena vaso tvayeṣṭaḥ
mat-siddhi-kāmena
with a desire to achieve My association
vaso
O Vasu
tvayā
by you
iṣṭaḥ
ultimate goal of life.
O Vasu, I know from within your mind what you desired in the days of yore when the Vasus and other demigods responsible for expanding the universal affairs performed sacrifices. You particularly desired to achieve My association. This is very difficult for others to obtain, but I award it unto you.

Uddhava is one of the eternal associates of the Lord, and a plenary portion of Uddhava was one of the eight Vasus in the days of yore. The eight Vasus and the demigods in the upper planetary system, who are responsible for the management of the universal affairs, performed a sacrifice in the days of yore, desiring to fulfill their respective ultimate goals in life. At that time an expansion of Uddhava, acting as one of the Vasus, desired to become an associate of the Lord. The Lord knew this because He is present in the heart of every living entity as Paramātmā, the Superconsciousness. In everyone’s heart there is the representation of the Superconsciousness, who gives memory to the partial consciousness of every living entity. The living entity, as partial consciousness, forgets incidents of his past life, but the Superconsciousness reminds him how to act in terms of his past cultivation of knowledge. Bhagavad-gītā confirms this fact in various ways: ye yathā māṁ prapadyante tāṁs tathaiva bhajāmy aham ( Bg. 4.11 ), sarvasya cāhaṁ hṛdi sanniviṣṭo mattaḥ smṛtir jñānam apohanaṁ ca ( Bg. 15.15 ).

Everyone is at liberty to desire as he likes, but the desire is fulfilled by the Supreme Lord. Everyone is independent to think or desire, but the fulfillment of one’s desire depends on the supreme will. This law is expressed as “Man proposes, God disposes.” In the days of yore, when the demigods and Vasus performed sacrifice, Uddhava, as one of the Vasus, desired to enter into the association of the Lord, which is very difficult for those busy in empiric philosophical speculation or fruitive activities. Such persons have practically no information of the facts about becoming an associate of the Lord. Only the pure devotees can know, by the mercy of the Lord, that the personal association of the Lord is the highest perfection of life. The Lord assured Uddhava that He would fulfill his desire. It appears that when the Lord informed him by His indication to Uddhava, the great sage Maitreya finally became aware of the importance of entering into the association of the Lord.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
The Lord said: I know the desire in your heart. I will give you what is rarely attained by others. At a sacrifice performed by Brahmā and the Vasus, you worshipped me with a desire to attain me. Veda stands from vedmi (I know). I will give you what is difficult for others to attain (duravāpam anyaiḥ), because you were previously Vasu at a sacrifice in which Brahmā and the Vasus participated. I was worshipped by you with a desire to attain me. Actually this Vasu entered into the nitya-siddha Uddhava. Even though Uddhava is a nitya-siddha, here he is revealed as a sādhana-siddha along with Maitreya to protect the secret of his eternal pastimes. Some say that the eternal Uddhava stayed in Dvārakā and the Uddhava who was Vasu came to the Sarasvatī River.
Related verses
The Lord remembers what you desired lifetimes ago. The wish you sincerely planted in worship long ago is what is now ripening. Trust that He has been tracking your unspoken longings across many lives.
Reflection Questions
  • Which apparently odd desire in you may be the ripening of an old prayer you no longer remember making?
  • What would you ask for now if you knew the Lord would remember it lifetimes later?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.12

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स एष साधो चरमो भवाना- मासादितस्ते मदनुग्रहो यत् । यन्मां नृलोकान् रह उत्सृजन्तं दिष्टय‍ा दद‍ृश्वान् विशदानुवृत्त्या ॥ १२ ॥
sa eṣa sādho caramo bhavānām
[sa esha saadho charamo bhavaanaam]
āsāditas te mad-anugraho yat
[aasaaditas te mad-anugraho yat]
yan māṁ nṛlokān raha utsṛjantaṁ
[yan maam nrilokaan raha utsrijantam]
diṣṭyā dadṛśvān viśadānuvṛttyā
[dishtyaa dadrishvaan vishadaanuvrittyaa]
saḥ — that eṣaḥ — of those sādho — O honest one caramaḥ — the ultimate bhavānām — of all your incarnations (as Vasu) āsāditaḥ — now achieved te — unto you mat — My anugrahaḥ — mercy yat — as it is yat — because mām — Me nṛ-lokān — the planets of the conditioned souls rahaḥ — in seclusion utsṛjantam — while quitting diṣṭyā — by seeing dadṛśvān — what you have seen viśada-anuvṛttyā — by unflinching devotion.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
sa eṣa sādho caramo bhavānām
saḥ
that
eṣaḥ
of those
sādho
O honest one
caramaḥ
the ultimate
bhavānām
of all your incarnations (as Vasu)
āsāditas te mad-anugraho yat
āsāditaḥ
now achieved
te
unto you
mat
My
anugrahaḥ
mercy
yat
as it is
yan māṁ nṛlokān raha utsṛjantaṁ
yat
because
mām
Me
nṛ-lokān
the planets of the conditioned souls
rahaḥ
in seclusion
utsṛjantam
while quitting
diṣṭyā dadṛśvān viśadānuvṛttyā
diṣṭyā
by seeing
dadṛśvān
what you have seen
viśada-anuvṛttyā
by unflinching devotion.
O honest one, your present life is the last and the supermost because in this term of life you have been awarded My ultimate favor. Now you can go to My transcendental abode, Vaikuṇṭha, by leaving this universe of conditioned living entities. Your visit to Me in this lonely place because of your pure and unflinching devotional service is a great boon for you.

When a person is fully conversant with knowledge of the Lord as far as can be known by a perfect living entity in the liberated state, he is allowed to enter into the spiritual sky, where the Vaikuṇṭha planets exist. The Lord was sitting in a lonely place just about to disappear from the vision of the inhabitants of this universe, and Uddhava was fortunate to see Him even at that time and thus receive the Lord’s permission to enter Vaikuṇṭha. The Lord is everywhere at all times, and His appearance and disappearance are merely the experience of the inhabitants of a particular universe. He is just like the sun. The sun does not appear or disappear in the sky; it is only in the experience of men that in the morning the sun rises and in the evening the sun sets. The Lord is simultaneously both in Vaikuṇṭha and everywhere within and without Vaikuṇṭha.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
O Uddhava! This will be your last birth since in this birth you have attained my mercy. And with great devotion, in this private place, you have seen me, who am now giving up this world to go to Vaikuṇṭha. This also produces good fortune. He pacifies Uddhava. Among many births (bhavānām), this birth, in which (yad) you have attained my mercy, is the last. And also you have seen me in this lonely place (rahaḥ) with pure devotion (viśadānuvṛttyā). This produces good fortune (diṣṭyā). The Lord is about to give up the places of all the jīvas (nṛlokam) and attain Vaikuṇṭha.
When you are finally fit, the Lord opens a doorway out of this realm. Visiting Krsna in a lonely moment of pure devotion is the boon. Cultivate moments of lonely uncluttered communion; that is the door.
Reflection Questions
  • When did you last meet Krsna in a 'lonely place' rather than in crowded ritual?
  • What habit could create more such lonely meetings in your daily routine?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.13

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पुरा मया प्रोक्तमजाय नाभ्ये पद्मे निषण्णाय ममादिसर्गे । ज्ञानं परं मन्महिमावभासं यत्सूरयो भागवतं वदन्ति ॥ १३ ॥
purā mayā proktam ajāya nābhye
[puraa mayaa proktam ajaaya naabhye]
padme niṣaṇṇāya mamādi-sarge
[padme nishannaaya mamaadi-sarge]
jñānaṁ paraṁ man-mahimāvabhāsaṁ
[jnaanam param man-mahimaavabhaasam]
yat sūrayo bhāgavataṁ vadanti
[yat soorayo bhaagavatam vadanti]
purā — in the days of yore mayā — by Me proktam — was said ajāya — unto Brahmā nābhye — out of the navel padme — on the lotus niṣaṇṇāya — unto the one situated on mama — My ādi-sarge — in the beginning of creation jñānam — knowledge param — sublime mat-mahimā — My transcendental glories avabhāsam — that which clarifies yat — which sūrayaḥ — the great learned sages bhāgavatam — Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam vadanti — do say.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
purā mayā proktam ajāya nābhye
purā
in the days of yore
mayā
by Me
proktam
was said
ajāya
unto Brahmā
nābhye
out of the navel
padme niṣaṇṇāya mamādi-sarge
padme
on the lotus
niṣaṇṇāya
unto the one situated on
mama
My
ādi-sarge
in the beginning of creation
jñānaṁ paraṁ man-mahimāvabhāsaṁ
jñānam
knowledge
param
sublime
mat-mahimā
My transcendental glories
avabhāsam
that which clarifies
yat sūrayo bhāgavataṁ vadanti
yat
which
sūrayaḥ
the great learned sages
bhāgavatam
Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam
vadanti
do say.
O Uddhava, in the lotus millennium in the days of yore, at the beginning of the creation, I spoke unto Brahmā, who is situated on the lotus that grows out of My navel, about My transcendental glories, which the great sages describe as Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam.

The explanation of the Supreme Self, as given to Brahmā and already explained in the Second Canto of this great literature, is further clarified herein. The Lord said that the concise form of Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam as explained to Brahmā was meant to elucidate His personality. The impersonal explanation of those four verses in the Second Canto is nullified herewith. Śrīdhara Svāmī also explains in this connection that the same concise form of the Bhāgavatam concerned the pastimes of Lord Kṛṣṇa and was never meant for impersonal indulgence.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Previously at the beginning of creation, I spoke to Brahmā sitting on his lotus in lake of my navel the highest knowledge--which reveals my pastimes, and which the devotees call the four essential verses of Bhāgavatam. Here the Lord describes what he promised to give Uddhava. Adi-sarge means the first day of Brahmā’s life. [Note: See SB 2.8.28.] I spoke that knowledge which reveals my pastimes (man-mahimā). This meaning of mahimā is according to Śrīdhara Svāmī. Others say mahimā means glories. The Bhāgavatam refers to the four essential verses.
Krsna Himself identifies Srimad-Bhagavatam as the description of His glories given to Brahma. When you read Bhagavatam, you are receiving exactly what the Lord chose to disclose about Himself. Treat it as His direct self-introduction.
Reflection Questions
  • How does your relationship to Bhagavatam shift if you treat it as Krsna's own self-introduction?
  • What would 'reading more reverently' actually look like in your daily routine?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.14

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इत्याद‍ृतोक्त: परमस्य पुंस: प्रतिक्षणानुग्रहभाजनोऽहम् । स्‍नेहोत्थरोमा स्खलिताक्षरस्तं मुञ्चञ्छुच: प्राञ्जलिराबभाषे ॥ १४ ॥
ity ādṛtoktaḥ paramasya puṁsaḥ
[ity aadritoktah paramasya pumsah]
pratikṣaṇānugraha-bhājano ’ham
[pratikshanaanugraha-bhaajano ’ham]
snehottha-romā skhalitākṣaras taṁ
[snehottha-romaa skhalitaaksharas tam]
muñcaṣ chucaḥ prāñjalir ābabhāṣe
[munchash chuchah praanjalir aababhaashe]
iti — thus ādṛta — being favored uktaḥ — addressed paramasya — of the Supreme puṁsaḥ — Personality of Godhead pratikṣaṇa — every moment anugraha-bhājanaḥ — object of favor aham — myself sneha — affection uttha — eruption romā — hairs on the body skhalita — slackened akṣaraḥ — of the eyes tam — that muñcan — smearing śucaḥ — tears prāñjaliḥ — with folded hands ābabhāṣe — said.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ity ādṛtoktaḥ paramasya puṁsaḥ
iti
thus
ādṛta
being favored
uktaḥ
addressed
paramasya
of the Supreme
puṁsaḥ
Personality of Godhead
pratikṣaṇānugraha-bhājano ’ham
pratikṣaṇa
every moment
anugraha-bhājanaḥ
object of favor
snehottha-romā skhalitākṣaras taṁ
muñcaṣ chucaḥ prāñjalir ābabhāṣe
aham
myself
sneha
affection
uttha
eruption
romā
hairs on the body
skhalita
slackened
akṣaraḥ
of the eyes
tam
that
muñcan
smearing
śucaḥ
tears
prāñjaliḥ
with folded hands
ābabhāṣe
said.
Uddhava said: O Vidura, when I was thus favored at every moment by the Supreme Personality of Godhead and addressed by Him with great affection, my words failed in tears, and the hairs on my body erupted. After smearing my tears, I, with folded hands, spoke like this.
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
When the Lord respected and spoke to me in this way, I became the recipient of the Supreme Lord’s mercy at every moment. My hairs stood on end in prema and my voice choked up. Tears flowing from my eyes, I spoke with folded hands. In this way the Lord respected and spoke to me. Pratīkṣaṇa means consideration. The Lord had previously considered, “No one except Uddhava knows about counseling. He should come to me. This will happen in the future.” If the version is pratikṣaṇa it means at every moment. I was the recipient of his mercy at every moment, or I was the recipient of his mercy after he considered that I should get the instructions. Śucaḥ means tears.
When the Lord speaks affectionately to you, tears and goosebumps are appropriate responses. Devotion is meant to make the body undignified in beautiful ways. Do not edit out the emotion to sound mature.
Reflection Questions
  • Where have you suppressed devotional emotion because it felt undignified?
  • When did you last let yourself be physically moved by the Lord's attention?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.15

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को न्वीश ते पादसरोजभाजां सुदुर्लभोऽर्थेषु चतुर्ष्वपीह । तथापि नाहं प्रवृणोमि भूमन् भवत्पदाम्भोजनिषेवणोत्सुक: ॥ १५ ॥
ko nv īśa te pāda-saroja-bhājāṁ
[ko nv eesha te paada-saroja-bhaajaam]
sudurlabho ’rtheṣu caturṣv apīha
[sudurlabho ’rtheshu chaturshv apeeha]
tathāpi nāhaṁ pravṛṇomi bhūman
[tathaapi naaham pravrinomi bhooman]
bhavat-padāmbhoja-niṣevaṇotsukaḥ
[bhavat-padaambhoja-nishevanotsukah]
kaḥ nu īśa — O my Lord te — Your pāda-saroja-bhājām — of the devotees engaged in the transcendental loving service of Your lotus feet su-durlabhaḥ — very difficult to obtain artheṣu — in the matter of caturṣu — in the four objectives api — in spite of iha — in this world tathā api — yet na — do not aham — I pravṛṇomi — prefer bhūman — O great one bhavat — Your pada-ambhoja — lotus feet niṣevaṇa-utsukaḥ — anxious to serve.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ko nv īśa te pāda-saroja-bhājāṁ
sudurlabho ’rtheṣu caturṣv apīha
tathāpi nāhaṁ pravṛṇomi bhūman
bhavat-padāmbhoja-niṣevaṇotsukaḥ
kaḥ nu īśa
O my Lord
te
Your
pāda-saroja-bhājām
of the devotees engaged in the transcendental loving service of Your lotus feet
su-durlabhaḥ
very difficult to obtain
artheṣu
in the matter of
caturṣu
in the four objectives
api
in spite of
iha
in this world
tathā api
yet
na
do not
aham
I
pravṛṇomi
prefer
bhūman
O great one
bhavat
Your
pada-ambhoja
lotus feet
niṣevaṇa-utsukaḥ
anxious to serve.
O my Lord, devotees who engage in the transcendental loving service of Your lotus feet have no difficulty in achieving anything within the realm of the four principles of religiosity, economic development, sense gratification and liberation. But, O great one, as far as I am concerned, I have preferred only to engage in the loving service of Your lotus feet.

Those who are associated with the Lord in the Vaikuṇṭha planets achieve all the bodily features of the Lord and appear to be the same as Lord Viṣṇu. Such liberation is called sārūpya-mukti, which is one of the five kinds of liberation. The devotees engaged in the transcendental loving service of the Lord never accept the sāyujya-mukti, or merging in the rays of the Lord called the brahmajyoti. The devotees can achieve not only liberation but any success in the realm of religiosity, economic development or sense gratification up to the standard of the demigods in the heavenly planets. But such a pure devotee as Uddhava refuses to accept all such facilities. A pure devotee wants simply to engage in the service of the Lord and does not consider his own personal benefit.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
What among the four goals of artha, dharma, kāma and mokṣa is difficult to achieve for one who worships your lotus feet? O Lord! I therefore do not accept these things, since I am enthusiastically engaged in serving your lotus feet. Do you desire to give knowledge of yourself so that I, your servant, can attain sārūpya or liberation from the material world? Certainly not! Among the four goals of dharma, artha, kāma and mokṣa which of these is rare for those who worship your lotus feet? And jñāna without these desires will bring about the result of liberation only by worship of your lotus feet. I do not accept these things which are attained automatically, since I am enthusiastically engaged in serving your lotus feet. What use do I have for jñāna?
Devotees can have anything from religiosity to liberation, but Uddhava chose only service at the Lord's feet. Set service above all four standard pursuits in your own list. Otherwise the lesser ones quietly take first place.
Reflection Questions
  • Which of dharma, artha, kama, or moksa secretly outranks pure service in your daily priorities?
  • What would you have to refuse, even from Krsna Himself, to demonstrate you only want His service?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.16

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कर्माण्यनीहस्य भवोऽभवस्य ते दुर्गाश्रयोऽथारिभयात्पलायनम् । कालात्मनो यत्प्रमदायुताश्रम: स्वात्मन्रते: खिद्यति धीर्विदामिह ॥ १६ ॥
karmāṇy anīhasya bhavo ’bhavasya te
[karmaany aneehasya bhavo ’bhavasya te]
durgāśrayo ’thāri-bhayāt palāyanam
[durgaashrayo ’thaari-bhayaat palaayanam]
kālātmano yat pramadā-yutāśramaḥ
[kaalaatmano yat pramadaa-yutaashramah]
svātman-rateḥ khidyati dhīr vidām iha
[svaatman-rateh khidyati dheer vidaam iha]
karmāṇi — activities anīhasya — of one who has no desire bhavaḥ — birth abhavasya — of one who is never born te — your durga-āśrayaḥ — taking shelter of the fort atha — thereafter ari-bhayāt — out of fear of the enemies palāyanam — flee kāla-ātmanaḥ — of He who is the controller of eternal time yat — that pramadā-āyuta — in the association of women āśramaḥ — household life sva-ātman — in Your own Self rateḥ — one who enjoys khidyati — is disturbed dhīḥ — intelligence vidām — of the learned iha — in this world.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
karmāṇy anīhasya bhavo ’bhavasya te
karmāṇi
activities
anīhasya
of one who has no desire
bhavaḥ
birth
abhavasya
of one who is never born
te
your
durgāśrayo ’thāri-bhayāt palāyanam
durga-āśrayaḥ
taking shelter of the fort
atha
thereafter
ari-bhayāt
out of fear of the enemies
palāyanam
flee
kālātmano yat pramadā-yutāśramaḥ
kāla-ātmanaḥ
of He who is the controller of eternal time
yat
that
pramadā-āyuta
in the association of women
āśramaḥ
household life
svātman-rateḥ khidyati dhīr vidām iha
sva-ātman
in Your own Self
rateḥ
one who enjoys
khidyati
is disturbed
dhīḥ
intelligence
vidām
of the learned
iha
in this world.
My Lord, even the learned sages become disturbed in their intelligence when they see that Your Greatness engages in fruitive work although You are free from all desires, that You take birth although You are unborn, that You flee out of fear of the enemy and take shelter in a fort although You are the controller of invincible time, and that You enjoy householder life surrounded by many women although You enjoy in Your Self.

Pure devotees of the Lord are not very much concerned with philosophical speculation in regard to transcendental knowledge of the Lord. Nor is it possible to acquire complete knowledge of the Lord. Whatever little knowledge they have about the Lord is sufficient for them because devotees are simply satisfied in hearing and chanting about the transcendental pastimes of the Lord. This gives them all transcendental bliss. But some of the pastimes of the Lord appear contradictory, even to such pure devotees, and thus Uddhava asked the Lord about some of the contradictory incidents in His pastimes. The Lord is described as having nothing to do personally, and it is actually so because even in the creation and sustenance of the material world, the Lord has nothing to do. It seems contradictory, then, to hear that the Lord personally lifts the Govardhana Hill for the protection of His unalloyed devotees. The Lord is the Supreme Brahman, the Absolute Truth, the Personality of Godhead appearing like a man, but Uddhava had doubts whether He could have so many transcendental activities.

There is no difference between the Personality of Godhead and the impersonal Brahman. How then can the Lord have so many things to do, whereas the impersonal Brahman is stated to have nothing to do either materially or spiritually? If the Lord is ever unborn, how then is He born as the son of Vasudeva and Devakī? He is fearful even to kāla, the supreme fear, and yet the Lord is afraid of fighting Jarāsandha and takes shelter in a fort. How can one who is full in Himself take pleasure in the association of many women? How can He take wives and, just like a householder, take pleasure in the association of family members, children, relatives and parents? All these apparently contradictory happenings bewilder even the greatest learned scholars, who, thus bewildered, cannot understand whether inactivity is a fact or whether His activities are only imitations.

The solution is that the Lord has nothing to do with anything mundane. All His activities are transcendental. This cannot be understood by the mundane speculators. For the mundane speculators there is certainly a kind of bewilderment, but for the transcendental devotees there is nothing astonishing in this. The Brahman conception of the Absolute Truth is certainly the negation of all mundane activities, but the Parabrahman conception is full with transcendental activities. One who knows the distinctions between the conception of Brahman and the conception of Supreme Brahman is certainly the real transcendentalist. There is no bewilderment for such transcendentalists. The Lord Himself also declares in Bhagavad-gītā (10.2) , “Even the great sages and demigods can know hardly anything about My activities and transcendental potencies.” The right explanation of the Lord’s activities is given by Grandfather Bhīṣmadeva ( Bhāg. 1.9.16 ) as follows:

na hy asya karhicid rājan pumān veda vidhitsitam yad-vijijñāsayā yuktā muhyanti kavayo ’pi hi

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
You are without action but you perform action. You are without birth, but you take birth. You are the form of time, but you flee in fear of enemies and take shelter in a fort. You are self-enjoying but accept household life with thousands of wives. The intelligence of the wise men is bewildered by this. We servants attain supreme bliss by seeing and remembering your form, qualities and pastimes. Knowledge of these items also is not sufficient, because it is impossible to know completely because of our meager knowledge. Many pastimes are contrary to logic. I am now asking about this in two verses. You are without action yet you perform actions such as lifting Govardhana. Actions of creation of the universe are not included since it is done directly by māyā and the guṇas. You are indirectly involved. Your svarūpa does not contact matter. Thus, when the śrutis describe you as having no action, there is no contradiction if action refers to the creation of the material world. Niṣkalaṁ niṣkriyaṁ śāntaṁ niravadyaṁ nirañjanam: the lord is without parts, without action, peaceful, without fault, and without blemish. (Śvetāśvatara Upaniṣad 6.19) But activities such as lifting Govardhana are performed by your svarūpa. This is a contradiction to your quality of non-action. This is my doubt. Another meaning can be taken here. You are the human form of the supreme Brahman. In human form you perform unlimited spiritual actions. But in the form as Brahman there is no material or spiritual action. This is derived from the conventional meaning of Brahman. One cannot say that Brahman is the svarūpa with no qualities and Bhagavān is the svarūpa with qualities--that there are different Brahmans-- since there are not two Brahmans. Thus there is a doubt. This is expressed in the Sixth Canto. You take birth though you have no birth. Though you are the form of time itself, you flee out of fear of enemies like Jarāsandha and take shelter of a fort in the sea. Though you enjoy in yourself, with thousands of women you are engaged in household life (āśramaḥ), with performance of rites for devatās and Pitṛs. You are attracted to these things though you enjoy in yourself. By enjoying with Rukmiṇī and others you do not destroy your status as self-enjoying, because they are all expansions of yourself. That I know. Therefore I have used the word āśrama. That part is contradictory. The intelligence of wise people is perplexed by such contradiction. It cannot be said that non-action, no birth, being the form of time and being self-enjoyer are the true aspects and that actions, birth, fear and accepting household life are imitations only. Otherwise it would not be said that the intelligence of the wise becomes perplexed. The wise would know these are imitations and not actual, and thus would not be perplexed. It could be said that when the Lord is described as having no activity, material actions are excluded, but not spiritual actions. Then with that knowledge, why should the wise be perplexed? With knowledge that Brahman is without action and Bhagavān is without knowledge, where would be the perplexity? What is implied here is that anyone who says that Kṛṣṇa’s actions are imitations, or that non-action means spiritual action and non-birth means spiritual birth, or that Brahman is non-active and bhagavān is active, and is thus not perplexed in intelligence, is actually not wise. The Lord himself says na me viduḥ suragaṇāḥ prabhavaṁ no maharṣaya: even the devatās headed by Brahmā and the great sages headed by Vyāsa do not know my excellent (pra) birth (bhavam). (BG 10.2) Bhīṣma also says: na hy asya karhicid rājan pumān veda vidhitsitam yad vijijñāsayā yuktā muhyanti kavayo ’pi hi O King! No one can understand the plan of Kṛṣṇa because even those engaged in reasoning and scripture are bewildered by that inquiry. SB 1.9.16
Related verses
The Lord's apparent fear, work, birth, and indulgence puzzle even sages. Stop trying to resolve every paradox in His life; live the devotion and the contradictions become beautiful, not problematic.
Reflection Questions
  • Which of Krsna's seemingly contradictory pastimes have you been silently arguing with?
  • How would you read those pastimes differently if you trusted the Lord more than your logic?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.17

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मन्त्रेषु मां वा उपहूय यत्त्व- मकुण्ठिताखण्डसदात्मबोध: । पृच्छे: प्रभो मुग्ध इवाप्रमत्त- स्तन्नो मनो मोहयतीव देव ॥ १७ ॥
mantreṣu māṁ vā upahūya yat tvam
[mantreshu maam vaa upahooya yat tvam]
akuṇṭhitākhaṇḍa-sadātma-bodhaḥ
[akunthitaakhanda-sadaatma-bodhah]
pṛccheḥ prabho mugdha ivāpramattas
[prichcheh prabho mugdha ivaapramattas]
tan no mano mohayatīva deva
[tan no mano mohayateeva deva]
mantreṣu — in consultations mām — unto me vai — as either upahūya — by calling yat — as much as tvam — Your Lordship akuṇṭhita — without hesitation akhaṇḍa — without being separated sadā — eternally ātma — self bodhaḥ — intelligent pṛccheḥ — asked prabho — O my Lord mugdhaḥ — bewildered iva — as if it were so apramattaḥ — although never bewildered tat — that naḥ — our manaḥ — mind mohayati — bewilders iva — as it is so deva — O my Lord.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
mantreṣu māṁ vā upahūya yat tvam
mantreṣu
in consultations
mām
unto me
vai
as either
upahūya
by calling
yat
as much as
tvam
Your Lordship
akuṇṭhitākhaṇḍa-sadātma-bodhaḥ
akuṇṭhita
without hesitation
akhaṇḍa
without being separated
sadā
eternally
ātma
self
bodhaḥ
intelligent
pṛccheḥ prabho mugdha ivāpramattas
pṛccheḥ
asked
prabho
O my Lord
mugdhaḥ
bewildered
iva
as if it were so
apramattaḥ
although never bewildered
tan no mano mohayatīva deva
tat
that
naḥ
our
manaḥ
mind
mohayati
bewilders
iva
as it is so
deva
O my Lord.
O my Lord, Your eternal Self is never divided by the influence of time, and there is no limitation to Your perfect knowledge. Thus You were sufficiently able to consult with Yourself, yet You called upon me for consultation, as if bewildered, although You are never bewildered. And this act of Yours bewilders me.

Uddhava was never actually bewildered, but he says that all these contradictions appear to be bewildering. The whole discussion between Kṛṣṇa and Uddhava was meant for the benefit of Maitreya, who was sitting nearby. The Lord used to call Uddhava for consultation when the city was attacked by Jarāsandha and others and when He executed great sacrifices as part of His routine royal work as Lord of Dvārakā. The Lord has no past, present and future because He is unhampered by the influence of eternal time and thus nothing is hidden from Him. He is eternally self-intelligent. Therefore His calling for Uddhava to give Him enlightenment is certainly astonishing. All these actions of the Lord appear to be contradictory, although there is no contradiction in the routine activities of the Lord. Therefore it is better to see them as they are and not attempt to explain them.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
O master! O Lord! You who are always full of knowledge, unaffected by time and complete, would call me for consultation and ask me, just as ignorant people would do, attentive to my advice. When you, though full of knowledge, act in this way, it bewilders my mind. In various undertaking such as killing Jarāsandha or performing a rājasūya sacrifice, he would definitely call me and ask “Uddhava, tell me what I should do.” He was always aware of everything (sadātma-bodhaḥ) and was complete (akhaṇḍa), and not worn out by such things as time (akuṇthita). Though he possessed the samvit-śakti, he was like a fool, asking like a person who does not know. But he was not inattentive to the advice. Being at once ignorant and full of knowledge bewilders the mind indeed (iva). In this verse it is said he was like a fool. One could explain that this means that he appeared like a fool but was not. Thus this is bewildering, but actually it only seems to be bewildering (iva). Thus there is no incongruity here. However, it would be useless to raise a point in the sentence where the statements are not contradictory, and therefore this type of explanation is rejected.
The all-knowing Lord still 'consulted' His devotee. Receiving consultation from someone you outrank is itself an act of grace and teaching. Practice it: ask juniors for their view even when you already know.
Reflection Questions
  • Whose view have you not asked for because you assumed you already knew better?
  • Where could your asking elevate someone else even though you do not need their answer?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.18

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ज्ञानं परं स्वात्मरह:प्रकाशं प्रोवाच कस्मै भगवान् समग्रम् । अपि क्षमं नो ग्रहणाय भर्त- र्वदाञ्जसा यद् वृजिनं तरेम ॥ १८ ॥
jñānaṁ paraṁ svātma-rahaḥ-prakāśaṁ
[jnaanam param svaatma-rahah-prakaasham]
provāca kasmai bhagavān samagram
[provaacha kasmai bhagavaan samagram]
api kṣamaṁ no grahaṇāya bhartar
[api kshamam no grahanaaya bhartar]
vadāñjasā yad vṛjinaṁ tarema
[vadaanjasaa yad vrijinam tarema]
jñānam — knowledge param — supreme sva-ātma — own self rahaḥ — mystery prakāśam — enlightening provāca — said kasmai — unto Ka (Brahmājī) bhagavān — the Personality of Godhead samagram — in sum total api — if so kṣamam — able naḥ — unto me grahaṇāya — acceptable bhartaḥ — O my Lord vada — say añjasā — in detail yat — that which vṛjinam — miseries tarema — can cross over.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
jñānaṁ paraṁ svātma-rahaḥ-prakāśaṁ
jñānam
knowledge
param
supreme
sva-ātma
own self
rahaḥ
mystery
prakāśam
enlightening
provāca kasmai bhagavān samagram
provāca
said
kasmai
unto Ka (Brahmājī)
bhagavān
the Personality of Godhead
samagram
in sum total
api kṣamaṁ no grahaṇāya bhartar
api
if so
kṣamam
able
naḥ
unto me
grahaṇāya
acceptable
bhartaḥ
O my Lord
vadāñjasā yad vṛjinaṁ tarema
vada
say
añjasā
in detail
yat
that which
vṛjinam
miseries
tarema
can cross over.
My Lord, kindly explain to us, if You think us competent to receive it, that transcendental knowledge which gives enlightenment about Yourself and which You explained before to Brahmājī.

A pure devotee like Uddhava has no material afflictions because he engages constantly in the transcendental loving service of the Lord. A devotee feels afflicted without the association of the Lord. Constant remembrance of the Lord’s activities keeps the devotee alive, and therefore Uddhava requested that the Lord please enlighten him with the knowledge of Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam, as previously instructed to Brahmājī.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
O Lord! You spoke this highest, complete knowledge which reveals what is difficult to understand about yourself to Brahmā. If I am qualified, please tell me now, for by that knowledge I will cross the ocean of sorrow arising from your disappearance. Therefore I desire knowledge which will eradicate these doubts. This means knowledge which will solve these contradictions that I have just asked, which are unknown to all, and not just that knowledge which you promised to give me as mentioned in verse 13. You spoke that knowledge to Brahmā (kasmai). Or the meaning can be “You did not speak it to anyone.” In that case, O Lord (bhartar), if you are merciful to me, then speak it. If I am qualified to receive it (grahaṇāya kṣamam), speak it, or if I am qualified and it is possible to explain, then explain it. If not, then do not speak it. From this knowledge I will cross the ocean of sorrow (vṛjinam) arising from the destruction of the Yadus and your disappearance which are happening now, and about which I am asking.
A pure devotee feels afflicted when separated from the Lord and asks for the same instruction once given to Brahma. Reach for the highest teaching, not what is easy. The Lord gives in proportion to what is requested.
Reflection Questions
  • Are your requests of the Lord scaled down to what feels reasonable rather than to what He could give?
  • What 'Brahma-level' instruction have you been afraid to ask for?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.19

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इत्यावेदितहार्दाय मह्यं स भगवान् पर: । आदिदेशारविन्दाक्ष आत्मन: परमां स्थितिम् ॥ १९ ॥
ity āvedita-hārdāya
[ity aavedita-haardaaya]
mahyaṁ sa bhagavān paraḥ
[mahyam sa bhagavaan parah]
ādideśāravindākṣa
[aadideshaaravindaaksha]
ātmanaḥ paramāṁ sthitim
[aatmanah paramaam sthitim]
iti āvedita — thus being prayed to by me hārdāya — from the core of my heart mahyam — unto me saḥ — He bhagavān — the Personality of Godhead paraḥ — Supreme ādideśa — instructed aravinda-akṣaḥ — the lotus-eyed ātmanaḥ — of Himself paramām — transcendental sthitim — situation.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ity āvedita-hārdāya
iti āvedita
thus being prayed to by me
hārdāya
from the core of my heart
mahyaṁ sa bhagavān paraḥ
mahyam
unto me
saḥ
He
bhagavān
the Personality of Godhead
paraḥ
Supreme
ādideśāravindākṣa
ādideśa
instructed
aravinda-akṣaḥ
the lotus-eyed
ātmanaḥ paramāṁ sthitim
ātmanaḥ
of Himself
paramām
transcendental
sthitim
situation.
When I thus expressed my heartfelt desires unto the Supreme Personality of Godhead, the lotus-eyed Lord instructed me about His transcendental situation.

The words paramāṁ sthitim are significant in this verse. The Lord’s transcendental situation was not even spoken of to Brahmā when the four verses of Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam (2.9.33-36) were explained. This transcendental situation comprises His dealings with devotees engaged in transcendental loving service, as exhibited at Dvārakā and Vṛndāvana. When the Lord explained His specific transcendental situation, it was meant for Uddhava only, and therefore Uddhava particularly said mahyam (“unto me”), although the great sage Maitreya was also sitting there. Such a transcendental situation is hardly understood by those whose devotion is mixed with speculative knowledge or fruitive activities. The Lord’s activities in confidential love are very rarely disclosed to the general devotees who are attracted by devotion mixed with knowledge and mysticism. Such activities are the inconceivable pastimes of the Lord.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
When I asked the lotus-eyed Lord what I desired in my heart, he explained to me his supreme position. He explained this to me, and not to Maitreya. He explained the eternal abodes in Dvārakā and other places, the places of pastimes (sthitim). He spoke about the inconceivable energy by which non-action and action co-exist in the Lord. This was not revealed by Śukadeva, or by Uddhava to Vidura. It was revealed by the Lord himself, to Uddhava alone, and to no one else, because there was not yet an authoritative conclusion on this matter. It is said in Laghu-bhagavatāmṛta: tat tan na vāstavaṁ cet syāt vidyāṁ buddhi-bhramas tadā | na syād evety acintyaiva śaktir līlāsu kāraṇam || yathā yathā ca tasyecchā sā vyanakti tathā tathā || If contradiction was not a fact, then those wise sages would not have been bewildered. Thus the inconceivable energy is the cause of the pastimes of the Lord. Whenever the Lord desires, his inconceivable energy makes its appearance and acts.
Uddhava received from Krsna a confidential teaching about His transcendental situation, not given even to Brahma. Some teachings only come in intimate moments and to those who already love. Become trustworthy first; the rare disclosures follow.
Reflection Questions
  • Where are you asking for advanced knowledge before establishing basic trustworthiness in service?
  • What would the Lord trust you with that He has not yet, and what needs to change for that?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.20

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स एवमाराधितपादतीर्था- दधीततत्त्वात्मविबोधमार्ग: प्रणम्य पादौ परिवृत्य देव- मिहागतोऽहं विरहातुरात्मा ॥ २० ॥
sa evam ārādhita-pāda-tīrthād
[sa evam aaraadhita-paada-teerthaad]
adhīta-tattvātma-vibodha-mārgaḥ
[adheeta-tattvaatma-vibodha-maargah]
praṇamya pādau parivṛtya devam
[pranamya paadau parivritya devam]
ihāgato ’haṁ virahāturātmā
[ihaagato ’ham virahaaturaatmaa]
saḥ — so myself evam — thus ārādhita — worshiped pāda-tīrthāt — from the Personality of Godhead adhīta — studied tattva-ātma — self-knowledge vibodha — understanding mārgaḥ — path praṇamya — after saluting pādau — at His lotus feet parivṛtya — after circumambulating devam — the Lord iha — at this place āgataḥ — reached aham — I viraha — separation ātura-ātmā — aggrieved in self.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
sa evam ārādhita-pāda-tīrthād
saḥ
so myself
evam
thus
ārādhita
worshiped
pāda-tīrthāt
from the Personality of Godhead
adhīta
studied
adhīta-tattvātma-vibodha-mārgaḥ
tattva-ātma
self-knowledge
vibodha
understanding
mārgaḥ
path
praṇamya pādau parivṛtya devam
praṇamya
after saluting
pādau
at His lotus feet
parivṛtya
after circumambulating
devam
the Lord
ihāgato ’haṁ virahāturātmā
iha
at this place
āgataḥ
reached
aham
I
viraha
separation
ātura-ātmā
aggrieved in self.
I have studied the path of understanding self-knowledge from my spiritual master, the Personality of Godhead, and thus after circumambulating Him I have come to this place, very much aggrieved due to separation.

Śrī Uddhava’s actual life is the direct symbol of the catuḥ-ślokī Bhāgavatam enunciated first to Brahmājī by the Personality of Godhead. These four very great and important verses from Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam are particularly taken out by the Māyāvādī speculators, who construe a different purport to suit their impersonal view of monism. Here is the proper answer to such unauthorized speculators. The verses of Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam are purely theistic science understandable by the postgraduate students of Bhagavad-gītā. The unauthorized dry speculators are offenders at the lotus feet of the Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa because they distort the purports of Bhagavad-gītā and Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam to mislead the public and prepare a direct path to the hell known as Andha-tāmisra. As confirmed in Bhagavad-gītā (16.20) such envious speculators are without knowledge and are surely condemned life after life. They unnecessarily take shelter of Śrīpāda Śaṅkarācārya, but he was not so drastic as to commit an offense at the lotus feet of Lord Kṛṣṇa. According to Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, Śrīpāda Śaṅkarācārya preached the Māyāvāda philosophy for a particular purpose. Such a philosophy was necessary to defeat the Buddhist philosophy of the nonexistence of the spirit soul, but it was never meant for perpetual acceptance. It was an emergency. Thus Lord Kṛṣṇa was accepted by Śaṅkarācārya as the Supreme Personality of Godhead in his commentation on Bhagavad-gītā. Since he was a great devotee of Lord Kṛṣṇa, he did not dare write any commentary on Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam because that would have been a direct offense at the lotus feet of the Lord. But later speculators, in the name of Māyāvāda philosophy, unnecessarily make their commentary on the catuḥ-ślokī Bhāgavatam without any bona fide intent.

The monistic dry speculators have no business in the Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam because this particular Vedic literature is forbidden for them by the great author himself. Śrīla Vyāsadeva has definitely forbidden persons engaged in religiosity, economic development, sense gratification and, finally, salvation, from trying to understand Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam, which is not meant for them ( Bhāg. 1.1.2 ). Śrīpāda Śrīdhara Svāmī, the great commentator on Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam, has definitely forbidden the salvationists or monists to deal in Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam. It is not for them. Yet such unauthorized persons perversely try to understand Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam, and thus they commit offenses at the feet of the Lord, which even Śrīpāda Śaṅkarācārya dared not do. Thus they prepare for their continuation of miserable life. It should be particularly noted herein that Uddhava studied the catuḥ-ślokī Bhāgavatam directly from the Lord, who spoke them first to Brahmājī, and this time the Lord explained more confidentially the self-knowledge mentioned as the paramāṁ sthitim. Upon learning such self-knowledge of love, Uddhava felt very much aggrieved by feelings of separation from the Lord. Unless one is awakened to the stage of Uddhava — everlastingly feeling the separation of the Lord in transcendental love, as exhibited by Lord Caitanya also — one cannot understand the real import of the four essential verses of Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam. One should not indulge in the unauthorized act of twisting the meaning and thereby putting himself on the dangerous path of offense.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Having attained knowledge by learning the truth from the guru in the form of the worshipable Lord, I offered respects to his feet, circumambulated him and arrived here, my heart pained by separation from him. I (saḥ), having the path of knowledge of the Lord after studying it from the guru (tīrtha) who was the worshipable Lord (ārādhita-pāda), circumambulating him, I left. I did not see what the Lord did later.
Related verses
Uddhava studied self-knowledge directly from the Lord and circumambulated Him with grief. Even after receiving the highest teaching, devotional bereavement remains; knowledge does not cancel love. Do not expect philosophy to dry your tears.
Reflection Questions
  • Where have you tried to use philosophy to numb grief that should be allowed to mature?
  • What loss have you intellectualized when the right response is to keep loving the lost one?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.21

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सोऽहं तद्दर्शनाह्लादवियोगार्तियुत: प्रभो । गमिष्ये दयितं तस्य बदर्याश्रममण्डलम् ॥ २१ ॥
so ’haṁ tad-darśanāhlāda-
[so ’ham tad-darshanaahlaada-]
viyogārti-yutaḥ prabho
[viyogaarti-yutah prabho]
gamiṣye dayitaṁ tasya
[gamishye dayitam tasya]
badaryāśrama-maṇḍalam
[badaryaashrama-mandalam]
saḥ aham — thus myself tat — His darśana — audience āhlāda — pleasure viyoga — without that ārti-yutaḥ — afflicted by distress prabho — my dear sir gamiṣye — shall go dayitam — so instructed tasya — His badaryāśrama — Badarikāśrama, in the Himālayas maṇḍalam — association.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
so ’haṁ tad-darśanāhlāda-
saḥ aham
thus myself
viyogārti-yutaḥ prabho
tat
His
gamiṣye dayitaṁ tasya
darśana
audience
āhlāda
pleasure
viyoga
without that
badaryāśrama-maṇḍalam
ārti-yutaḥ
afflicted by distress
prabho
my dear sir
gamiṣye
shall go
dayitam
so instructed
tasya
His
badaryāśrama
Badarikāśrama, in the Himālayas
maṇḍalam
association.
My dear Vidura, now I am mad for want of the pleasure of seeing Him, and just to mitigate this I am now proceeding to Badarikāśrama in the Himālayas for association, as I have been instructed by Him.

A pure devotee of the Lord of the standard of Uddhava constantly associates with the Lord in the double perception of simultaneous separation and meeting. The pure devotee is not for a moment unengaged in the transcendental service of the Lord. Execution of the Lord’s service is the main occupation of the pure devotee. Uddhava’s separation from the Lord was unbearable, and therefore he started to Badarikāśrama in obedience to the Lord’s order because the order of the Lord and the Lord Himself are identical. As long as one is engaged in the execution of the order of the Lord, there is no factual separation from Him.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
O Vidura! Joyous because of seeing Kṛṣṇa, and pained by separation from him, I will now go to Badarikāśrama, his dear place. How will you live in pain of separation? At every moment I experience joy from having met him, and sorrow because of separation from him. Going to Badarikāśrama was the order of the Lord.
When separated from the Lord, Uddhava followed His order; obeying the Lord's instruction is itself a form of association. If you ache for connection, do the thing He last asked you to do; the bond is restored in the doing.
Reflection Questions
  • What last instruction from the Lord are you ignoring while waiting to 'feel' His presence?
  • How does executing His order become your way back to communion with Him?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.22

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यत्र नारायणो देवो नरश्च भगवानृषि: । मृदु तीव्रं तपो दीर्घं तेपाते लोकभावनौ ॥ २२ ॥
yatra nārāyaṇo devo
[yatra naaraayano devo]
naraś ca bhagavān ṛṣiḥ
[narash cha bhagavaan rishih]
mṛdu tīvraṁ tapo dīrghaṁ
[mridu teevram tapo deergham]
tepāte loka-bhāvanau
[tepaate loka-bhaavanau]
yatra — where nārāyaṇaḥ — the Personality of Godhead devaḥ — by incarnation naraḥ — human being ca — also bhagavān — the Lord ṛṣiḥ — great sage mṛdu — amiable to everyone tīvram — severe tapaḥ — penance dīrgham — very long tepāte — performing loka-bhāvanau — welfare of all living entities.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
yatra nārāyaṇo devo
yatra
where
nārāyaṇaḥ
the Personality of Godhead
devaḥ
by incarnation
naraś ca bhagavān ṛṣiḥ
naraḥ
human being
ca
also
bhagavān
the Lord
ṛṣiḥ
great sage
mṛdu tīvraṁ tapo dīrghaṁ
mṛdu
amiable to everyone
tīvram
severe
tapaḥ
penance
dīrgham
very long
tepāte loka-bhāvanau
tepāte
performing
loka-bhāvanau
welfare of all living entities.
There in Badarikāśrama the Personality of Godhead, in His incarnation as the sages Nara and Nārāyaṇa, has been undergoing great penance since time immemorial for the welfare of all amiable living entities.

Badarikāśrama in the Himālayas, the abode of the Nara-Nārāyaṇa sages, is a great place of pilgrimage for the Hindus. Even up to the present, hundreds and thousands of pious Hindus go to pay respects to the incarnation of Godhead Nara-Nārāyaṇa. It appears that even five thousand years ago this holy place was being visited by such a holy being as Uddhava, and even at that time the place was known to be very, very old. This particular pilgrimage site is very difficult to visit for ordinary men because of its difficult situation in the Himālayas in a place which is covered by ice almost all year. A few months during the summer season people can visit this place at great personal inconvenience. There are four dhāmas, or kingdoms of God, which represent the planets of the spiritual sky, which consists of the brahmajyoti and the Vaikuṇṭhas. These are Badarikāśrama, Rameśvara, Jagannātha Purī and Dvārakā. Faithful Hindus still visit all these holy places for perfection of spiritual realization, following in the footsteps of devotees like Uddhava.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
There the Supreme Lord in the form of the sages Nara-nārāyaṇa, merciful to all, who give happiness to all people, have been performing austerities difficult for others for a long time. There the Lord’s aṁśa, Nārāyaṇa, dwells. They give happiness to all (mṛdu) and have performed for a long time (dīrgham) austerity difficult for others (tīvram). They are the protectors of the world (loka-bhāvanau) or the producers of the world.
Badarikasrama hosts the eternal penance of Nara-Narayana for the welfare of all. Some sacrifices are quietly ongoing for your benefit. Live with awareness that incarnations have been performing tapas for you across eons.
Reflection Questions
  • How does it feel to know penance is being done somewhere right now for the welfare of beings like you?
  • What small tapas could you do for the welfare of others, in modest imitation?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.23

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श्री शुक उवाच इत्युद्धवादुपाकर्ण्य सुहृदां दु:सहं वधम् । ज्ञानेनाशमयत्क्षत्ता शोकमुत्पतितं बुध: ॥ २३ ॥
śrī-śuka uvāca
[shree-shuka uvaacha]
ity uddhavād upākarṇya
[ity uddhavaad upaakarnya]
suhṛdāṁ duḥsahaṁ vadham
[suhridaam duhsaham vadham]
jñānenāśamayat kṣattā
[jnaanenaashamayat kshattaa]
śokam utpatitaṁ budhaḥ
[shokam utpatitam budhah]
śrī-śukaḥ uvāca — Śrī Śuka Gosvāmī said iti — thus uddhavāt — from Uddhava upākarṇya — hearing suhṛdām — of friends and relatives duḥsaham — unbearable vadham — annihilation jñānena — by transcendental knowledge aśamayat — pacified himself kṣattā — Vidura śokam — bereavement utpatitam — arisen budhaḥ — the learned.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
śrī-śuka uvāca
śrī-śukaḥ uvāca
Śrī Śuka Gosvāmī said
ity uddhavād upākarṇya
iti
thus
uddhavāt
from Uddhava
upākarṇya
hearing
suhṛdāṁ duḥsahaṁ vadham
suhṛdām
of friends and relatives
duḥsaham
unbearable
vadham
annihilation
jñānenāśamayat kṣattā
jñānena
by transcendental knowledge
aśamayat
pacified himself
kṣattā
Vidura
śokam utpatitaṁ budhaḥ
śokam
bereavement
utpatitam
arisen
budhaḥ
the learned.
Śrī Śukadeva Gosvāmī said: After hearing from Uddhava all about the annihilation of his friends and relatives, the learned Vidura pacified his overwhelming bereavement by dint of his transcendental knowledge.

Vidura was informed that the result of the Battle of Kurukṣetra was the annihilation of his friends and relatives as well as the destruction of the Yadu dynasty and also the passing away of the Lord. All these hurled him into bereavement for the time being, but because he was highly advanced in transcendental knowledge, he was quite competent to pacify himself by enlightenment. As it is stated in Bhagavad-gītā, due to our long association with bodily relationships, bereavement on account of the annihilation of friends and relatives is not at all astonishing, but one has to learn the art of subduing such bereavement with higher, transcendental knowledge. The talks between Uddhava and Vidura on the topic of Kṛṣṇa began at sunset, and Vidura was now further advanced in knowledge due to his association with Uddhava.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Śukadeva said: Hearing in this way from Uddhava about the disappearance of his friends the Yadus, which was difficult to bear, intelligent Vidura subdued his rising grief by knowledge. Vidura heard in this way (iti) from Uddhava the intolerable destruction of his friends. He was pacified by the knowledge arising from reviewing what Uddhava said, starting from SB 3.2.7.
Vidura pacified great grief with transcendental knowledge. Knowledge of the soul is not a luxury for sunny days; it is the medicine for the hardest news. Build your understanding now so it is ready when bereavement comes.
Reflection Questions
  • What transcendental knowledge are you postponing studying that you will need at the next bad news?
  • Where have you tried to soothe grief with distraction instead of with truth?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.24

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स तं महाभागवतं व्रजन्तं कौरवर्षभ: । विश्रम्भादभ्यधत्तेदं मुख्यं कृष्णपरिग्रहे ॥ २४ ॥
sa taṁ mahā-bhāgavataṁ
[sa tam mahaa-bhaagavatam]
vrajantaṁ kauravarṣabhaḥ
[vrajantam kauravarshabhah]
viśrambhād abhyadhattedaṁ
[vishrambhaad abhyadhattedam]
mukhyaṁ kṛṣṇa-parigrahe
[mukhyam krishna-parigrahe]
saḥ — Vidura tam — unto Uddhava mahā-bhāgavatam — the great devotee of the Lord vrajantam — while going kaurava-ṛṣabhaḥ — the best amongst the Kauravas viśrambhāt — out of confidence abhyadhatta — submitted idam — this mukhyam — unto the chief kṛṣṇa — Lord Kṛṣṇa parigrahe — in devotional service to the Lord.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
sa taṁ mahā-bhāgavataṁ
saḥ
Vidura
tam
unto Uddhava
mahā-bhāgavatam
the great devotee of the Lord
vrajantaṁ kauravarṣabhaḥ
vrajantam
while going
kaurava-ṛṣabhaḥ
the best amongst the Kauravas
viśrambhād abhyadhattedaṁ
viśrambhāt
out of confidence
abhyadhatta
submitted
idam
this
mukhyaṁ kṛṣṇa-parigrahe
mukhyam
unto the chief
kṛṣṇa
Lord Kṛṣṇa
parigrahe
in devotional service to the Lord.
While Uddhava, the chief and most confidential amongst the devotees of the Lord, was going away, Vidura, in affection and confidence, questioned him.

Vidura was much older than Uddhava. By family relationship Uddhava was a contemporary brother of Kṛṣṇa’s, while Vidura was as elderly as Kṛṣṇa’s father Vasudeva. But although junior by age, Uddhava was much advanced in the devotional service of the Lord, and therefore he is described herein as the chief amongst the devotees of the Lord. Vidura was confident about this, and thus he addressed Uddhava in that higher category. That is the way of courteous dealings between two devotees.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
The best of the Kurus, Vidura, then spoke out of great trust the following words to the great devotee Uddhava, principle recipient of Kṛṣṇa’s mercy, as Uddhava was about to leave. Viśvrambhāt means out of trust. Though Uddhava was younger than himself, Uddhava controlled Kṛṣṇa (kṛṣṇa-parigrahe), and thus was superior to him (mukhyam). Thus a younger person, superior in bhakti, should be the guru for someone elder. Vidura’s words are the proof of this.
An older devotee may humbly defer to a junior more advanced in devotion. Years do not equal advancement; sadhana does. Speak to fellow devotees in terms of where they actually are, not where age would place them.
Reflection Questions
  • Whom younger than you should you be deferring to in spiritual matters?
  • Where has age become a reason for you to assume seniority you have not actually earned?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.25

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विदुर उवाच ज्ञानं परं स्वात्मरह:प्रकाशं यदाह योगेश्वर ईश्वरस्ते । वक्तुं भवान्नोऽर्हति यद्धि विष्णो- र्भृत्या: स्वभृत्यार्थकृतश्चरन्ति ॥ २५ ॥
vidura uvāca
[vidura uvaacha]
jñānaṁ paraṁ svātma-rahaḥ-prakāśaṁ
[jnaanam param svaatma-rahah-prakaasham]
yad āha yogeśvara īśvaras te
[yad aaha yogeshvara eeshvaras te]
vaktuṁ bhavān no ’rhati yad dhi viṣṇor
[vaktum bhavaan no ’rhati yad dhi vishnor]
bhṛtyāḥ sva-bhṛtyārtha-kṛtaś caranti
[bhrityaah sva-bhrityaartha-kritash charanti]
viduraḥ uvāca — Vidura said jñānam — knowledge param — transcendental sva-ātma — regarding the self rahaḥ — mystery prakāśam — enlightening yat — that which āha — said yoga-īśvaraḥ — the master of all mystics īśvaraḥ — the Lord te — unto you vaktum — to narrate bhavān — your good self naḥ — unto me arhati — deserve yat — for hi — reason of viṣṇoḥ — of Lord Viṣṇu bhṛtyāḥ — servants sva-bhṛtya-artha-kṛtaḥ — for the interest of their servants caranti — do wander.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
vidura uvāca
viduraḥ uvāca
Vidura said
jñānaṁ paraṁ svātma-rahaḥ-prakāśaṁ
jñānam
knowledge
param
transcendental
sva-ātma
regarding the self
rahaḥ
mystery
prakāśam
enlightening
yad āha yogeśvara īśvaras te
yat
that which
āha
said
yoga-īśvaraḥ
the master of all mystics
īśvaraḥ
the Lord
te
unto you
vaktuṁ bhavān no ’rhati yad dhi viṣṇor
vaktum
to narrate
bhavān
your good self
naḥ
unto me
bhṛtyāḥ sva-bhṛtyārtha-kṛtaś caranti
arhati
deserve
yat
for
hi
reason of
viṣṇoḥ
of Lord Viṣṇu
bhṛtyāḥ
servants
sva-bhṛtya-artha-kṛtaḥ
for the interest of their servants
caranti
do wander.
Vidura said: O Uddhava, because the servants of Viṣṇu, the Lord, wander in the interest of serving others, it is quite fit that you kindly describe the self-knowledge with which you have been enlightened by the Lord Himself.

The servants of the Lord are actually the servants of society. They have no interest in human society other than to enlighten it in transcendental knowledge; they are interested in imparting knowledge of the relationship of the living being with the Supreme Lord, the activities in that transcendental relationship, and the ultimate goal of human life. That is the real knowledge which can help society achieve the real aim of human welfare. Knowledge in the matter of the bodily necessities of eating, sleeping, mating and fearing, transformed into various branches of advancement of knowledge, is all temporary. A living being is not the material body but an eternal part and parcel of the Supreme Being, and thus revival of his self-knowledge is essential. Without this knowledge, the human life is baffled. The servants of the Lord, Viṣṇu, are entrusted with this responsible work, and so they wander over the earth and to all other planets in the universe. Thus the knowledge which was received by Uddhava directly from the Lord deserves to be distributed in human society, especially to persons like Vidura, who are highly advanced in the devotional service of the Lord.

Real transcendental knowledge descends in the disciplic succession from the Lord to Uddhava, from Uddhava to Vidura and so on. Such supreme transcendental knowledge is not possible to achieve by the process of imperfect speculation as performed by the so-called learned mundane wranglers. Vidura was anxious to know from Uddhava that confidential knowledge known as paramāṁ sthitim, in which the Lord is known by His transcendental pastimes. Although Vidura was older than Uddhava, he was anxious to become a servant of Uddhava in the transcendental relationship. This formula of transcendental disciplic succession is taught by Lord Caitanya also. Lord Caitanya advises that one receive transcendental knowledge from anyone — whether a brāhmaṇa or a śūdra, a householder or a sannyāsī — provided that the person is factually conversant with the science of Kṛṣṇa. A person who knows the science of Kṛṣṇa is factually a bona fide spiritual master.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
You should tell to us that supreme knowledge revealing the secrets about himself, which the master of yoga, the Supreme Lord, spoke to you, because the Vaiṣṇavas wander the earth giving teachings about bhakti. Naḥ (we) here indicates the two of us, Vidura and Maitreya. The plural can be used to express the singular or the dual. The Vaiṣṇavas (viṣṇor bhṛtyāḥ), wander about the earth, acting to make people devotees, giving teachings on bhakti. By mercy they become gurus for the ignorant. Therefore teach me, identifying myself as a servant of the Lord, that knowledge of the Lord.
Servants of Visnu wander to serve others; their travel is not tourism but distribution of knowledge. If you go somewhere, ask what you are carrying for the people there. Movement without service is just movement.
Reflection Questions
  • When you travel, what do you carry to give, beyond your presence and your photos?
  • Whom on your route this month could you serve with knowledge they have been seeking?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.26

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उद्धव उवाच ननु ते तत्त्वसंराध्य ऋषि: कौषारवोऽन्तिके । साक्षाद्भगवतादिष्टो मर्त्यलोकं जिहासता ॥ २६ ॥
uddhava uvāca
[uddhava uvaacha]
nanu te tattva-saṁrādhya
[nanu te tattva-samraadhya]
ṛṣiḥ kauṣāravo ’ntike
[rishih kaushaaravo ’ntike]
sākṣād bhagavatādiṣṭo
[saakshaad bhagavataadishto]
martya-lokaṁ jihāsatā
[martya-lokam jihaasataa]
uddhavaḥ uvāca — Uddhava said nanu — however te — of yourself tattva-saṁrādhyaḥ — one who is worshipable for reception of transcendental knowledge ṛṣiḥ — learned scholar kauṣāravaḥ — unto the son of Kuṣāru (Maitreya) antike — staying nearby sākṣāt — directly bhagavatā — by the Personality of Godhead ādiṣṭaḥ — instructed martya-lokam — mortal world jihāsatā — while quitting.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
uddhava uvāca
uddhavaḥ uvāca
Uddhava said
nanu te tattva-saṁrādhya
nanu
however
te
of yourself
tattva-saṁrādhyaḥ
one who is worshipable for reception of transcendental knowledge
ṛṣiḥ kauṣāravo ’ntike
ṛṣiḥ
learned scholar
kauṣāravaḥ
unto the son of Kuṣāru (Maitreya)
antike
staying nearby
sākṣād bhagavatādiṣṭo
sākṣāt
directly
bhagavatā
by the Personality of Godhead
ādiṣṭaḥ
instructed
martya-lokaṁ jihāsatā
martya-lokam
mortal world
jihāsatā
while quitting.
Śrī Uddhava said: You may take lessons from the great learned sage Maitreya, who is nearby and who is worshipable for reception of transcendental knowledge. He was directly instructed by the Personality of Godhead while He was about to quit this mortal world.

Although one may be well versed in the transcendental science, one should be careful about the offense of maryādā-vyatikrama, or impertinently surpassing a greater personality. According to scriptural injunction one should be very careful of transgressing the law of maryādā-vyatikrama because by so doing one loses his duration of life, his opulence, fame and piety and the blessings of all the world. To be well versed in the transcendental science necessitates awareness of the techniques of spiritual science. Uddhava, being well aware of all these technicalities of transcendental science, advised Vidura to approach Maitreya Ṛṣi to receive transcendental knowledge. Vidura wanted to accept Uddhava as his spiritual master, but Uddhava did not accept the post because Vidura was as old as Uddhava’s father and therefore Uddhava could not accept him as his disciple, especially when Maitreya was present nearby. The rule is that in the presence of a higher personality one should not be very eager to impart instructions, even if one is competent and well versed. So Uddhava decided to send an elderly person like Vidura to Maitreya, another elderly person, but he was well versed also because he was directly instructed by the Lord while He was about to quit this mortal world. Since both Uddhava and Maitreya were directly instructed by the Lord, both had the authority to become the spiritual master of Vidura or anyone else, but Maitreya, being elderly, had the first claim to becoming the spiritual master, especially for Vidura, who was much older than Uddhava. One should not be eager to become a spiritual master cheaply for the sake of profit and fame, but should become a spiritual master only for the service of the Lord. The Lord never tolerates the impertinence of maryādā-vyatikrama. One should never pass over the honor due to an elderly spiritual master in the interests of one’s own personal gain and fame. Impertinence on the part of the pseudo spiritual master is very risky to progressive spiritual realization.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Uddhava said: Definitely you should worship Maitreya for this knowledge because he was directly taught in front of me by the Lord who desired to leave this world Thinking within himself, “How can I make Vidura, my elder worthy of respect, my disciple?” Uddhava speaks. “Fortunate one! What I have heard from the mouth of the Lord, as I have explained, is that all of the Lord’s dear Yadus are situated in their respective abodes without giving up their bodies. But if you are asking about the nature of the Lord’s birth and pastimes, then Maitreya should be your guru.” Certainly (nanu) Maitreya should be worshipped (saṁrādhyaḥ) as guru concerning the nature of the Lord (tattva), acting to make people into devotees (sva-bhṛtyārtha-kṛtaḥ), not I, because he was directly taught by the Lord for teaching this, in front of me (antike).
Uddhava refused the disciple's offer because Maitreya was nearby and senior. Do not accept service or status that should go to another. Direct the seeker to the right teacher; this is itself a high act of humility.
Reflection Questions
  • Whose recognition or role have you accepted that should have gone to someone more suitable?
  • Where could you redirect a seeker toward a better teacher rather than keeping them with you?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.27

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श्री शुक उवाच इति सह विदुरेण विश्वमूर्ते- र्गुणकथया सुधयाप्लावितोरुताप: । क्षणमिव पुलिने यमस्वसुस्तां समुषित औपगविर्निशां ततोऽगात् ॥ २७ ॥
śrī-śuka uvāca
[shree-shuka uvaacha]
iti saha vidureṇa viśva-mūrter
[iti saha vidurena vishva-moorter]
guṇa-kathayā sudhayā plāvitoru-tāpaḥ
[guna-kathayaa sudhayaa plaavitoru-taapah]
kṣaṇam iva puline yamasvasus tāṁ
[kshanam iva puline yamasvasus taam]
samuṣita aupagavir niśāṁ tato ’gāt
[samushita aupagavir nishaam tato ’gaat]
śrī-śukaḥ uvāca — Śrī Śukadeva Gosvāmī said iti — thus saha — along with vidureṇa — Vidura viśva-mūrteḥ — of the Universal Person guṇa-kathayā — in the discourse of transcendental qualities sudhayā — nectarean plāvita-uru-tāpaḥ — overwhelmed by great affliction kṣaṇam — moment iva — like that puline — on the bank of yamasvasuḥ tām — river Yamunā samuṣitaḥ — passed on aupagaviḥ — the son of Aupagava (Uddhava) niśām — the night tataḥ — thereafter agāt — went away.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
śrī-śuka uvāca
śrī-śukaḥ uvāca
Śrī Śukadeva Gosvāmī said
iti saha vidureṇa viśva-mūrter
iti
thus
saha
along with
vidureṇa
Vidura
viśva-mūrteḥ
of the Universal Person
guṇa-kathayā sudhayā plāvitoru-tāpaḥ
guṇa-kathayā
in the discourse of transcendental qualities
sudhayā
nectarean
plāvita-uru-tāpaḥ
overwhelmed by great affliction
kṣaṇam iva puline yamasvasus tāṁ
kṣaṇam
moment
iva
like that
puline
on the bank of
yamasvasuḥ tām
river Yamunā
samuṣita aupagavir niśāṁ tato ’gāt
samuṣitaḥ
passed on
aupagaviḥ
the son of Aupagava (Uddhava)
niśām
the night
tataḥ
thereafter
agāt
went away.
Śukadeva Gosvāmī said: O King, after thus discussing with Vidura the transcendental name, fame, qualities, etc., on the bank of the Yamunā, Uddhava was overwhelmed with great affliction. He passed the night as if it were a moment, and thereafter he went away.

The word used here for Kṛṣṇa is viśva-mūrti. Both Uddhava and Vidura were in great affliction because of Lord Kṛṣṇa’s departure, and the more they discussed the transcendental name, fame and qualities of the Lord, the more the picture of the Lord became visible to them everywhere. Such visualization of the transcendental form of the Lord is neither false nor imaginary but is factual Absolute Truth. When the Lord is perceived as viśva-mūrti, it is not that He loses His personality or transcendental eternal form, but He becomes visible in the same form everywhere.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Śukadeva said: Removing his great pain by conversing about the sweet qualities of the Lord with Vidura, Uddhava spent the night, which passed like a moment, on the bank of the Yamunā and then departed in the morning. He remained for the night which passed like a moment. Uddhava is a descendent of Aupagava and is thus called Aupagavi. He left the next morning (tataḥ).
Discussion of Krsna's name and qualities made the long night feel like a moment. Time bends around real conversation about the Lord. If your evenings feel long, examine whether they contain enough Krsna-katha.
Reflection Questions
  • When did a conversation about Krsna last bend time for you, and what made it possible?
  • What 'all night' Krsna-katha could you set up with one trusted devotee this month?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.28

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राजोवाच निधनमुपगतेषु वृष्णिभोजे- ष्वधिरथयूथपयूथपेषु मुख्य: । स तु कथमवशिष्ट उद्धवो यद्धरि- रपि तत्यज आकृतिं त्र्यधीश: ॥ २८ ॥
rājovāca
[raajovaacha]
nidhanam upagateṣu vṛṣṇi-bhojeṣv
[nidhanam upagateshu vrishni-bhojeshv]
adhiratha-yūthapa-yūthapeṣu mukhyaḥ
[adhiratha-yoothapa-yoothapeshu mukhyah]
sa tu katham avaśiṣṭa uddhavo yad
[sa tu katham avashishta uddhavo yad]
dharir api tatyaja ākṛtiṁ tryadhīśaḥ
[dharir api tatyaja aakritim tryadheeshah]
rājā uvāca — the King inquired nidhanam — destruction upagateṣu — having overtaken vṛṣṇi — of the Vṛṣṇi dynasty bhojeṣu — the Bhoja dynasty adhiratha — great commander yūtha-pa — commander in chief yūtha-peṣu — amongst them mukhyaḥ — prominent saḥ — he tu — only katham — how avaśiṣṭaḥ — remained uddhavaḥ — Uddhava yat — whereas hariḥ — the Personality of Godhead api — also tatyaje — finished ākṛtim — complete pastimes tri-adhīśaḥ — the Lord of the three worlds.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
rājovāca
rājā uvāca
the King inquired
nidhanam upagateṣu vṛṣṇi-bhojeṣv
nidhanam
destruction
upagateṣu
having overtaken
vṛṣṇi
of the Vṛṣṇi dynasty
bhojeṣu
the Bhoja dynasty
adhiratha-yūthapa-yūthapeṣu mukhyaḥ
adhiratha
great commander
yūtha-pa
commander in chief
yūtha-peṣu
amongst them
mukhyaḥ
prominent
sa tu katham avaśiṣṭa uddhavo yad
saḥ
he
tu
only
katham
how
avaśiṣṭaḥ
remained
uddhavaḥ
Uddhava
yat
whereas
dharir api tatyaja ākṛtiṁ tryadhīśaḥ
hariḥ
the Personality of Godhead
api
also
tatyaje
finished
ākṛtim
complete pastimes
tri-adhīśaḥ
the Lord of the three worlds.
The King inquired: At the end of the pastimes of the Lord of the three worlds, Śrī Kṛṣṇa, and after the disappearance of the members of the Vṛṣṇi and Bhoja dynasties, who were the best of the great commanders, why did Uddhava alone remain?

According to Śrī Jīva Gosvāmī, nidhanam means the transcendental abode of the Lord. Ni means the highest, and dhanam means opulence. And because the abode of the Lord is the highest manifestation of transcendental opulence, His abode can therefore be called nidhanam. Apart from the grammatical elucidation, the real purpose of the word nidhanam is to indicate that all the members of the Vṛṣṇi and Bhoja dynasties were direct associates of the Lord, and after the end of His pastimes, all the associates were dispatched to their respective positions in the transcendental abode.

Śrīla Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura elucidates the meaning of ākṛtim as pastimes. Ā means complete, and kṛtim means transcendental pastimes. Since the Lord is identical with His transcendental body, there is no question of His changing or quitting His body. To act in accordance with the rules and customs of the material world, the Lord seems to take His birth or leave His body, but the pure devotees of the Lord know well the actual fact. It is necessary, therefore, for the serious students of Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam to follow the notes and comments of the great ācāryas like Jīva Gosvāmī and Viśvanātha Cakravartī. To others, who are not devotees of the Lord, the comments and explanations of such ācāryas may appear to be grammatical jugglery, but to the students who are in the line of disciplic succession, the explanations of the great ācāryas are quite fit.

The word upagateṣu is also significant. All the members of Vṛṣṇi and Bhoja directly reached the abode of the Lord. Other devotees do not reach the abode of the Lord directly, but the pure associates of the Lord have no attraction for the opulence of any planets of the material world. Sometimes, due to inquisitiveness, devotees who are to be promoted to the abode of the Lord have some attraction for the opulence of the higher material planets above the earth, and thus they desire to see them while going up to the perfection. But the Vṛṣṇis and Bhojas were directly dispatched because they had no attraction for material planets. Śrīla Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura also suggests that according to the Amara-kośa dictionary, ākṛti also means “signal.” Lord Kṛṣṇa ordered Uddhava by signal to go to Badarikāśrama after His departure, and Uddhava, as a pure devotee of the Lord, carried out the order more faithfully than going back to Godhead, or the abode of the Lord. That was the cause of his remaining alone even after the departure of the Lord from the face of the earth.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Parīkṣit said: How could Uddhava, the chief among the heads of groups of leaders of charioteer groups among the Vṛṣnis and Bhojas, who had attained nearness to the Lord, remain alone? But the Lord, remover of sorrows, avoided giving any counter orders. Since even the Lord, master of the three worlds, completely (ā) gave up his pastimes (kṛtim), ended his prakaṭa pastimes, how did Uddhava remain? Nidhanam upagateṣu vṛṣṇi-bhojeṣv superficially means “When the Vṛṣṇis and Bhojas met destruction.” However the real meaning is when the Vṛṣṇis and Bhojas attained nearness (upa) to Kṛṣṇa, their complete treasure, their all in all (nidhanam). It is not proper that he, even in one portion, should remain alone to experience the pain of separation from Kṛṣṇa. One should not think that he was not a Vṛṣṇis, for it is said, among them, he alone remained. How could he avoid the Lord’s order to go to Badarikāśrama? That is explained here. Though the Lord is the remover of all suffering (hariḥ), he avoided indicating other purposes (ākṛtim) to him. To the gopīs he said tad yāta mā ciraṁ goṣṭhaṁ śuśrūṣadhvaṁ patīn satīḥ: now go back to the cowherd village, without delay, O chaste ladies, and serve your husbands. (SB 10.29.22) If he would have given some hint to the contrary to the gopīs when he gave this order, then Uddhava, most intelligent, would not have gone to Badarikāśrama. He would have stayed with the Lord.
Uddhava alone remained because the Lord needed someone to carry the message after His departure. If you have been kept back from joining others 'home,' it may be because there is work here that only you can do.
Reflection Questions
  • What message or service has the Lord kept you alive to carry that others around you cannot?
  • Where have you envied those who 'left' instead of accepting the dignity of being kept?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.29

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श्री शुक उवाच ब्रह्मशापापदेशेन कालेनामोघवाञ्छित: । संहृत्य स्वकुलं स्फीतं त्यक्ष्यन्देहमचिन्तयत् ॥ २९ ॥
śrī-śuka uvāca
[shree-shuka uvaacha]
brahma-śāpāpadeśena
[brahma-shaapaapadeshena]
kālenāmogha-vāñchitaḥ
[kaalenaamogha-vaanchitah]
saṁhṛtya sva-kulaṁ sphītaṁ
[samhritya sva-kulam spheetam]
tyakṣyan deham acintayat
[tyakshyan deham achintayat]
śrī-śukaḥ uvāca — Śrī Śukadeva Gosvāmī said brahma-śāpa — cursing by the brāhmaṇas apadeśena — on the plea, by such a show kālena — by the eternal time amogha — unfailing vāñchitaḥ — one who so desires saṁhṛtya — closing sva-kulam — own family sphītam — excessively numerous tyakṣyan — after giving up deham — the universal form acintayat — thought to Himself.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
śrī-śuka uvāca
śrī-śukaḥ uvāca
Śrī Śukadeva Gosvāmī said
brahma-śāpāpadeśena
brahma-śāpa
cursing by the brāhmaṇas
apadeśena
on the plea, by such a show
kālenāmogha-vāñchitaḥ
kālena
by the eternal time
amogha
unfailing
vāñchitaḥ
one who so desires
saṁhṛtya sva-kulaṁ sphītaṁ
saṁhṛtya
closing
sva-kulam
own family
sphītam
excessively numerous
tyakṣyan deham acintayat
tyakṣyan
after giving up
deham
the universal form
acintayat
thought to Himself.
Śukadeva Gosvāmī replied: My dear King, the cursing of the brāhmaṇas was only a plea, but the actual fact was the supreme desire of the Lord. He wanted to disappear from the face of the earth after dispatching His excessively numerous family members. He thought to Himself as follows.

In this verse the word tyakṣyan is very significant in relation to Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa’s leaving His body. Since He is the eternal form of existence, knowledge and bliss, His body and His Self are identical. Therefore how is it possible that He would leave His body and then disappear from the vision of the world? There is a great controversy amongst the nondevotees or Māyāvādīs about the mysterious disappearance of the Lord, and the doubts of those men with a poor fund of knowledge have been very elaborately cleared by Śrīla Jīva Gosvāmī in his Kṛṣṇa-sandarbha.

According to Brahma-saṁhitā, the Lord has many forms. It is stated therein that the Lord has innumerable forms, and when He appears within the vision of the living entities, as Lord Kṛṣṇa actually appeared, all such forms amalgamate with Him. Besides all these infallible forms, He has His universal form, as manifested before Arjuna on the Battlefield of Kurukṣetra. Here in this verse the word sphītam is also used, which indicates that He left His gigantic universal form called the virāṭ-rūpa, not His primeval, eternal form, because there is hardly any possibility of His changing His form of sac-cid-ānanda. This simple understanding is at once realized by the devotees of the Lord, but those who are nondevotees, who perform hardly any devotional service to the Lord, either do not understand this simple fact or purposely raise a controversy to defeat the eternity of the transcendental body of the Lord. This is due to the defect called the cheating propensity of the imperfect living entities.

By practical experience also, it is seen, up to the present day, that the Lord’s transcendental form is worshiped by devotees in different temples, and all the devotees of the Lord factually realize that the form of the Deity in the temple is nondifferent from the form of the Lord. This inconceivable performance of the internal potency of the Lord is described in Bhagavad-gītā (7.25) : nāhaṁ prakāśaḥ sarvasya yoga-māyā-samāvṛtaḥ. The Lord reserves the right of not being exposed to everyone. In the Padma Purāṇa it is said, ataḥ śrī-kṛṣṇa-nāmādi na bhaved grāhyam indriyaiḥ. The name and form of the Lord cannot be perceived by the material senses, but when He appears within the vision of the mundane people He assumes the form of the virāṭ-rūpa. This is an additional material exhibition of form and is supported by the logic of a subject and its adjectives. In grammar, when an adjective is taken away from the subject, the subject it modifies does not change. Similarly, when the Lord quits His virāṭ-rūpa, His eternal form does not change, although there is no material difference between Himself and any one of His innumerable forms. In the Fifth Canto it will be seen how the Lord is worshiped in different planets in His different forms, even now, and how He is worshiped in different temples of this earth also.

Śrīla Jīva Gosvāmī and Śrīla Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura have very elaborately explained this incident of the Lord’s disappearance in their commentaries, quoting various authentic versions of Vedic literatures. We purposely do not include them all here to avoid an increase in the volume of this book. The entire matter is explained in Bhagavad-gītā, as quoted above: the Lord reserves the right of not being exposed to everyone. He always keeps Himself out of the vision of the nondevotees, who are devoid of love and devotion, and thus He puts them still further away from the Lord. The Lord appeared on the invitation of Brahmā, who prayed before the Kṣīrodakaśāyī Viṣṇu, and therefore when the Lord appeared, all the forms of Viṣṇu amalgamated with Him, and when the mission was fulfilled, all of them disintegrated from Him in the usual course.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Śukadeva said: Using the excuse of the brāhmaṇa’s curse, the Lord, whose desire cannot be thwarted by time, thought of withdrawing his flourishing dynasty and separating himself from his Nārāyaṇa’s form, which had merged into him when he appeared on earth. Here is the answer. The contrivance of the brāhmaṇa’s curse was only a pretext for causing the disappearance of the Yadus from the material world. The Lord, whose desire cannot be made useless (amogha) by time, thought of withdrawing his clan by that means. He thought of giving up a body which was spread beyond its limits (sphītam). Though his eternity, knowledge and bliss is confined to his svarūpa, it was now overextended in the sense of being visible to the eyes of the people in the material world. There is the following rule. sa-viśeṣaṇe vidhi-niṣedhau viśesaṇam upasaṁkrāmataḥ sati viśeṣye bādhe: statements of affirmation and denial change the meaning of their particular descriptive elements if there is a contradiction to the principal subject. [Note: This rule is found in Nyāya-vartika-tātparya by Vacaspati Miśra.] The word tyaksan should follow this rule, acting as a descriptive, not as the main subject. [Note: If the meaning of tyakṣyan deham contradicts the main subject Kṛṣṇa who has an eternal body, the statement must have another meaning.] For example one can say, “Caitra was the king. Giving up the body, he burned it.” The body refers to that of his wife who has died, since it is impossible that he die and burn his own body. In the present verse, tyakṣan deham cannot mean that the Lord gave up his body and died, since his body is full of eternity, knowledge and bliss. Thus Mahā-varāha Purāṇa says: sarve nityāḥ śāśvatāś ca dehās tasya parātmanaḥ hānopādāna-rahitā naiva prakṛtijāḥ kvacit paramānanda sandohā jñāna-mātraś ca sarvataḥ All the forms of the Lord are eternal, appearing constantly within the material world with bodies of Paramātmā, without any destructible elements made of prakṛti. This is confirmed in Madhva’s commentary in which he quotes śruti: vāsudevaḥ saṅkarṣaṇaḥ pradumno ’niruddho haṁso matsyaḥ kurmo varāho narasiṁho vāmano rāmo rāmo rāmaḥ kṛṣṇo buddhaḥ kalki rahaṁ śatadhā’ haṁ sahasradhā ‘ham ito’ aham ananto ‘haṁ naivete jāyante naite mriyante naiṣāṁ bandho na muktiḥ sarve eva hyete pūrṇā ajarā amṛtāḥ paramānandāḥ I am Vāsudeva, Saṅkarṣaṇa, Pradyumna, Aniruddha, Haṁsa, Matsya ,Kūrma, Varāha, Narasiṁha, Vāmana, Rāma, Paraśurāma, Balarāma, Kṛṣṇa, Buddha, and Kalki. I have hundreds and thousands of forms in this word. I am infinite. These forms are not born nor do they die. They are not conditioned nor do they become liberated. All of them are complete, ageless and deathless, full of the highest bliss. govindaṁ sac-cidānanda-vigrahaṁ vṛndāvana-sura-bhuruha-talāsīnam Govinda is an eternal form of knowledge and bliss, seated under a desire tree in Vṛndāvana. Gopāla-tāpanī Upaniṣad ṛtaṁ satyaṁ paraṁ brahma puruṣaṁ nṛ-keśari-vigraham The form of man-lion is truly the eternal, supreme Brahman. Nṛsiṁha-tāpanī Upaniṣad kṛṣṇa-dyumaṇi nimloce gīrṇeṣv ajagareṇa ha kiṁ nu naḥ kuśalaṁ brūyāṁ gata-śrīṣu gṛheṣv aham Since Kṛṣṇa has disappeared like the sun, how can I describe the condition of us, his friends, devoid of splendor, whose houses have been swallowed by the snake of lamentation? SB 3.2.7 pradarśyātapta-tapasām avitṛpta-dṛśāṁ nṛṇām ādāyāntar adhād yas tu sva-bimbaṁ loka-locanam The Lord, having shown his form, the center of attraction for all eyes, then took that form and disappeared from the men who had not performed austerities but had attained the Lord’s mercy, and were continually craving a vision of his form. SB 3.2.11 jayati jana-nivāso devakī-janma-vādo yadu-vara-pariṣat svair dorbhir asyann adharmam sthira-cara-vṛjina-ghnaḥ su-smita-śrī-mukhena vraja-pura-vanitānāṁ vardhayan kāma-devam Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa lives eternally among the cowherd men and the Yādavas, and is conclusively both the son of Devakī and Yaśodā. He is the guide of the Yadu dynasty and the cowherd men, and with his mighty arms he kills everything inauspicious, in Vraja, Mathurā and Dvārakā. By his presence he destroys all things inauspicious for all living entities, moving and inert, and the suffering of separation of the inhabitants of Vraja and Dvārakā. His blissful smiling face always increases the desires of the gopīs of Vṛndāvana and women of Mathurā and Dvārakā. He remains eternally in this situation. SB 10.90.48 There are many statements in the śruti and smṛti showing that the Lord has an eternal form. Thus if we take this verse to mean that Kṛṣṇa gave up his body, it does not recognize the contradiction to previous and later statements. Persons who take such a meaning have a demonic mentality and are cheated of the nectar of prema-bhakti. If the reading is nūnam (instead of sphītam), it means certainly (nu) lesser (ūnam), and modifies body (deham). This refers to an aṁśa of Kṛṣṇa, Nārāyaṇa. When Kṛṣṇa appeared, Nārāyaṇa appeared from Vaikuṇṭha and entered into Kṛṣṇa’s form. Now to have Nārāyaṇa again return to Vaikuṇṭha, he separated (tyakṣan) Nārāyaṇa from his own body. According to the Sandarbha, the phrase means “giving the body of the earth (deham) to the devatās like Brahmā for protecting.”
The brahmana's curse was a pretext; the actual cause was the Lord's supreme desire. Look behind apparent causes for the Lord's larger arrangement. Quarrels, illnesses, and timings are often surface explanations for deeper plans.
Reflection Questions
  • Which recent event are you blaming on a 'cause' when a larger arrangement may be in play?
  • How would you act differently if you saw the Lord's desire behind the apparent trigger?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.30

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अस्माल्लोकादुपरते मयि ज्ञानं मदाश्रयम् । अर्हत्युद्धव एवाद्धा सम्प्रत्यात्मवतां वर: ॥ ३० ॥
asmāl lokād uparate
[asmaal lokaad uparate]
mayi jñānaṁ mad-āśrayam
[mayi jnaanam mad-aashrayam]
arhaty uddhava evāddhā
[arhaty uddhava evaaddhaa]
sampraty ātmavatāṁ varaḥ
[sampraty aatmavataam varah]
asmāt — from this (universe) lokāt — earth uparate — having disappeared mayi — of Myself jñānam — knowledge mat-āśrayam — concerning Myself arhati — deserves uddhavaḥ — Uddhava eva — certainly addhā — directly samprati — at the present moment ātmavatām — of the devotees varaḥ — foremost.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
asmāl lokād uparate
asmāt
from this (universe)
lokāt
earth
uparate
having disappeared
mayi jñānaṁ mad-āśrayam
mayi
of Myself
jñānam
knowledge
mat-āśrayam
concerning Myself
arhaty uddhava evāddhā
arhati
deserves
uddhavaḥ
Uddhava
eva
certainly
addhā
directly
sampraty ātmavatāṁ varaḥ
samprati
at the present moment
ātmavatām
of the devotees
varaḥ
foremost.
Now I shall leave the vision of this mundane world, and I see that Uddhava, the foremost of My devotees, is the only one who can be directly entrusted with knowledge about Me.

Jñānaṁ mad-āśrayam is significant in this verse. Transcendental knowledge has three departmental divisions, namely knowledge of impersonal Brahman, knowledge of the all-pervading Supersoul and knowledge of the Personality of Godhead. Out of the three, transcendental knowledge of the Personality of Godhead has special significance and is known as bhagavat-tattva-vijñāna, specific knowledge of the Personality of Godhead. This specific knowledge is realized by pure devotional service and no other means. Bhagavad-gītā (18.55) confirms this: bhaktyā mām abhijānāti yāvān yaś cāsmi tattvataḥ. “Only persons engaged in devotional service can factually know the transcendental position of the Lord.” Uddhava was considered to be the best amongst all devotees of that time, and therefore he was directly instructed by the Lord’s grace, so that people might take advantage of Uddhava’s knowledge after the disappearance of the Lord from the vision of the world. This is one of the reasons why Uddhava was advised to go to Badarikāśrama, where the Lord is personally represented by the Nara-Nārāyaṇa Deity. One who is transcendentally advanced can gain direct inspiration from the temple Deity, and thus a devotee of the Lord always takes shelter of a recognized temple of the Lord in order to make tangible advancement in transcendental knowledge by the grace of the Lord.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
When I leave this planet, Uddhava, the best among those who take me as their master, will be qualified to impart knowledge about me. When I disappear from this planet with my shower of sweet form, qualities and pastimes, Uddhava will be qualified to know what I know (mad-āśrayam). He is qualified, as my duplicate, to give knowledge to the sages of Badarikāśrama who want to receive knowledge from my mouth and want to see me. Ātmavatām means of those who take me, ātmā, as their master.
Krsna entrusted His knowledge to one person He had personally prepared. He still does this today. Become the kind of person who could be entrusted; the Lord is always looking for clear vessels.
Reflection Questions
  • What 'specific knowledge' would the Lord be willing to entrust you with if you were ready?
  • Which preparation step have you been avoiding that would make you a worthy carrier?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.31

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नोद्धवोऽण्वपि मन्न्यूनो यद्गुणैर्नार्दित: प्रभु: । अतो मद्वयुनं लोकं ग्राहयन्निह तिष्ठतु ॥ ३१ ॥
noddhavo ’ṇv api man-nyūno
[noddhavo ’nv api man-nyoono]
yad guṇair nārditaḥ prabhuḥ
[yad gunair naarditah prabhuh]
ato mad-vayunaṁ lokaṁ
[ato mad-vayunam lokam]
grāhayann iha tiṣṭhatu
[graahayann iha tishthatu]
na — not uddhavaḥ — Uddhava aṇu — slightly api — also mat — to Myself nyūnaḥ — inferior yat — because guṇaiḥ — by the modes of material nature na — nor arditaḥ — affected prabhuḥ — master ataḥ — therefore mat-vayunam — knowledge of Me (the Personality of Godhead) lokam — the world grāhayan — just to disseminate iha — in this world tiṣṭhatu — may remain.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
noddhavo ’ṇv api man-nyūno
yad guṇair nārditaḥ prabhuḥ
na
not
uddhavaḥ
Uddhava
ato mad-vayunaṁ lokaṁ
grāhayann iha tiṣṭhatu
aṇu
slightly
api
also
mat
to Myself
nyūnaḥ
inferior
yat
because
guṇaiḥ
by the modes of material nature
na
nor
arditaḥ
affected
prabhuḥ
master
ataḥ
therefore
mat-vayunam
knowledge of Me (the Personality of Godhead)
lokam
the world
grāhayan
just to disseminate
iha
in this world
tiṣṭhatu
may remain.
Uddhava is not inferior to Me in any way because he is never affected by the modes of material nature. Therefore he may remain in this world in order to disseminate specific knowledge of the Personality of Godhead.

The specific qualification for becoming the representative of the Lord is to be unaffected by the material modes of nature. The highest qualification of a person in the material world is to be a brāhmaṇa. But since a brāhmaṇa is in the mode of goodness, to be a brāhmaṇa is not sufficient for becoming a representative of the Lord. One has to transcend the mode of goodness also and be situated in unalloyed goodness, unaffected by any of the qualities of material nature. This stage of transcendental qualification is called śuddha-sattva, or vasudeva, and in this stage the science of God can be realized. As the Lord is not affected by the modes of material nature, so a pure devotee of the Lord is also not affected by the modes of nature. That is the primary qualification for being one with the Lord. A person who is able to attain this transcendental qualification is called jīvan-mukta, or liberated, even though he is apparently in material conditions. This liberation is achieved by one who constantly engages in the transcendental loving service of the Lord. In Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu (1.2.187) it is stated:

īhā yasya harer dāsye karmaṇā manasā girā nikhilāsv apy avasthāsu jīvan-muktaḥ sa ucyate

“Anyone who, by his actions, mind and words, lives only for the transcendental loving service of the Lord, is certainly a liberated soul, even though he may appear to be in a condition of material existence.” Uddhava was in such a transcendental position, and thus he was selected to be the factual representative of the Lord in His bodily absence from the vision of the world. Such a devotee of the Lord is never affected by material strength, intelligence or even renunciation. Such a devotee of the Lord can withstand all onslaughts of material nature, and therefore he is known as gosvāmī. Only such gosvāmīs can penetrate the mysteries of the Lord’s transcendental loving relationships.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Uddhava is not less than me, because he is master of māyā and not at all lacking in any spiritual quality. He should remain on this earth, giving knowledge of me to the world. This verse describes Uddhava’s qualification as a replica of the Lord. Uddhava is not all (anu) less than me, because (yad) he is not disturbed by the guṇas like sattva. “There are many jīvan-muktas in this world who are undisturbed by the guṇas. Are they not also equal to the Lord?” That is true. Therefore the following is the real meaning. He is not at all pained by spiritual qualities of strength, intelligence knowledge and renunciation. This means that he has the ability to control their effects. This is similar to saying that a person has control over the impulse of lust, or is not pained by lust. It has already been said that he was the chief among the best of the groups of warriors among all the Yadus. Nowhere is there seen such strength as his. Similarly he has other qualities like intelligence which are extraordinary. He is addressed as prabhu because like the Lord he has control over māyā. Vayunam means knowledge.
A pure devotee, untouched by the modes, is 'not inferior' to the Lord in qualification to act as His representative. Aim beyond goodness to suddha-sattva: unmixed devotion. Even a perfect brahmana stops short of this.
Reflection Questions
  • Which mode (passion, ignorance, even goodness) is still subtly running your devotional life?
  • What in your sadhana would have to deepen for you to be a clean instrument of the Lord?
📝 My note

Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.32

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एवं त्रिलोकगुरुणा सन्दिष्ट: शब्दयोनिना । बदर्याश्रममासाद्य हरिमीजे समाधिना ॥ ३२ ॥
evaṁ tri-loka-guruṇā
[evam tri-loka-gurunaa]
sandiṣṭaḥ śabda-yoninā
[sandishtah shabda-yoninaa]
badaryāśramam āsādya
[badaryaashramam aasaadya]
harim īje samādhinā
[harim eeje samaadhinaa]
evam — thus tri-loka — three worlds guruṇā — by the spiritual master sandiṣṭaḥ — being perfectly taught śabda-yoninā — by one who is the source of all Vedic knowledge badaryāśramam — in the pilgrimage site of Badarikāśrama āsādya — reaching harim — unto the Lord īje — satisfied samādhinā — by trance.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
evaṁ tri-loka-guruṇā
evam
thus
tri-loka
three worlds
guruṇā
by the spiritual master
sandiṣṭaḥ śabda-yoninā
sandiṣṭaḥ
being perfectly taught
śabda-yoninā
by one who is the source of all Vedic knowledge
badaryāśramam āsādya
badaryāśramam
in the pilgrimage site of Badarikāśrama
āsādya
reaching
harim īje samādhinā
harim
unto the Lord
īje
satisfied
samādhinā
by trance.
Śukadeva Gosvāmī informed the King that Uddhava, being thus instructed by the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who is the source of all Vedic knowledge and the spiritual master of the three worlds, reached the pilgrimage site of Badarikāśrama and engaged himself there in trance to satisfy the Lord.

Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa is factually the spiritual master of the three worlds, and He is the original source of all Vedic knowledge. It is very difficult, however, to understand the personal feature of the Absolute Truth, even from the Vedas. His personal instructions are needed in order to understand the Personality of Godhead as the Supreme Absolute Truth. Bhagavad-gītā is the evidence of such transcendental knowledge in gist. One cannot know the Supreme Lord unless one is graced by the Lord Himself. Lord Kṛṣṇa exhibited this specific mercy towards Arjuna and Uddhava while He was in the material world.

Undoubtedly Bhagavad-gītā was spoken by the Lord on the Battlefield of Kurukṣetra just to encourage Arjuna to fight, and yet to complete the transcendental knowledge of Bhagavad-gītā, the Lord instructed Uddhava. The Lord wanted Uddhava to fulfill His mission and disseminate knowledge which He had not spoken even in Bhagavad-gītā. Persons who are attached to the words of the Vedas may also know from this verse that the Lord is the source of all Vedic knowledge. One who is unable to understand the Supreme Personality of Godhead by going through the pages of the Vedas may take shelter of one of the Lord’s devotees, such as Uddhava, in order to advance further in knowledge of the Supreme Personality of Godhead. The Brahma-saṁhitā says that it is very difficult to understand the Supreme Personality of Godhead from the Vedas, but He is easily understood from a pure devotee like Uddhava. Taking mercy on the great sages who lived at Badarikāśrama, the Lord authorized Uddhava to speak on His behalf. Unless one has such authorization, one cannot understand or preach the devotional service of the Lord.

While present on this earth, the Lord executed many uncommon activities, even traveling in space to bring down the pārijāta from heaven and recovering the son of His teacher (Sāndīpani Muni) from the regions of death. Uddhava was certainly informed of the conditions of life on other planets, and all the sages were anxious to know of them, just as we are anxious to know about the planets in space. Uddhava was particularly deputed to carry a message to Badarikāśrama, not only to the sages of that place of pilgrimage but also to the Nara-Nārāyaṇa Deities. Such a message must have been more confidential than the knowledge described in the pages of the Vedas.

The Lord is undoubtedly the source of all knowledge, and the messages dispatched through Uddhava to Nara-Nārāyaṇa and other sages were also part of the Vedic knowledge, but they were more confidential and could be sent or understood only through such a pure devotee as Uddhava. Since such confidential knowledge was known only to the Lord and Uddhava, it is said that Uddhava was as good as the Lord Himself. Every living entity can, like Uddhava, also become a confidential messenger on the same level as the Lord, provided he becomes confidential himself by dint of loving devotional service. Such confidential knowledge is entrusted, as confirmed in Bhagavad-gītā, only to pure devotees like Uddhava and Arjuna, and one has to learn the mystery through them, and not otherwise. One cannot understand Bhagavad-gītā or Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam without the help of such confidential devotees of the Lord. According to Śrīla Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura, that confidential message must have concerned the mystery of His departure and the annihilation of His dynasty after the end of His appearance in the mundane world for one hundred years. Everyone must have been very anxious to know about the mystery of the annihilation of the Yadu dynasty, and that message must have been explained by the Lord to Uddhava and dispatched to Badarikāśrama for the information of Nara-Nārāyaṇa and other pure devotees of the Lord.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Instructed in this way by the Lord, guru of the three words and source of the Vedas, Uddhava went to Badarikāśrama and worshipped the Lord with intense concentration. The Lord is the guru of all three worlds, and is thus the guru for the inhabitants of Badrarikāśrama, through Uddhava. To meet Śrutadeva, Kṛṣṇa went to Mithila. To kill Bāṇāsura and other demons, he went to other places on earth. To take the pārijāta flower he went to Svarga. To bring back the brāhmaṇa’s sons we went to Vaikuṇṭha, and to bring back Devakī’s dead sons, he went to Sutala. He gave the people of these places good fortune by showing them his form and giving teachings. But he did not go to Badarikāśrama. Remembering the eagerness of the sages there, he sent Uddhava there. In some kalpas the Lord himself goes there. In that case, he does not send Uddhava there. Saṁdiṣṭaḥ indicates some message was sent. “Give this message to Nara-nārāyaṇa.” The Lord said that Uddhava was not less than himself. The Lord is described in this verse as the source of the Vedas. This indicates that the Lord knows even what is not to be known in the Vedas. He gave this to Uddhava, and Nara-nārāyaṇa would attain that knowledge from the mouth of Uddhava, who is not less than the Lord. To the recipients of the message, Nara-nārāyaṇa, he sent information. “My manifest pastimes on earth will last 125 years. That is the limit. Now it is finished. I will make these pastimes disappear along with my associates. Going to Prabhāsa and establishing the devatās back in their posts, I, in my portion of Viṣṇu whom Brahmā requested to come, will go to Vaikuṇṭha. Invisible to all, I will come to Badarikāśrama with a portion of Arjuna. Since Uddhava, the chief of my dear devotees, endowed with all of my attractive qualities and similar form, has been assigned to you who long to see my perfect form, he should stay in Badarikāśrama to give knowledge to the world.”
Uddhava reached Badarikasrama and entered trance to satisfy the Lord. Pilgrimage culminates not in sightseeing but in sustained absorption. Wherever you end up traveling, complete it with deep silent service.
Reflection Questions
  • When you reach a holy place, do you also enter the silence that the place is meant to evoke?
  • What 'trance to satisfy the Lord' would look like in your version of pilgrimage?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.33

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विदुरोऽप्युद्धवाच्छ्रुत्वा कृष्णस्य परमात्मन: । क्रीडयोपात्तदेहस्य कर्माणि श्लाघितानि च ॥ ३३ ॥
viduro ’py uddhavāc chrutvā
[viduro ’py uddhavaach chrutvaa]
kṛṣṇasya paramātmanaḥ
[krishnasya paramaatmanah]
krīḍayopātta-dehasya
[kreedayopaatta-dehasya]
karmāṇi ślāghitāni ca
[karmaani shlaaghitaani cha]
viduraḥ — Vidura api — also uddhavāt — from the source of Uddhava śrutvā — having heard kṛṣṇasya — of Lord Kṛṣṇa parama-ātmanaḥ — of the Supersoul krīḍayā — for the sake of pastimes in the mortal world upātta — extraordinarily accepted dehasya — of the body karmāṇi — transcendental activities ślāghitāni — most glorious ca — also.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
viduro ’py uddhavāc chrutvā
viduraḥ
Vidura
kṛṣṇasya paramātmanaḥ
api
also
uddhavāt
from the source of Uddhava
śrutvā
having heard
krīḍayopātta-dehasya
kṛṣṇasya
of Lord Kṛṣṇa
parama-ātmanaḥ
of the Supersoul
krīḍayā
for the sake of pastimes in the mortal world
upātta
extraordinarily accepted
dehasya
of the body
karmāṇi ślāghitāni ca
karmāṇi
transcendental activities
ślāghitāni
most glorious
ca
also.
Vidura also heard from Uddhava about the appearance and disappearance of Lord Kṛṣṇa, the Supersoul, in the mortal world, which is a subject matter sought after with great perseverance by the great sages.

The subject matter of the appearance and disappearance of the Supersoul, Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa, is a mystery even for the great sages. The word paramātmanaḥ is significant in this verse. An ordinary living being is generally called the ātmā, but Lord Kṛṣṇa is never an ordinary living being because He is paramātmā, the Supersoul. Yet His appearance as one of the human beings and His disappearance again from the mortal world are subject matters for the research workers who execute research work with great perseverance. Such subject matters are certainly of increasing interest because the researchers have to search out the transcendental abode of the Lord, which He enters after finishing His pastimes in the mortal world. But even the great sages have no information that beyond the material sky is the spiritual sky where Śrī Kṛṣṇa eternally resides with His associates, although at the same time He exhibits His pastimes in the mortal world in all the universes one after another. This fact is confirmed in Brahma-saṁhitā (5.37) : goloka eva nivasaty akhilātma-bhūtaḥ. “The Lord, by His inconceivable potency, resides in His eternal abode, Goloka, yet at the same time, as the Supersoul, He is present everywhere — in both the spiritual and material skies — by His multivarieties of manifestation.” Therefore His appearance and disappearance are simultaneously going on, and no one can say definitely which of them is the beginning and which is the end. His eternal pastimes have no beginning or end, and one has to learn of them from the pure devotee only and not waste valuable time in so-called research work.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
O Parīkṣit! Hearing from Uddhava the glorious activities of Kṛṣṇa, Paramātmā, who has a body for pastimes, and hearing of disappearance of the Yadus which increases the faith of the intelligent and is incomprehensible to unintelligent person who are like animals, Vidura, overcome with love for the Lord, thinking that he was remembered by the Kṛṣṇa, began to weep when Uddhava had departed. Kṛṣṇa has permanently accepted (upa ātta) a body because of his pastimes. He is dependent on his līlā-śakti. By that śakti his body appears and disappears. By means of this śakti, the bodies of the Yadus (dhīrānām) were offered (nyāsam) to the unmanifest form of Dvārakā. And also hearing about giving up bodies in Prabhāsa (indicated by the word ca), Vidura became firm in heart (dhairya-vardhanam). Or dhairya-vardhanam can mean the disappearance caused him to lose self-control, since vardha means to cut. These disappearances are difficult to understand for others who are not devotees, such as yogīs. The yogīs cannot understand how the Lord can disappear in one place and a giving up his bodies in another place as a show for the common people. Because those people are not devotees they are called animals. Viklavātmanām means those with disturbed minds.
Even great sages strive to grasp how Krsna appears and disappears. Do not be discouraged when the mystery resists you; the chase itself sanctifies. Keep meditating on it; the search is the spiritual life.
Reflection Questions
  • What mystery of Krsna's pastimes have you given up on understanding, and could you re-enter the inquiry?
  • How can you let unsolved questions sharpen rather than dull your devotion?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.34

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देहन्यासं च तस्यैवं धीराणां धैर्यवर्धनम् । अन्येषां दुष्करतरं पशूनां विक्लवात्मनाम् ॥ ३४ ॥
deha-nyāsaṁ ca tasyaivaṁ
[deha-nyaasam cha tasyaivam]
dhīrāṇāṁ dhairya-vardhanam
[dheeraanaam dhairya-vardhanam]
anyeṣāṁ duṣkarataraṁ
[anyeshaam dushkarataram]
paśūnāṁ viklavātmanām
[pashoonaam viklavaatmanaam]
deha-nyāsam — entering the body ca — also tasya — His evam — also dhīrāṇām — of great sages dhairya — perseverance vardhanam — increasing anyeṣām — for others duṣkara-taram — very difficult to ascertain paśūnām — of the beasts viklava — disturbed ātmanām — of such a mind.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
deha-nyāsaṁ ca tasyaivaṁ
deha-nyāsam
entering the body
ca
also
tasya
His
evam
also
dhīrāṇāṁ dhairya-vardhanam
dhīrāṇām
of great sages
dhairya
perseverance
vardhanam
increasing
anyeṣāṁ duṣkarataraṁ
anyeṣām
for others
duṣkara-taram
very difficult to ascertain
paśūnāṁ viklavātmanām
paśūnām
of the beasts
viklava
disturbed
ātmanām
of such a mind.
The Lord’s glorious acts and His acceptance of various transcendental forms for the performance of extraordinary pastimes in the mortal world are very difficult for anyone other than His devotees to understand, and for the beasts they are simply a mental disturbance.

The transcendental forms and pastimes of the Lord, as described in Bhagavad-gītā, are difficult subject matters for those who are not devotees to understand. The Lord never reveals Himself to persons like the jñānīs and yogīs. And there are others who, because of their envying the Lord from the bottom of their hearts, are classified amongst the beasts, and for such envious beasts the subject matter of the Lord’s appearance and disappearance is simply a mental disturbance. As confirmed in Bhagavad-gītā (7.15) , the miscreants who are simply concerned with material enjoyment, who work very hard like beasts of burden, can hardly know the Personality of Godhead at any stage due to āsurika-bhāva, or a spirit of revolt against the Supreme Lord.

The transcendental bodily expansions manifested by the Lord for His pastimes in the mortal world, and the appearance and disappearance of such transcendental expansions, are difficult subject matters, and those who are not devotees are advised not to discuss the Lord’s appearance and disappearance, lest they commit further offenses at the lotus feet of the Lord. The more they discuss the transcendental appearance and disappearance of the Lord in the asuric spirit, the more they enter into the darkest region of hell, as stated in Bhagavad-gītā (16.20) . Anyone who is against the transcendental loving service of the Lord is more or less a beastly creature, as confirmed in this verse of Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
O Parīkṣit! Hearing from Uddhava the glorious activities of Kṛṣṇa, Paramātmā, who has a body for pastimes, and hearing of disappearance of the Yadus which increases the faith of the intelligent and is incomprehensible to unintelligent person who are like animals, Vidura, overcome with love for the Lord, thinking that he was remembered by the Kṛṣṇa, began to weep when Uddhava had departed. Kṛṣṇa has permanently accepted (upa ātta) a body because of his pastimes. He is dependent on his līlā-śakti. By that śakti his body appears and disappears. By means of this śakti, the bodies of the Yadus (dhīrānām) were offered (nyāsam) to the unmanifest form of Dvārakā. And also hearing about giving up bodies in Prabhāsa (indicated by the word ca), Vidura became firm in heart (dhairya-vardhanam). Or dhairya-vardhanam can mean the disappearance caused him to lose self-control, since vardha means to cut. These disappearances are difficult to understand for others who are not devotees, such as yogīs. The yogīs cannot understand how the Lord can disappear in one place and a giving up his bodies in another place as a show for the common people. Because those people are not devotees they are called animals. Viklavātmanām means those with disturbed minds.
Non-devotees experience the Lord's pastimes as mental disturbance; devotees taste them as nectar. The same content reads opposite based on the reader's heart. Cultivate the heart and the text rewrites itself.
Reflection Questions
  • Which scriptures still feel like disturbance to you, and what does that reveal about your inner state?
  • What inner change would you need so today's nectar can actually taste like nectar?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.35

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आत्मानं च कुरुश्रेष्ठ कृष्णेन मनसेक्षितम् । ध्यायन् गते भागवते रुरोद प्रेमविह्वल: ॥ ३५ ॥
ātmānaṁ ca kuru-śreṣṭha
[aatmaanam cha kuru-shreshtha]
kṛṣṇena manasekṣitam
[krishnena manasekshitam]
dhyāyan gate bhāgavate
[dhyaayan gate bhaagavate]
ruroda prema-vihvalaḥ
[ruroda prema-vihvalah]
ātmānam — himself ca — also kuru-śreṣṭha — O best amongst the Kurus kṛṣṇena — by Kṛṣṇa manasā — by the mind īkṣitam — remembered dhyāyan — thus thinking of gate — having gone bhāgavate — of the devotee ruroda — cried loudly prema-vihvalaḥ — overwhelmed by the ecstasy of love.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ātmānaṁ ca kuru-śreṣṭha
ātmānam
himself
ca
also
kuru-śreṣṭha
O best amongst the Kurus
kṛṣṇena manasekṣitam
kṛṣṇena
by Kṛṣṇa
manasā
by the mind
īkṣitam
remembered
dhyāyan gate bhāgavate
dhyāyan
thus thinking of
gate
having gone
bhāgavate
of the devotee
ruroda prema-vihvalaḥ
ruroda
cried loudly
prema-vihvalaḥ
overwhelmed by the ecstasy of love.
Understanding that he was remembered by Lord Kṛṣṇa [while quitting this world], Vidura began to cry loudly, overwhelmed by the ecstasy of love.

Vidura was overwhelmed by the ecstasy of love when he understood that Lord Kṛṣṇa, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, thought of him at the last moment. Although he thought of himself as insignificant, he was remembered by the Lord, by His causeless mercy. Vidura accepted this as a great favor, and thus he cried. This crying is the last word in the progressive path of devotional service. One who can cry for the Lord in love is certainly successful in the line of devotional service.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
O Parīkṣit! Hearing from Uddhava the glorious activities of Kṛṣṇa, Paramātmā, who has a body for pastimes, and hearing of disappearance of the Yadus which increases the faith of the intelligent and is incomprehensible to unintelligent person who are like animals, Vidura, overcome with love for the Lord, thinking that he was remembered by the Kṛṣṇa, began to weep when Uddhava had departed. Kṛṣṇa has permanently accepted (upa ātta) a body because of his pastimes. He is dependent on his līlā-śakti. By that śakti his body appears and disappears. By means of this śakti, the bodies of the Yadus (dhīrānām) were offered (nyāsam) to the unmanifest form of Dvārakā. And also hearing about giving up bodies in Prabhāsa (indicated by the word ca), Vidura became firm in heart (dhairya-vardhanam). Or dhairya-vardhanam can mean the disappearance caused him to lose self-control, since vardha means to cut. These disappearances are difficult to understand for others who are not devotees, such as yogīs. The yogīs cannot understand how the Lord can disappear in one place and a giving up his bodies in another place as a show for the common people. Because those people are not devotees they are called animals. Viklavātmanām means those with disturbed minds.
Vidura wept on learning the Lord had remembered him at the last moment. Crying for the Lord is described as the culmination of devotion. If your eyes never wet for Him, your sadhana has more depth to find.
Reflection Questions
  • When did you last cry for Krsna, and what brought it on?
  • What practice could soften your heart so tears become available again?
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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 3.4.36

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कालिन्द्या: कतिभि: सिद्ध अहोभिर्भरतर्षभ । प्रापद्यत स्व:सरितं यत्र मित्रासुतो मुनि: ॥ ३६ ॥
kālindyāḥ katibhiḥ siddha
[kaalindyaah katibhih siddha]
ahobhir bharatarṣabha
[ahobhir bharatarshabha]
prāpadyata svaḥ-saritaṁ
[praapadyata svah-saritam]
yatra mitrā-suto muniḥ
[yatra mitraa-suto munih]
kālindyāḥ — on the bank of the Yamunā katibhiḥ — a few siddhe — being so passed ahobhiḥ — days bharata-ṛṣabha — O best of the Bharata dynasty prāpadyata — reached svaḥ-saritam — the celestial water of the Ganges yatra — where mitrā-sutaḥ — the son of Mitrā muniḥ — sage.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
kālindyāḥ katibhiḥ siddha
kālindyāḥ
on the bank of the Yamunā
katibhiḥ
a few
siddhe
being so passed
ahobhir bharatarṣabha
ahobhiḥ
days
bharata-ṛṣabha
O best of the Bharata dynasty
prāpadyata svaḥ-saritaṁ
prāpadyata
reached
svaḥ-saritam
the celestial water of the Ganges
yatra mitrā-suto muniḥ
yatra
where
mitrā-sutaḥ
the son of Mitrā
muniḥ
sage.
After passing a few days on the bank of the river Yamunā, Vidura, the self-realized soul, reached the bank of the Ganges, where the great sage Maitreya was situated.

Thus end the Bhaktivedanta purports of the Third Canto, Fourth Chapter, of the Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam, entitled “Vidura Approaches Maitreya.”

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
O best of the Kurus,Parīkṣit! The great devotee Vidura, after spending a few days on the bank of the Yamunā River, departed from there and went to the Gaṅgā, where Maitreya dwelled. Spending (siddhe) several days near the Yamunā, he went to the Gaṅgā. Thus ends the commentary on Fourth Chapter of the Third Canto of the Bhāgavatam for the pleasure of the devotees, in accordance with the previous ācāryas. Chapter Five Maitreya Describes Creation 3.5: Vidura's Talks with Maitreya 5. Vidura's Talks with Maitreya
Vidura, the self-realized soul, traveled to where Maitreya was located. Even realized souls keep moving toward higher teachings. Stay on the road; spiritual life is not a place of settling but a steady journey to deeper teachers.
Reflection Questions
  • Where have you settled spiritually, thinking your current level is the destination?
  • Who is the next teacher you should be moving toward, even if it requires travel and discomfort?
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