Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 10.13.28
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
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sa-rāmaḥ
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along with Balarāma
Compound: sa (with) + Rāma (Balarāma). The first explicit mention of Balarāma in this episode. Gauḍīyas note the timing: only the elder brother, who shares Kṛṣṇa's divinity, is the right witness for what is about to be perceived.
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cārayan vatsān
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while pasturing the calves
Phrase: cārayan (causing to move/graze) + vatsa (calves). The līlā continues its ordinary cover even as it nears its great revelation. Gauḍīyas treasure such doubled scenes — divine knowledge about to break inside ordinary herding.
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tri-yāmāsu
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in the nights
Compound: tri (three) + yāma (watch). The night is divided into three yāmas — three watches of four hours each. Bhāgavata's poetic word for 'night.' The numerical precision is one of the verse's marks of authenticity.
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apūraṇīṣu
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(those) not being completed
Locative plural present participle of a + √pṝ (to fill). Paired in the verse with hāyana (year): the year was incomplete by five or six nights. Gauḍīyas read this precise timing as setting up Brahmā's return at the exact moment the year ends — the līlā is choreographed to the day.
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ajaḥ
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Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa (the unborn)
Same word, aja, that names Brahmā in verse 15. The Bhāgavatam plays with it: both are 'unborn' — one as creator-by-grace, one as svayaṁ-bhagavān. Gauḍīyas treasure the wordplay: the real aja is about to disclose Himself.
Up to this time, even Balarāma was captivated by the bewilderment that covered Brahmā. Even Balarāma did not know that all the calves and cowherd boys were expansions of Kṛṣṇa or that He Himself was also an expansion of Kṛṣṇa. This was disclosed to Balarāma just five or six days before the completion of the year.
This verse shows that in this pastime even Baladeva became bewildered. It happened five or six nights before the completion of one year (hayana puranisu panca-sasu tri yamasu. Three yamas equal one night).
And indefinite number “five or six days” is mentioned because Śukadeva was bewildered by prema. Rāma means “he who gives pleasure to Kṛṣṇa and the other boys.” Though Kṛṣṇa usually went to the forest with Balarāma, by going with him on this occasion Kṛṣṇa had a specific purpose. Out of great affection Kṛṣṇa wanted to enlighten him about the truth of the pastime. Otherwise when Brahmā came after a year, by hiding the truth from Balarāma, he could not experience complete joy. The reason for Balarāma not understanding previously is mentioned. Kṛṣṇa, without being born (ajaḥ) to them, had become the sons of all the gopīs. But now he would reveal the truth. That meaning is suggested.
Rāmaḥ means he who gives pleasure to Kṛṣṇa and others. Though Kṛṣṇa usually went to the forest with Balarāma, by going with him on this occasion Kṛṣṇa had a specific purpose. Out of great affection Kṛṣṇa wanted to enlighten him about the truth about his disguised forms. Otherwise when Brahmā came after a year, by hiding the truth from Balarāma, he could not experience complete joy. Or in orderr to hide truth for a year, generally he did not take Balarāma. They entered thick forest near Govardhana. He was not born from a womb but simply manifested himself in this world (ajaḥ). But though he did come from a womb, he was a son. Or ajaḥ can mean “he does not clearly manifest himself.” He coveres himself by his pastimes.
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- What truth have I been told repeatedly but not yet 'seen' — and what might soften me to see it?
- Where am I rushing to a realization that, like Balarāma's, has its own appointed hour?
Like a teacher who has been quietly grading the same essay submitted by a hundred students in a hundred disguises for a year and now, days before publishing the results, returns to the meadow with His one true witness — Kṛṣṇa leads Balarāma into the forest. The līlā is about to reveal itself first to the One who can be told.
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Source: vedabase.io