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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 9.13.10

देहं नावरुरुत्सेऽहं दु:खशोकभयावहम् । सर्वत्रास्य यतो मृत्युर्मत्स्यानामुदके यथा ॥ १० ॥
dehaṁ nāvarurutse ’haṁ
[deham naavarurutse ’ham]
duḥkha-śoka-bhayāvaham
[duhkha-shoka-bhayaavaham]
sarvatrāsya yato mṛtyur
[sarvatraasya yato mrityur]
matsyānām udake yathā
[matsyaanaam udake yathaa]
deham — a material body na — not avarurutse — desire to accept aham — I duḥkha-śoka-bhaya-āvaham — which is the cause of all kinds of distress, lamentation and fear sarvatra — always and everywhere within this universe asya — of the living entities who have accepted material bodies yataḥ — because mṛtyuḥ — death matsyānām — of the fish udake — living within the water yathā — like.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
dehaṁ nāvarurutse ’haṁ
deham
a material body
na
not
avarurutse
desire to accept
duḥkha-śoka-bhayāvaham
aham
I
duḥkha-śoka-bhaya-āvaham
which is the cause of all kinds of distress, lamentation and fear
sarvatrāsya yato mṛtyur
sarvatra
always and everywhere within this universe
asya
of the living entities who have accepted material bodies
yataḥ
because
mṛtyuḥ
death
matsyānām udake yathā
matsyānām
of the fish
udake
living within the water
yathā
like.
I do not wish to accept a material body, for such a body is the source of all distress, lamentation and fear, everywhere in the universe, just as it is for a fish in the water, which lives always in anxiety because of fear of death.

The material body, whether in the higher or lower planetary system, is destined to die. In the lower planetary system or lower species of life one may die soon, and in the higher planets or higher species one may live for a long, long time, but death is inevitable. This fact should be understood. In the human form of life one should take the opportunity to put an end to birth, death, old age and disease by performing tapasya. This is the aim of human civilization: to stop the repetition of birth and death, which is called mṛtyu-saṁsāra-vartmani. This can be done only when one is Kṛṣṇa conscious, or has achieved the service of the lotus feet of the Lord. Otherwise one must rot in this material world and accept a material body subject to birth, death, old age and disease.

The example given here is that water is a very nice place for a fish, but the fish is never free from anxiety about death, since big fish are always eager to eat the small fish. Phalgūni tatra mahatām: all living entities are eaten by bigger living entities. This is the way of material nature.

ahastāni sahastānām apadāni catuṣ-padām phalgūni tatra mahatāṁ jīvo jīvasya jīvanam

“Those who are devoid of hands are prey for those who have hands; those devoid of legs are prey for the four-legged. The weak are the subsistence of the strong, and the general rule holds that one living being is food for another.” ( Bhāg. 1.13.47 ) The Supreme Personality of Godhead has created the material world in such a way that one living entity is food for another. Thus there is a struggle for existence, but although we speak of survival of the fittest, no one can escape death without becoming a devotee of the Lord. Hariṁ vinā naiva sṛtiṁ taranti: one cannot escape the cycle of birth and death without becoming a devotee. This is also confirmed in Bhagavad-gītā (9.3) . Aprāpya māṁ nivartante mṛtyu-saṁsāra-vartmani. One who does not attain shelter at the lotus feet of Kṛṣṇa must certainly wander up and down within the cycle of birth and death.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
I do not wish to accept a material body, for such a body is the source of all distress, lamentation and fear everywhere in the universe, just a fish in water will die from other aquatics. I do not desire to accept a body. Even in water the fish dies from other water creatures. Other creatures in other places also die by their very nature.
Related verses
Nimi compares embodied life to a fish's anxious life underwater — always under threat of death. Higher and lower planets alike are temporary, and pretending otherwise is the fundamental confusion.
Reflection Questions
  • Where am I spending major life energy improving a 'water' I will eventually have to leave?
  • What practice could I begin today that treats my embodied life as temporary?
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