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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 5.8.25

किं वाऽऽत्मजविश्लेषज्वरदवदहनशिखाभिरुपतप्यमानहृदयस्थलनलिनीकं मामुपसृतमृगीतनयं शिशिरशान्तानुरागगुणितनिजवदनसलिलामृतमयगभस्तिभि: स्वधयतीति च ॥ २५ ॥
kiṁ vātmaja-viśleṣa-jvara-dava-dahana-śikhābhir upatapyamāna-hṛdaya-sthala-nalinīkaṁ mām upasṛta-mṛgī-tanayaṁ śiśira-śāntānurāga-guṇita-nija-vadana-salilāmṛtamaya-gabhastibhiḥ svadhayatīti ca.
[kim vaatmaja-vishlesha-jvara-dava-dahana-shikhaabhir upatapyamaana-hridaya-sthala-nalineekam maam upasrita-mrigee-tanayam shishira-shaantaanuraaga-gunita-nija-vadana-salilaamritamaya-gabhastibhih svadhayateeti cha.]
kim vā — or it may be ātma-ja — from the son viśleṣa — because of separation jvara — the heat dava-dahana — of the forest fire śikhābhiḥ — by the flames upatapyamāna — being burned hṛdaya — the heart sthala-nalinīkam — compared to a red lotus flower mām — unto me upasṛta-mṛgī-tanayam — to whom the son of the deer was so submissive śiśira-śānta — which is so peaceful and cool anurāga — out of love guṇita — flowing nija-vadana-salila — the water from its mouth amṛta-maya — as good as nectar gabhastibhiḥ — by the rays of the moon svadhayati — is giving me pleasure iti — thus ca — and.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
kiṁ vātmaja-viśleṣa-jvara-dava-dahana-śikhābhir upatapyamāna-hṛdaya-sthala-nalinīkaṁ mām upasṛta-mṛgī-tanayaṁ śiśira-śāntānurāga-guṇita-nija-vadana-salilāmṛtamaya-gabhastibhiḥ svadhayatīti ca.
kim vā
or it may be
ātma-ja
from the son
viśleṣa
because of separation
jvara
the heat
dava-dahana
of the forest fire
śikhābhiḥ
by the flames
upatapyamāna
being burned
hṛdaya
the heart
sthala-nalinīkam
compared to a red lotus flower
mām
unto me
upasṛta-mṛgī-tanayam
to whom the son of the deer was so submissive
śiśira-śānta
which is so peaceful and cool
anurāga
out of love
guṇita
flowing
nija-vadana-salila
the water from its mouth
amṛta-maya
as good as nectar
gabhastibhiḥ
by the rays of the moon
svadhayati
is giving me pleasure
iti
thus
ca
and.
After perceiving the moonshine, Mahārāja Bharata continued speaking like a crazy person. He said: The deer’s son was so submissive and dear to me that due to its separation I am feeling separation from my own son. Due to the burning fever of this separation, I am suffering as if inflamed by a forest fire. My heart, which is like the lily of the land, is now burning. Seeing me so distressed, the moon is certainly splashing its shining nectar upon me — just as a friend throws water on another friend who has a high fever. In this way, the moon is bringing me happiness.

According to Āyurvedic treatment, it is said that if one has a high fever, someone should splash him with water after gargling this water. In this way the fever subsides. Although Bharata Mahārāja was very aggrieved due to the separation of his so-called son, the deer, he thought that the moon was splashing gargled water on him from its mouth and that this water would subdue his high fever, which was raging due to separation from the deer.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
When will the moon give me pleasure by its rays of cool, peaceful nectar flowing from its mouth out of attraction for me as I pursue the deer, while my heart, like a land lotus, burns with the feverish flames of the forest fire of separation from my son? Noticing that the rays of the moon are burning him, he expresses his desire. “In separation from my son the cool rays of the moon have become hot. Ah! When will the time come when the young deer will come back to me? The moon will then cool me down.” Will the moon turn me, who pursues the deer, into nectar (sudhayati)? [Note: This is an alternate version. ] Will it turn me into nectar by inundating my limbs burning in separation from the deer with its nectar, by its rays made of nectar flowing as water constantly from its mouth, cool and peaceful, intensified by attraction for me? The verb sudhāyati is formed by taking sudhāvat (like nectar) and dropping the suffix vat according to the rule vinmator luk (Pāṇini 5.3.65) Just as persons skilful in mantras cool fever by applying water from their mouths, the moon should apply water from its mouth on me. Another version has upasṛta-mṛgī-tanayaḥ. The meaning would then be “When will the deer pacify me out of affection by the touch of his mouth on my limbs?”
Separation pain can grow so intense that it imagines comforts that are not really happening. Even the moon's light becomes 'healing gargle water.' The mind under loss invents its own consolations, and they are often unreliable.
Reflection Questions
  • What 'comfort' are you inventing to ease a separation when the only real comfort would be to return to the Lord?
  • Where are you confusing pleasant imagination with actual healing?
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