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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 4.9.31

अहो बत ममानात्म्यं मन्दभाग्यस्य पश्यत भवच्छिद: पादमूलं गत्वायाचे यदन्तवत् ॥ ३१ ॥
aho bata mamānātmyaṁ
[aho bata mamaanaatmyam]
manda-bhāgyasya paśyata
[manda-bhaagyasya pashyata]
bhava-cchidaḥ pāda-mūlaṁ
[bhava-chchidah paada-moolam]
gatvā yāce yad antavat
[gatvaa yaache yad antavat]
aho — oh bata — alas mama — my anātmyam — bodily consciousness manda-bhāgyasya — of the unfortunate paśyata — just see bhava — material existence chidaḥ — of the Lord, who can cut off pāda-mūlam — the lotus feet gatvā — having approached yāce — I prayed for yat — that which anta-vat — perishable.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
aho bata mamānātmyaṁ
aho
oh
bata
alas
mama
my
anātmyam
bodily consciousness
manda-bhāgyasya paśyata
manda-bhāgyasya
of the unfortunate
paśyata
just see
bhava-cchidaḥ pāda-mūlaṁ
bhava
material existence
chidaḥ
of the Lord, who can cut off
pāda-mūlam
the lotus feet
gatvā yāce yad antavat
gatvā
having approached
yāce
I prayed for
yat
that which
anta-vat
perishable.
Alas, just look at me! I am so unfortunate. I approached the lotus feet of the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who can immediately cut the chain of the repetition of birth and death, but still, out of my foolishness, I prayed for things which are perishable.

The word anātmyam is very significant in this verse. Ātmā means “the soul,” and anātmya means “without any conception of the soul.” Śrīla Ṛṣabhadeva instructed his sons that unless a human being comes to the point of understanding the ātmā, or spiritual position, whatever he does is ignorance, and this brings only defeat in his life. Dhruva Mahārāja regrets his unfortunate position, for although he approached the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who is always able to give His devotee the highest benediction of cessation of the repetition of birth and death, which is impossible for any demigod to offer, he foolishly wanted something perishable. When Hiraṇyakaśipu asked immortality from Lord Brahmā, Lord Brahmā expressed his inability to offer such a benediction because he himself is not immortal; therefore immortality, or complete cessation of the chain of repeated birth and death, can be offered by the Supreme Lord, the Personality of Godhead Himself, not by others. Hariṁ vinā na mṛtiṁ taranti. It is said that without the blessings of Hari, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, no one can stop the continuous chain of birth and death within this material world. Therefore the Supreme Lord is also called bhava-cchit. The Vaiṣṇava philosophy in the process of Kṛṣṇa consciousness prohibits the devotee from all kinds of material aspirations. A Vaiṣṇava devotee should always be anyābhilāṣitā-śūnya, free from all material aspirations for the results of fruitive activities or empiric philosophical speculation. Dhruva Mahārāja was actually initiated by Nārada Muni, the greatest Vaiṣṇava, in the chanting of oṁ namo bhagavate vāsudevāya. This mantra is a viṣṇu-mantra, for by practicing the chanting of this mantra one is elevated to the Viṣṇuloka. Dhruva Mahārāja regrets that although he was initiated in the viṣṇu-mantra by a Vaiṣṇava, he still aspired for material benefits. That was another cause for lamentation. Although he got the result of the viṣṇu-mantra by the causeless mercy of the Lord, he lamented how foolish he was to have strived for material benefits while practicing devotional service. In other words, every one of us who is engaged in devotional service in Kṛṣṇa consciousness should be completely free from all material aspirations. Otherwise we will have to lament like Dhruva Mahārāja.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
See the foolishness of this unfortunate person! Having attained the lotus feet of the Lord who destroys material existence, I prayed for what is the perishable. Anātmyam means that which is devoid of ātmā, the state of ignorance. Thought the devotee does not ask, the Lord destroys material existence for the devotee. I attained his lotus feet, just by having received Vaiṣṇava dikṣa. I prayed to attain what I had vowed, which is temporary. That is my fault. The Lord, however, by his mercy, gave me a place which is not temporary (verse 25).
I approached the Lord who can cut birth and death and asked only for perishable things — what a fool. Recognition of one's foolishness in the presence of grace is itself a higher state than the original ignorance.
Reflection Questions
  • What perishable thing did I last petition the Lord for instead of the imperishable?
  • Can I let recognition of past smallness shift my next prayer?
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