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Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 11.3.32

क्व‍‍चिद् रुदन्त्यच्युतचिन्तया क्व‍‍चि- द्धसन्ति नन्दन्ति वदन्त्यलौकिका: । नृत्यन्ति गायन्त्यनुशीलयन्त्यजं भवन्ति तूष्णीं परमेत्य निवृता: ॥ ३२ ॥
kvacid rudanty acyuta-cintayā kvacid
[kvachid rudanty achyuta-chintayaa kvachid]
dhasanti nandanti vadanty alaukikāḥ
[dhasanti nandanti vadanty alaukikaah]
nṛtyanti gāyanty anuśīlayanty ajaṁ
[nrityanti gaayanty anusheelayanty ajam]
bhavanti tūṣṇīṁ param etya nirvṛtāḥ
[bhavanti tooshneem param etya nirvritaah]
kvacit — sometimes rudanti — they cry acyuta — of the infallible Supreme Lord cintayā — by the thought kvacit — sometimes hasanti — they laugh nandanti — take great pleasure vadanti — speak alaukikāḥ — acting amazingly nṛtyanti — they dance gāyanti — sing anuśīlayanti — and imitate ajam — the unborn bhavanti — they become tūṣṇīm — silent param — the Supreme etya — obtaining nirvṛtāḥ — freed from distress.
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
kvacid rudanty acyuta-cintayā kvacid
kvacit
sometimes
rudanti
they cry
acyuta
of the infallible Supreme Lord
cintayā
by the thought
kvacit
sometimes
dhasanti nandanti vadanty alaukikāḥ
hasanti
they laugh
nandanti
take great pleasure
vadanti
speak
alaukikāḥ
acting amazingly
nṛtyanti gāyanty anuśīlayanty ajaṁ
nṛtyanti
they dance
gāyanti
sing
anuśīlayanti
and imitate
ajam
the unborn
bhavanti tūṣṇīṁ param etya nirvṛtāḥ
bhavanti
they become
tūṣṇīm
silent
param
the Supreme
etya
obtaining
nirvṛtāḥ
freed from distress.
Having achieved love of Godhead, the devotees sometimes weep loudly, absorbed in thought of the infallible Lord. Sometimes they laugh, feel great pleasure, speak out loud to the Lord, dance or sing. Such devotees, having transcended material, conditioned life, sometimes imitate the unborn Supreme by acting out His pastimes. And sometimes, achieving His personal audience, they remain peaceful and silent.

Śrīla Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura has explained the symptoms of love of Godhead. Rudanti: The devotees cry, thinking, “Another day has passed, and still I could not obtain Kṛṣṇa. Then what will I do, where will I go, from whom shall I inquire, and who can possibly help me reach Kṛṣṇa?” Hasanti: It is late at night, the sky is dark, and Kṛṣṇa is determined to steal from the house of one of the elderly gopīs. He is hiding underneath a tree in the corner of the courtyard belonging to one of the cowherd men. Although Kṛṣṇa thinks that He is completely concealed, He suddenly hears a voice from one of the elderly members of the family. “Who are You there? Who are You? I say.” Thus Kṛṣṇa has been caught, and He begins to flee the courtyard. When this humorous scene is revealed to the devotee, the devotee begins to laugh heartily. Nandanti: When Kṛṣṇa actually reveals His transcendental form to the devotee, the devotee experiences the highest transcendental bliss. Vadanti: The devotee says to the Lord, “O Kṛṣṇa, after so many days I have finally achieved You.”

When all of the devotee’s senses are absorbed in Śrī Kṛṣṇa, the devotee has successfully transcended the material condition of life. This is indicated by the word alaukikāḥ. Alaukikāḥ, or the transcendental platform, is explained by the Lord in Bhagavad-gītā (14.26) :

mām ca yo ’vyabhicāreṇa bhakti-yogena sevate sa guṇān samatītyaitān brahma-bhūyāya kalpate

“One who engages in full devotional service, who does not fall down in any circumstance, at once transcends the modes of material nature and thus comes to the level of Brahman.”

According to Śrīla Śrīdhara Svāmī, ajaṁ harim, anuśīlayanti tal-līlām abhinayanti: “ Anuśīlayanti indicates that out of extreme ecstasy the devotees sometimes imitate or act out the pastimes of the Supreme Lord.” This ecstatic symptom was manifested by the gopīs in Vṛndāvana during Kṛṣṇa’s absence.

In verse 21 of this chapter it was stated that one who has understood that there is no happiness either on earth or in material heaven must surrender at the lotus feet of a bona fide spiritual master. Tasmād guruṁ prapadyeta jijñāsuḥ śreya uttamam. The following verses gave many detailed instructions regarding the activities of a bona fide disciple. Now this verse is describing the mature fruit of devotional service, namely, pure love of Godhead. Everyone has the opportunity to come to this platform of transcendental bliss by taking the dust of the lotus feet of Kṛṣṇa’s representative on his head. One should give up the mentality of envy and false prestige and humbly take shelter of the mercy of the Supreme Personality of Godhead. The spiritual master is to be considered the incarnation of the Lord’s mercy. There is absolutely no doubt that a sincere soul who serves a bona fide spiritual master will achieve the highest perfection of life ( śreya uttamam ). He will enjoy eternal bliss and knowledge in the personal abode of the Lord.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Viśvanātha Cakravartī Ṭhākura Gauḍīya
Translation
Sometimes they weep, because of thoughts of the Lord. Sometimes they laugh, become joyful, or speak without regard for society. They dance, sing, and concentrate their senses on Kṛṣṇa. Having attained the Lord and experiencing bliss, they remain silent. Sometimes they weep. “Today I did not achieve Kṛṣṇa. What will I do? Where will I go? Who should I ask? Who will give Kṛṣṇa to me?” Sometimes they laugh. Kṛṣṇa hides himself at the base of tree in the yard of a cowherd man in the night in order to steal his wife. When the elders say, “Who are you?” Kṛṣṇa begins to flee. Seeing this pastime of Kṛṣṇa, they laugh. They become blissful on attaining realization of his form. They say, “O Lord! After so many days I have attained you.” They remain without regard for society (alaukikāḥ). They make Kṛṣṇa the object of their senses. Having attained the Lord, being full of bliss, they remain silent.
Mature bhakti erupts as weeping, laughter, dancing, speaking to Kṛṣṇa, and silent stillness — love of Godhead is the visible fruit of sincere shelter at guru's feet.
Practical Applications
  • Today, when alone, speak one sentence aloud to Kṛṣṇa as though He were across the room — break the habit of keeping Him abstract.
  • Notice when you suppress a tear, a laugh, or a quiet awe during japa or hearing — let one such symptom pass without your editing it.
  • Refuse to manufacture ecstatic symptoms; instead, identify one act of envy or false prestige to surrender at the spiritual master's feet this week.
Reflection Questions
  • Which of these symptoms — rudanti, hasanti, nandanti, vadanti, tūṣṇīṁ — feels most foreign to me, and what does that reveal about where my bhakti is stuck?
  • What in my life still tells me happiness is available either on earth or in heaven, keeping me from the surrender this verse rests on?
For Each Age Group
youth
  • When a song, a verse, or a quiet moment of awe arises in your day, resist the urge to immediately post or share it — let it stay between you and Kṛṣṇa for one full day.
  • Pick one trusted senior practitioner whose character you respect and ask them one real question about their inner life — begin the habit of taking shelter rather than figuring it out alone.
  • Notice the next time you perform an emotion online for approval; contrast that with one minute of genuine, unwitnessed calling out to Kṛṣṇa before sleep.
householder
  • In the middle of a chaotic family day, speak one short sentence aloud to Kṛṣṇa about what is actually happening — let your bhakti enter the kitchen and the commute, not only the altar room.
  • When you next feel envy of a colleague's success or false prestige in your own, bring it specifically to your guru or a senior Vaiṣṇava — this is the soil this verse is grown in.
  • Choose one practice — a fixed round count, an evening offering of the day, a Bhāgavatam verse — and hold it through the resistance that says, 'Nothing is happening,' trusting the mature fruit takes its own time.
senior
  • Let yourself weep, laugh, or sit silently with Kṛṣṇa without policing whether it 'looks' like proper sādhana for someone your age — these symptoms are not undignified, they are the goal.
  • Spend less time correcting younger devotees' theology and more time letting them see what shelter at guru's feet has actually softened in you over decades.
  • Each evening, name what you are still secretly hoping for on earth or in the next heaven, and surrender it specifically — this verse describes those who have finally given that up.
Common Pitfalls
  • Imitating the external symptoms — public crying, loud chanting, dramatic dancing — without the inner absorption that produces them.
  • Dismissing these symptoms as sentimentalism and hiding behind a dry, intellectual bhakti that never risks the heart.
  • Treating this verse as a description of someone else's advanced stage rather than as the mature fruit one is meant to actually pursue under guru's shelter.
Discussion Prompts
  • Share a moment in your sādhana when an unbidden emotion arose — and a moment you suspect you performed one. How do you tell the difference?
  • Prabhupāda says the spiritual master is the incarnation of the Lord's mercy. Where does that claim sit easily with you, and where does it still meet resistance?
  • If pure love of Godhead is the mature fruit, what immature fruits are we currently mistaking for it in our sanga?
Role Play

A newer devotee approaches you after a kīrtana saying, 'Everyone around me was crying and dancing and I felt nothing — am I a failure in bhakti?' Respond as a sincere friend who has read this verse, neither minimizing the symptoms nor manufacturing them.

Objections & Responses
  • This sounds like religious hysteria — weeping, laughing, dancing, talking to an invisible person. How is this different from emotional self-indulgence?
    The verse calls these devotees alaukikāḥ — transcendental, not material emotionalism. The same person who weeps for Kṛṣṇa is no longer driven by envy, lust, or false prestige; the test is the transformation of character, not the loudness of the symptom. Material emotion centers the self; this emotion has Kṛṣṇa as its sole object.
  • Why drag a spiritual master into it? Can't I cultivate this love directly, on my own terms?
    The verse is placed deliberately after the instruction tasmād guruṁ prapadyeta — surrender to a bona fide guru. Pure love of Godhead is not a self-generated state; it is mercy, and mercy flows through a channel. Taking the dust of the spiritual master's feet on one's head is the very means by which the heart becomes soft enough for these symptoms to be real and not imitated.
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