Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 10.88.20
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
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alam alam
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enough, enough
Doubled. Śiva's reflex — stop. Gauḍīyas note the tenderness: this is mahā-kāruṇya speaking, no sect-flattening intended. The Bhāgavatam loves Śiva even as it diagnoses him.
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vṛṇīṣva
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please choose (a benediction)
Imperative of √vṛ — to choose. The fatal generosity. Compare Kṛṣṇa with Yudhiṣṭhira (v.7): Hari answers the question put; He does not hand out a blank check.
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abhikāmam
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according to desire
Whatever-you-want — the most dangerous adverb a lord can speak to an asura. Gauḍīyas read: kāma-pūrti is not Bhagavān's typical mode; need-pūrti is. Śiva crosses that line and pays.
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toyena
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with water
Bel-leaf-and-water — Śiva's classical small price. The Bhāgavatam preserves this affectionate truth even while exposing its risk. Quick to please by water; slow to extract the gift back.
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prapadyatām
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of those who take shelter
Genitive plural participle of pra-√pad — to take shelter, surrender. The same prapatti-root the Gauḍīyas treasure. Śiva names it: he is moved by śaraṇāgati, even thin śaraṇāgati.
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ātmā bhṛśam ardyate vṛthā
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your body is excessively tormented in vain
Contiguous-join (ātmā + bhṛśam + ardyate + vṛthā). Śiva's pastoral verdict: the austerity was wasted. He gives without making the asura pay the price — the very thing Hari refuses to do.
It is not necessary to cut off your head (alam alam).
Aṅga indicates affection. There is no purpose in cutting off your head (alam). He repeats alam to show his pain. Instead of yathābhikāmam sometimes yathā nikāmma is seen. Ask from me a benediction, anything you desire. I will give you that benediction. Aho indicates lamentation.
none Aṅga indicates affection. There is no purpose in cutting off your head (alam). He repeats alam to show his pain. Instead of yathābhikāmam sometimes yathā nikāma is seen. Ask from me a benediction, anything you desire. I will give you that benediction. Aho indicates lamentation.
- Where in my life has God said 'stop, stop' before I damaged myself?
- How do I receive divine interruption — as obstacle or as rescue?
A king finds a man cutting himself open in the courtyard and cries 'enough — I would have answered the doorbell for a cup of water!' Śiva's lament is genuine: he is not the Lord who must be impressed; he is the Lord who is too easily pleased. The mercy is real; so is the risk it creates.
My note
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