Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 10.70.3
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
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vaidarbhī
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the princess of Vidarbha (Rukmiṇī)
Rukmiṇī is Lakṣmī herself, the goddess of fortune who chose Kṛṣṇa over Nārāyaṇa's calmer Vaikuṇṭha. In Gauḍīya reading her mood verges on mādhurya — possessive love that grudges every moment of separation.
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parirambhaṇa
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embrace
The compound (pari + rambh-) literally means 'encircling fully.' For the mahiṣīs this is not bodily contact but the encompassing shelter of Bhagavān's love — losing the embrace is losing the universe.
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ati-śobhanam
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most auspicious
The very hour the śāstras call most auspicious (brāhma-muhūrta) Rukmiṇī cannot bear. Bhakti inverts the calendar: a moment's value is measured only by proximity to Kṛṣṇa, not by its astrological merit.
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viśleṣāt
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because of separation, loss
Vi-śleṣa is the technical term for the loosening of an embrace, the unsticking of two who were joined. Gauḍīya rasa-śāstra treats every such micro-separation as preparing the soul to taste vipralambha-rasa more deeply.
Śrīla Śrīdhara Svāmī explains that the reaction of Queen Vaidarbhī, Rukmiṇī-devī, shows the attitude of all the queens.
Because of losing the embrace of her husband, Rukmini did not consider the auspicious brahma muhurta to be auspicious. Rukmini represents all the queens, who all felt the same.
This time was an obstacle (viśleṣāt) to Kṛṣṇa embracing her.
- Where do auspicious turns in my life feel like loss because they end something dear?
- How do I honor both the goodness of the change and the ache of the parting?
Rukmiṇī clings to the last second of His embrace the way a thirsty traveler clings to the last drop in a cup. Every auspicious hour announced by the world is, for the devotee, only one more partition between herself and her beloved.
In SB 10.52-53, Princess Rukmiṇī wrote to Kṛṣṇa a letter — bring me, take me, before my father gives me to Śiśupāla. Her whole life was a single yearning that He never leave her again.
This verse is the inner shape of that letter still beating in her chest years later. Even with His arms around her, she dreads the moment His arms will go.
My note
Source: vedabase.io