Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .4.50
yathā vā –
[yathaa vaa –]
syamantakaṁ hanta vamantam arthaṁ
[syamantakam hanta vamantam artham]
nihnutya dūre yad ahaṁ prayātaḥ |
[nihnutya doore yad aham prayaatah |]
avadyam adyāpi tad eva karma
[avadyam adyaapi tad eva karma]
śarmāṇi citte mama nirbhinatti ||50||
[sharmaani chitte mama nirbhinatti ||50||]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
yathā vā –
syamantakaṁ hanta vamantam arthaṁ
nihnutya dūre yad ahaṁ prayātaḥ |
avadyam adyāpi tad eva karma
śarmāṇi citte mama nirbhinatti ||50||
Another example: Akrura thought, “I have hidden the Syamantaka jewel which gives wealth, and fled away. In anxiety because of this despicable act, until today, happiness has disappeared from my heart.”
Purport
Similarly, just to please Kṛṣṇa, Akrūra stole the Syamantaka maṇi, a stone which can produce unlimited quantities of gold, but later on he repented his stealing. This is another instance of ecstatic love for Kṛṣṇa in doubt caused by stealing.
— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
My note
Source: vedabase.io