Caitanya-caritāmṛta 2.45
na prema-gandho ’sti darāpi me harau krandāmi saubhāgya-bharaṁ prakāśitum vaṁśī-vilāsy-ānana-lokanaṁ vinā bibharmi yat prāṇa-pataṅgakān vṛthā
[na prema-gandho ’sti daraapi me harau krandaami saubhaagya-bharam prakaashitum vamshee-vilaasy-aanana-lokanam vinaa bibharmi yat praana-patangakaan vrithaa]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
na prema-gandho ’sti darāpi me harau krandāmi saubhāgya-bharaṁ prakāśitum vaṁśī-vilāsy-ānana-lokanaṁ vinā bibharmi yat prāṇa-pataṅgakān vṛthā
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu continued, “ ‘My dear friends, I have not the slightest tinge of love of Godhead within My heart. When you see Me crying in separation, I am just falsely exhibiting a demonstration of My great fortune. Indeed, not seeing the beautiful face of Kṛṣṇa playing His flute, I continue to live My life like an insect, without purpose.’
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