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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.1

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premodbhāvita-harṣerṣyod- vega-dainyārti-miśritam lapitaṁ gauracandrasya bhāgyavadbhir niṣevyate
[premodbhaavita-harshershyod- vega-dainyaarti-mishritam lapitam gaurachandrasya bhaagyavadbhir nishevyate]
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premodbhāvita-harṣerṣyod- vega-dainyārti-miśritam lapitaṁ gauracandrasya bhāgyavadbhir niṣevyate
Only the most fortunate will relish the mad words of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, which were mixed with jubilation, envy, agitation, submissiveness and grief, all produced by ecstatic loving emotions.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.2

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jaya jaya gauracandra jaya nityānanda jayādvaita-candra jaya gaura-bhakta-vṛnda
[jaya jaya gaurachandra jaya nityaananda jayaadvaita-chandra jaya gaura-bhakta-vrinda]
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jaya jaya gauracandra jaya nityānanda jayādvaita-candra jaya gaura-bhakta-vṛnda
All glories to Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu! All glories to Lord Nityānanda! All glories to Advaitacandra! And all glories to all the devotees of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu!
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.3

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ei-mata mahāprabhu vaise nīlācale rajanī-divase kṛṣṇa-virahe vihvale
[ei-mata mahaaprabhu vaise neelaachale rajanee-divase krishna-virahe vihvale]
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ei-mata mahāprabhu vaise nīlācale rajanī-divase kṛṣṇa-virahe vihvale
While Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu thus resided at Jagannātha Purī [Nīlācala], He was continuously overwhelmed, night and day, by separation from Kṛṣṇa.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.4

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svarūpa, rāmānanda, — ei duijana-sane rātri-dine rasa-gīta-śloka āsvādane
[svaroopa, raamaananda, — ei duijana-sane raatri-dine rasa-geeta-shloka aasvaadane]
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svarūpa, rāmānanda, — ei duijana-sane rātri-dine rasa-gīta-śloka āsvādane
Day and night He tasted transcendental blissful songs and verses with two associates, namely Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī and Rāmānanda Rāya.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.5

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nānā-bhāva uṭhe prabhura harṣa, śoka, roṣa dainyodvega-ārti utkaṇṭhā, santoṣa
[naanaa-bhaava uthe prabhura harsha, shoka, rosha dainyodvega-aarti utkanthaa, santosha]
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nānā-bhāva uṭhe prabhura harṣa, śoka, roṣa dainyodvega-ārti utkaṇṭhā, santoṣa
He relished the symptoms of various transcendental emotions, such as jubilation, lamentation, anger, humility, anxiety, grief, eagerness and satisfaction.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.6

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sei sei bhāve nija-śloka paḍiyā ślokera artha āsvādaye dui-bandhu lañā
[sei sei bhaave nija-shloka padiyaa shlokera artha aasvaadaye dui-bandhu lanaa]
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sei sei bhāve nija-śloka paḍiyā ślokera artha āsvādaye dui-bandhu lañā
He would recite His own verses, expressing their meanings and emotions, and thus enjoy tasting them with these two friends.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.7

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kona dine kona bhāve śloka-paṭhana sei śloka āsvādite rātri-jāgaraṇa
[kona dine kona bhaave shloka-pathana sei shloka aasvaadite raatri-jaagarana]
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kona dine kona bhāve śloka-paṭhana sei śloka āsvādite rātri-jāgaraṇa
Sometimes the Lord would be absorbed in a particular emotion and would stay awake all night reciting related verses and relishing their taste.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.8

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harṣe prabhu kahena, — “śuna svarūpa-rāma-rāya nāma-saṅkīrtana — kalau parama upāya
[harshe prabhu kahena, — “shuna svaroopa-raama-raaya naama-sankeertana — kalau parama upaaya]
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harṣe prabhu kahena, — “śuna svarūpa-rāma-rāya nāma-saṅkīrtana — kalau parama upāya
In great jubilation, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu said, “My dear Svarūpa Dāmodara and Rāmānanda Rāya, know from Me that chanting the holy names is the most feasible means of salvation in this Age of Kali.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.9

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saṅkīrtana-yajñe kalau kṛṣṇa-ārādhana sei ta’ sumedhā pāya kṛṣṇera caraṇa
[sankeertana-yajne kalau krishna-aaraadhana sei ta’ sumedhaa paaya krishnera charana]
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saṅkīrtana-yajñe kalau kṛṣṇa-ārādhana sei ta’ sumedhā pāya kṛṣṇera caraṇa
“In this Age of Kali, the process of worshiping Kṛṣṇa is to perform sacrifice by chanting the holy name of the Lord. One who does so is certainly very intelligent, and he attains shelter at the lotus feet of Kṛṣṇa.

For further information, one may refer to Ādi-līlā, chapter three, texts 77-78

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.10

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kṛṣṇa-varṇaṁ tviṣākṛṣṇaṁ sāṅgopāṅgāstra-pārṣadam yajñaiḥ saṅkīrtana-prāyair yajanti hi su-medhasaḥ
[krishna-varnam tvishaakrishnam saangopaangaastra-paarshadam yajnaih sankeertana-praayair yajanti hi su-medhasah]
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kṛṣṇa-varṇaṁ tviṣākṛṣṇaṁ sāṅgopāṅgāstra-pārṣadam yajñaiḥ saṅkīrtana-prāyair yajanti hi su-medhasaḥ
“ ‘In the Age of Kali, intelligent persons perform congregational chanting to worship the incarnation of Godhead who constantly sings the name of Kṛṣṇa. Although His complexion is not blackish, He is Kṛṣṇa Himself. He is accompanied by His associates, servants, weapons and confidential companions.’

This verse is spoken by Saint Karabhājana in Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam (11.5.32). For further information, see Ādi-līlā, chapter three, text 52.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.11

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nāma-saṅkīrtana haite sarvānartha-nāśa sarva-śubhodaya, kṛṣṇa-premera ullāsa
[naama-sankeertana haite sarvaanartha-naasha sarva-shubhodaya, krishna-premera ullaasa]
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nāma-saṅkīrtana haite sarvānartha-nāśa sarva-śubhodaya, kṛṣṇa-premera ullāsa
“Simply by chanting the holy name of Lord Kṛṣṇa, one can be freed from all undesirable habits. This is the means of awakening all good fortune and initiating the flow of waves of love for Kṛṣṇa.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.12

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ceto-darpaṇa-mārjanaṁ bhava-mahā-dāvāgni-nirvāpaṇaṁ śreyaḥ-kairava-candrikā-vitaraṇaṁ vidyā-vadhū-jīvanam ānandāmbudhi-vardhanaṁ prati-padaṁ pūrṇāmṛtāsvādanaṁ sarvātma-snapanaṁ paraṁ vijayate śrī-kṛṣṇa-saṅkīrtanam
[cheto-darpana-maarjanam bhava-mahaa-daavaagni-nirvaapanam shreyah-kairava-chandrikaa-vitaranam vidyaa-vadhoo-jeevanam aanandaambudhi-vardhanam prati-padam poornaamritaasvaadanam sarvaatma-snapanam param vijayate shree-krishna-sankeertanam]
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ceto-darpaṇa-mārjanaṁ bhava-mahā-dāvāgni-nirvāpaṇaṁ śreyaḥ-kairava-candrikā-vitaraṇaṁ vidyā-vadhū-jīvanam ānandāmbudhi-vardhanaṁ prati-padaṁ pūrṇāmṛtāsvādanaṁ sarvātma-snapanaṁ paraṁ vijayate śrī-kṛṣṇa-saṅkīrtanam
“ ‘Let there be all victory for the chanting of the holy name of Lord Kṛṣṇa, which can cleanse the mirror of the heart and stop the miseries of the blazing fire of material existence. That chanting is the waxing moon that spreads the white lotus of good fortune for all living entities. It is the life and soul of all education. The chanting of the holy name of Kṛṣṇa expands the blissful ocean of transcendental life. It gives a cooling effect to everyone and enables one to taste full nectar at every step.’

This is the first verse of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s Śikṣāṣṭaka. The other seven verses are found in texts 16, 21, 29, 32, 36, 39 and 47.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.13

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saṅkīrtana haite pāpa-saṁsāra-nāśana citta-śuddhi, sarva-bhakti-sādhana-udgama
[sankeertana haite paapa-samsaara-naashana chitta-shuddhi, sarva-bhakti-saadhana-udgama]
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saṅkīrtana haite pāpa-saṁsāra-nāśana citta-śuddhi, sarva-bhakti-sādhana-udgama
“By performing congregational chanting of the Hare Kṛṣṇa mantra, one can destroy the sinful condition of material existence, purify the unclean heart and awaken all varieties of devotional service.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.14

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kṛṣṇa-premodgama, premāmṛta-āsvādana kṛṣṇa-prāpti, sevāmṛta-samudre majjana
[krishna-premodgama, premaamrita-aasvaadana krishna-praapti, sevaamrita-samudre majjana]
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kṛṣṇa-premodgama, premāmṛta-āsvādana kṛṣṇa-prāpti, sevāmṛta-samudre majjana
“The result of chanting is that one awakens his love for Kṛṣṇa and tastes transcendental bliss. Ultimately, one attains the association of Kṛṣṇa and engages in His devotional service, as if immersing himself in a great ocean of love.”
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.15

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uṭhila viṣāda, dainya, — paḍe āpana-śloka yāhāra artha śuni’ saba yāya duḥkha-śoka
[uthila vishaada, dainya, — pade aapana-shloka yaahaara artha shuni’ saba yaaya duhkha-shoka]
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uṭhila viṣāda, dainya, — paḍe āpana-śloka yāhāra artha śuni’ saba yāya duḥkha-śoka
Lamentation and humility awoke within Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, and He began reciting another of His own verses. By hearing the meaning of that verse, one can forget all unhappiness and lamentation.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.16

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nāmnām akāri bahudhā nija-sarva-śaktis tatrārpitā niyamitaḥ smaraṇe na kālaḥ etādṛśī tava kṛpā bhagavan mamāpi durdaivam īdṛśam ihājani nānurāgaḥ
[naamnaam akaari bahudhaa nija-sarva-shaktis tatraarpitaa niyamitah smarane na kaalah etaadrishee tava kripaa bhagavan mamaapi durdaivam eedrisham ihaajani naanuraagah]
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nāmnām akāri bahudhā nija-sarva-śaktis tatrārpitā niyamitaḥ smaraṇe na kālaḥ etādṛśī tava kṛpā bhagavan mamāpi durdaivam īdṛśam ihājani nānurāgaḥ
“ ‘My Lord, O Supreme Personality of Godhead, in Your holy name there is all good fortune for the living entity, and therefore You have many names, such as “Kṛṣṇa” and “Govinda,” by which You expand Yourself. You have invested all Your potencies in those names, and there are no hard and fast rules for remembering them. My dear Lord, although You bestow such mercy upon the fallen, conditioned souls by liberally teaching Your holy names, I am so unfortunate that I commit offenses while chanting the holy name, and therefore I do not achieve attachment for chanting.’
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.17

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aneka-lokera vāñchā — aneka-prakāra kṛpāte karila aneka-nāmera pracāra
[aneka-lokera vaanchaa — aneka-prakaara kripaate karila aneka-naamera prachaara]
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aneka-lokera vāñchā — aneka-prakāra kṛpāte karila aneka-nāmera pracāra
“Because people vary in their desires, You have distributed various holy names by Your mercy.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.18

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khāite śuite yathā tathā nāma laya kāla-deśa-niyama nāhi, sarva siddhi haya
[khaaite shuite yathaa tathaa naama laya kaala-desha-niyama naahi, sarva siddhi haya]
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khāite śuite yathā tathā nāma laya kāla-deśa-niyama nāhi, sarva siddhi haya
“Regardless of time or place, one who chants the holy name, even while eating or sleeping, attains all perfection.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.19

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“sarva-śakti nāme dilā kariyā vibhāga āmāra durdaiva, — nāme nāhi anurāga!!”
[“sarva-shakti naame dilaa kariyaa vibhaaga aamaara durdaiva, — naame naahi anuraaga!!”]
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“sarva-śakti nāme dilā kariyā vibhāga āmāra durdaiva, — nāme nāhi anurāga!!”
“You have invested Your full potencies in each individual holy name, but I am so unfortunate that I have no attachment for chanting Your holy names.”
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.20

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ye-rūpe la-ile nāma prema upajaya tāhāra lakṣaṇa śuna, svarūpa-rāma-rāya
[ye-roope la-ile naama prema upajaya taahaara lakshana shuna, svaroopa-raama-raaya]
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ye-rūpe la-ile nāma prema upajaya tāhāra lakṣaṇa śuna, svarūpa-rāma-rāya
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu continued, “O Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī and Rāmānanda Rāya, hear from Me the symptoms of how one should chant the Hare Kṛṣṇa mahā-mantra to awaken very easily one’s dormant love for Kṛṣṇa.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.21

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tṛṇād api su-nīcena taror iva sahiṣṇunā amāninā māna-dena kīrtanīyaḥ sadā hariḥ
[trinaad api su-neechena taror iva sahishnunaa amaaninaa maana-dena keertaneeyah sadaa harih]
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tṛṇād api su-nīcena taror iva sahiṣṇunā amāninā māna-dena kīrtanīyaḥ sadā hariḥ
“ ‘One who thinks himself lower than the grass, who is more tolerant than a tree, and who does not expect personal honor but is always prepared to give all respect to others can very easily always chant the holy name of the Lord.’
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.22

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uttama hañā āpanāke māne tṛṇādhama dui-prakāre sahiṣṇutā kare vṛkṣa-sama
[uttama hanaa aapanaake maane trinaadhama dui-prakaare sahishnutaa kare vriksha-sama]
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uttama hañā āpanāke māne tṛṇādhama dui-prakāre sahiṣṇutā kare vṛkṣa-sama
“These are the symptoms of one who chants the Hare Kṛṣṇa mahā-mantra. Although he is very exalted, he thinks himself lower than the grass on the ground, and like a tree, he tolerates everything in two ways.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.23

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vṛkṣa yena kāṭileha kichu nā bolaya śukāñā maileha kāre pānī nā māgaya
[vriksha yena kaatileha kichu naa bolaya shukaanaa maileha kaare paanee naa maagaya]
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vṛkṣa yena kāṭileha kichu nā bolaya śukāñā maileha kāre pānī nā māgaya
“When a tree is cut down, it does not protest, and even when drying up, it does not ask anyone for water.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.24

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yei ye māgaye, tāre deya āpana-dhana gharma-vṛṣṭi sahe, ānera karaye rakṣaṇa
[yei ye maagaye, taare deya aapana-dhana gharma-vrishti sahe, aanera karaye rakshana]
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yei ye māgaye, tāre deya āpana-dhana gharma-vṛṣṭi sahe, ānera karaye rakṣaṇa
“The tree delivers its fruits, flowers and whatever else it possesses to anyone and everyone. It tolerates scorching heat and torrents of rain, yet it still gives shelter to others.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.25

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uttama hañā vaiṣṇava habe nirabhimāna jīve sammāna dibe jāni’ ‘kṛṣṇa’-adhiṣṭhāna
[uttama hanaa vaishnava habe nirabhimaana jeeve sammaana dibe jaani’ ‘krishna’-adhishthaana]
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uttama hañā vaiṣṇava habe nirabhimāna jīve sammāna dibe jāni’ ‘kṛṣṇa’-adhiṣṭhāna
“Although a Vaiṣṇava is the most exalted person, he is prideless and gives all respect to everyone, knowing everyone to be the resting place of Kṛṣṇa.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.26

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ei-mata hañā yei kṛṣṇa-nāma laya śrī-kṛṣṇa-caraṇe tāṅra prema upajaya
[ei-mata hanaa yei krishna-naama laya shree-krishna-charane taanra prema upajaya]
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ei-mata hañā yei kṛṣṇa-nāma laya śrī-kṛṣṇa-caraṇe tāṅra prema upajaya
“If one chants the holy name of Lord Kṛṣṇa in this manner, he will certainly awaken his dormant love for Kṛṣṇa’s lotus feet.”
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.27

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kahite kahite prabhura dainya bāḍilā ‘śuddha-bhakti’ kṛṣṇa-ṭhāñi māgite lāgilā
[kahite kahite prabhura dainya baadilaa ‘shuddha-bhakti’ krishna-thaani maagite laagilaa]
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kahite kahite prabhura dainya bāḍilā ‘śuddha-bhakti’ kṛṣṇa-ṭhāñi māgite lāgilā
As Lord Caitanya spoke in this way, His humility increased, and He began praying to Kṛṣṇa that He could discharge pure devotional service.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.28

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premera svabhāva — yāhāṅ premera sambandha sei māne, — ‘kṛṣṇe mora nāhi prema-gandha’
[premera svabhaava — yaahaan premera sambandha sei maane, — ‘krishne mora naahi prema-gandha’]
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premera svabhāva — yāhāṅ premera sambandha sei māne, — ‘kṛṣṇe mora nāhi prema-gandha’
Wherever there is a relationship of love of Godhead, its natural symptom is that the devotee does not think himself a devotee. Instead, he always thinks that he has not even a drop of love for Kṛṣṇa.

Śrīla Bhaktisiddhānta Sarasvatī Ṭhākura comments that persons who are actually very poor because they possess not even a drop of love of Godhead or pure devotional service falsely advertise themselves as great devotees, although they cannot at any time relish the transcendental bliss of devotional service. A class of so-called devotees known as prākṛta-sahajiyās sometimes display devotional symptoms to exhibit their good fortune. They are pretending, however, because these devotional features are only external. The prākṛta-sahajiyās exhibit these symptoms to advertise their so-called advancement in love of Kṛṣṇa, but instead of praising the prākṛta-sahajiyās for their symptoms of transcendental ecstasy, pure devotees do not like to associate with them. It is not advisable to equate the prākṛta-sahajiyās with pure devotees. When one is actually advanced in ecstatic love of Kṛṣṇa, he does not try to advertise himself. Instead, he endeavors more and more to render service to the Lord. The prākṛta-sahajiyās sometimes criticize pure devotees by calling them philosophers, learned scholars, knowers of the truth, or minute observers, but not devotees. On the other hand, they depict themselves as the most advanced, transcendentally blissful devotees, deeply absorbed in devotional service and mad to taste transcendental mellows. They also describe themselves as the most advanced devotees in spontaneous love, as knowers of transcendental mellows, as the topmost devotees in conjugal love of Kṛṣṇa, and so on. Not actually knowing the transcendental nature of love of God, they accept their material emotions to be indicative of advancement. In this way they pollute the process of devotional service. To try to become writers of Vaiṣṇava literature, they introduce their material conceptions of life into pure devotional service. Because of their material conceptions, they advertise themselves as knowers of transcendental mellows, but they do not understand the transcendental nature of devotional service.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.29

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na dhanaṁ na janaṁ na sundarīṁ kavitāṁ vā jagad-īśa kāmaye mama janmani janmanīśvare bhavatād bhaktir ahaitukī tvayi
[na dhanam na janam na sundareem kavitaam vaa jagad-eesha kaamaye mama janmani janmaneeshvare bhavataad bhaktir ahaitukee tvayi]
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na dhanaṁ na janaṁ na sundarīṁ kavitāṁ vā jagad-īśa kāmaye mama janmani janmanīśvare bhavatād bhaktir ahaitukī tvayi
“ ‘O Lord of the universe, I do not desire material wealth, materialistic followers, a beautiful wife or fruitive activities described in flowery language. All I want, life after life, is unmotivated devotional service to You.’
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.30

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“dhana, jana nāhi māgoṅ, kavitā sundarī ‘śuddha-bhakti’ deha’ more, kṛṣṇa kṛpā kari’ ”
[“dhana, jana naahi maagon, kavitaa sundaree ‘shuddha-bhakti’ deha’ more, krishna kripaa kari’ ”]
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“dhana, jana nāhi māgoṅ, kavitā sundarī ‘śuddha-bhakti’ deha’ more, kṛṣṇa kṛpā kari’ ”
“My dear Lord Kṛṣṇa, I do not want material wealth from You, nor do I want followers, a beautiful wife or the results of fruitive activities. I only pray that by Your causeless mercy You give Me pure devotional service to You, life after life.”
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.31

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ati-dainye punaḥ māge dāsya-bhakti-dāna āpanāre kare saṁsārī jīva-abhimāna
[ati-dainye punah maage daasya-bhakti-daana aapanaare kare samsaaree jeeva-abhimaana]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ati-dainye punaḥ māge dāsya-bhakti-dāna āpanāre kare saṁsārī jīva-abhimāna
In great humility, considering Himself a conditioned soul of the material world, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu again expressed His desire to be endowed with service to the Lord.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.32

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ayi nanda-tanuja kiṅkaraṁ patitaṁ māṁ viṣame bhavāmbudhau kṛpayā tava pāda-paṅkaja- sthita-dhūlī-sadṛśaṁ vicintaya
[ayi nanda-tanuja kinkaram patitam maam vishame bhavaambudhau kripayaa tava paada-pankaja- sthita-dhoolee-sadrisham vichintaya]
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ayi nanda-tanuja kiṅkaraṁ patitaṁ māṁ viṣame bhavāmbudhau kṛpayā tava pāda-paṅkaja- sthita-dhūlī-sadṛśaṁ vicintaya
“ ‘O My Lord, O Kṛṣṇa, son of Mahārāja Nanda, I am Your eternal servant, but because of My own fruitive acts I have fallen into this horrible ocean of nescience. Now please be causelessly merciful to Me. Consider Me a particle of dust at Your lotus feet.’
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.33

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“tomāra nitya-dāsa mui, tomā pāsariyā paḍiyāchoṅ bhavārṇave māyā-baddha hañā
[“tomaara nitya-daasa mui, tomaa paasariyaa padiyaachon bhavaarnave maayaa-baddha hanaa]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
“tomāra nitya-dāsa mui, tomā pāsariyā paḍiyāchoṅ bhavārṇave māyā-baddha hañā
“I am Your eternal servant, but I forgot Your Lordship. Now I have fallen into the ocean of nescience and have been conditioned by the external energy.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.34

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kṛpā kari’ kara more pada-dhūli-sama tomāra sevaka karoṅ tomāra sevana”
[kripaa kari’ kara more pada-dhooli-sama tomaara sevaka karon tomaara sevana”]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
kṛpā kari’ kara more pada-dhūli-sama tomāra sevaka karoṅ tomāra sevana”
“Be causelessly merciful to Me by giving Me a place with the particles of dust at Your lotus feet so that I may engage in the service of Your Lordship as Your eternal servant.”
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.35

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punaḥ ati-utkaṇṭhā, dainya ha-ila udgama kṛṣṇa-ṭhāñi māge prema-nāma-saṅkīrtana
[punah ati-utkanthaa, dainya ha-ila udgama krishna-thaani maage prema-naama-sankeertana]
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punaḥ ati-utkaṇṭhā, dainya ha-ila udgama kṛṣṇa-ṭhāñi māge prema-nāma-saṅkīrtana
Natural humility and eagerness then awoke in Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu. He prayed to Kṛṣṇa to be able to chant the mahā-mantra in ecstatic love.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.36

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nayanaṁ galad-aśru-dhārayā vadanaṁ gadgada-ruddhayā girā pulakair nicitaṁ vapuḥ kadā tava nāma-grahaṇe bhaviṣyati
[nayanam galad-ashru-dhaarayaa vadanam gadgada-ruddhayaa giraa pulakair nichitam vapuh kadaa tava naama-grahane bhavishyati]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
nayanaṁ galad-aśru-dhārayā vadanaṁ gadgada-ruddhayā girā pulakair nicitaṁ vapuḥ kadā tava nāma-grahaṇe bhaviṣyati
“ ‘My dear Lord, when will My eyes be beautified by filling with tears that constantly glide down as I chant Your holy name? When will My voice falter and all the hairs on My body stand erect in transcendental happiness as I chant Your holy name?’
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.37

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“prema-dhana vinā vyartha daridra jīvana ‘dāsa’ kari’ vetana more deha prema-dhana”
[“prema-dhana vinaa vyartha daridra jeevana ‘daasa’ kari’ vetana more deha prema-dhana”]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
“prema-dhana vinā vyartha daridra jīvana ‘dāsa’ kari’ vetana more deha prema-dhana”
“Without love of Godhead, My life is useless. Therefore I pray that You accept Me as Your servant and give Me the salary of ecstatic love of God.”
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.38

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rasāntarāveśe ha-ila viyoga-sphuraṇa udvega, viṣāda, dainye kare pralapana
[rasaantaraaveshe ha-ila viyoga-sphurana udvega, vishaada, dainye kare pralapana]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
rasāntarāveśe ha-ila viyoga-sphuraṇa udvega, viṣāda, dainye kare pralapana
Separation from Kṛṣṇa awoke various mellows of distress, lamentation and humility. Thus Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu spoke like a crazy man.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.39

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yugāyitaṁ nimeṣeṇa cakṣuṣā prāvṛṣāyitam śūnyāyitaṁ jagat sarvaṁ govinda-viraheṇa me
[yugaayitam nimeshena chakshushaa praavrishaayitam shoonyaayitam jagat sarvam govinda-virahena me]
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yugāyitaṁ nimeṣeṇa cakṣuṣā prāvṛṣāyitam śūnyāyitaṁ jagat sarvaṁ govinda-viraheṇa me
“ ‘My Lord Govinda, because of separation from You, I consider even a moment a great millennium. Tears flow from My eyes like torrents of rain, and I see the entire world as void.’
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.40

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udvege divasa nā yāya, ‘kṣaṇa’ haila ‘yuga’-sama varṣāra megha-prāya aśru variṣe nayana
[udvege divasa naa yaaya, ‘kshana’ haila ‘yuga’-sama varshaara megha-praaya ashru varishe nayana]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
udvege divasa nā yāya, ‘kṣaṇa’ haila ‘yuga’-sama varṣāra megha-prāya aśru variṣe nayana
“In My agitation, a day never ends, for every moment seems like a millennium. Pouring incessant tears, My eyes are like clouds in the rainy season.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.41

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govinda-virahe śūnya ha-ila tribhuvana tuṣānale poḍe, — yena nā yāya jīvana
[govinda-virahe shoonya ha-ila tribhuvana tushaanale pode, — yena naa yaaya jeevana]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
govinda-virahe śūnya ha-ila tribhuvana tuṣānale poḍe, — yena nā yāya jīvana
“The three worlds have become void because of separation from Govinda. I feel as if I were burning alive in a slow fire.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.42

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kṛṣṇa udāsīna ha-ilā karite parīkṣaṇa sakhī saba kahe, — ‘kṛṣṇe kara upekṣaṇa’
[krishna udaaseena ha-ilaa karite pareekshana sakhee saba kahe, — ‘krishne kara upekshana’]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
kṛṣṇa udāsīna ha-ilā karite parīkṣaṇa sakhī saba kahe, — ‘kṛṣṇe kara upekṣaṇa’
“Lord Kṛṣṇa has become indifferent to Me just to test My love, and My friends say, ‘Better to disregard Him.’ ”
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.43

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eteka cintite rādhāra nirmala hṛdaya svābhāvika premāra svabhāva karila udaya
[eteka chintite raadhaara nirmala hridaya svaabhaavika premaara svabhaava karila udaya]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
eteka cintite rādhāra nirmala hṛdaya svābhāvika premāra svabhāva karila udaya
While Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī was thinking in this way, the characteristics of natural love became manifest because of Her pure heart.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.44

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īrṣyā, utkaṇṭhā, dainya, prauḍhi, vinaya eta bhāva eka-ṭhāñi karila udaya
[eershyaa, utkanthaa, dainya, praudhi, vinaya eta bhaava eka-thaani karila udaya]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
īrṣyā, utkaṇṭhā, dainya, prauḍhi, vinaya eta bhāva eka-ṭhāñi karila udaya
The ecstatic symptoms of envy, great eagerness, humility, zeal and supplication all became manifest at once.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.45

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eta bhāve rādhāra mana asthira ha-ilā sakhī-gaṇa-āge prauḍhi-śloka ye paḍilā
[eta bhaave raadhaara mana asthira ha-ilaa sakhee-gana-aage praudhi-shloka ye padilaa]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
eta bhāve rādhāra mana asthira ha-ilā sakhī-gaṇa-āge prauḍhi-śloka ye paḍilā
In that mood, the mind of Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī was agitated, and therefore She spoke a verse of advanced devotion to Her gopī friends.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.46

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sei bhāve prabhu sei śloka uccārilā śloka uccārite tad-rūpa āpane ha-ilā
[sei bhaave prabhu sei shloka uchchaarilaa shloka uchchaarite tad-roopa aapane ha-ilaa]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
sei bhāve prabhu sei śloka uccārilā śloka uccārite tad-rūpa āpane ha-ilā
In the same spirit of ecstasy, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu recited that verse, and as soon as He did so, He felt like Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.47

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āśliṣya vā pāda-ratāṁ pinaṣṭu mām adarśanān marma-hatāṁ karotu vā yathā tathā vā vidadhātu lampaṭo mat-prāṇa-nāthas tu sa eva nāparaḥ
[aashlishya vaa paada-rataam pinashtu maam adarshanaan marma-hataam karotu vaa yathaa tathaa vaa vidadhaatu lampato mat-praana-naathas tu sa eva naaparah]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
āśliṣya vā pāda-ratāṁ pinaṣṭu mām adarśanān marma-hatāṁ karotu vā yathā tathā vā vidadhātu lampaṭo mat-prāṇa-nāthas tu sa eva nāparaḥ
“ ‘Let Kṛṣṇa tightly embrace this maidservant who has fallen at His lotus feet, or let Him trample Me or break My heart by never being visible to Me. He is a debauchee, after all, and can do whatever He likes, but still He alone, and no one else, is the worshipable Lord of My heart.’
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.48

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“āmi — kṛṣṇa-pada-dāsī, teṅho — rasa-sukha-rāśi, āliṅgiyā kare ātma-sāthakibā nā deya daraśana, jārena mora tanu-mana, tabu teṅho — mora prāṇa-nātha
[“aami — krishna-pada-daasee, tenho — rasa-sukha-raashi, aalingiyaa kare aatma-saathakibaa naa deya darashana, jaarena mora tanu-mana, tabu tenho — mora praana-naatha]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
“āmi — kṛṣṇa-pada-dāsī, teṅho — rasa-sukha-rāśi, āliṅgiyā kare ātma-sāthakibā nā deya daraśana, jārena mora tanu-mana, tabu teṅho — mora prāṇa-nātha
“I am a maidservant at the lotus feet of Kṛṣṇa. He is the embodiment of transcendental happiness and mellows. If He likes He can tightly embrace Me and make Me feel oneness with Him, or by not giving Me His audience, He may corrode My mind and body. Nevertheless, it is He who is the Lord of My life.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.49

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sakhi he, śuna mora manera niścaya kibā anurāga kare, kibā duḥkha diyā māre, mora prāṇeśvara kṛṣṇa — anya naya
[sakhi he, shuna mora manera nishchaya kibaa anuraaga kare, kibaa duhkha diyaa maare, mora praaneshvara krishna — anya naya]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
sakhi he, śuna mora manera niścaya kibā anurāga kare, kibā duḥkha diyā māre, mora prāṇeśvara kṛṣṇa — anya naya
“My dear friend, just hear the decision of My mind. Kṛṣṇa is the Lord of My life in all conditions, whether He shows Me affection or kills Me by giving Me unhappiness.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.50

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chāḍi’ anya nārī-gaṇa, mora vaśa tanu-mana, mora saubhāgya prakaṭa kariyā tā-sabāre deya pīḍā, āmā-sane kare krīḍā, sei nārī-gaṇe dekhāñā
[chaadi’ anya naaree-gana, mora vasha tanu-mana, mora saubhaagya prakata kariyaa taa-sabaare deya peedaa, aamaa-sane kare kreedaa, sei naaree-gane dekhaanaa]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
chāḍi’ anya nārī-gaṇa, mora vaśa tanu-mana, mora saubhāgya prakaṭa kariyā tā-sabāre deya pīḍā, āmā-sane kare krīḍā, sei nārī-gaṇe dekhāñā
“Sometimes Kṛṣṇa gives up the company of other gopīs and becomes controlled, mind and body, by Me. Thus He manifests My good fortune and gives others distress by performing His loving affairs with Me.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.51

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kibā teṅho lampaṭa, śaṭha, dhṛṣṭa, sakapaṭa, anya nārī-gaṇa kari’ sātha more dite manaḥ-pīḍā, mora āge kare krīḍā, tabu teṅho — mora prāṇa-nātha
[kibaa tenho lampata, shatha, dhrishta, sakapata, anya naaree-gana kari’ saatha more dite manah-peedaa, mora aage kare kreedaa, tabu tenho — mora praana-naatha]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
kibā teṅho lampaṭa, śaṭha, dhṛṣṭa, sakapaṭa, anya nārī-gaṇa kari’ sātha more dite manaḥ-pīḍā, mora āge kare krīḍā, tabu teṅho — mora prāṇa-nātha
“Or, since after all He is a very cunning, obstinate debauchee with a propensity to cheat, He takes to the company of other women. He then indulges in loving affairs with them in front of Me to give distress to My mind. Nevertheless, He is still the Lord of My life.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.52

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nā gaṇi āpana-duḥkha, sabe vāñchi tāṅra sukha, tāṅra sukha — āmāra tātparya more yadi diyā duḥkha, tāṅra haila mahā-sukha, sei duḥkha — mora sukha-varya
[naa gani aapana-duhkha, sabe vaanchi taanra sukha, taanra sukha — aamaara taatparya more yadi diyaa duhkha, taanra haila mahaa-sukha, sei duhkha — mora sukha-varya]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
nā gaṇi āpana-duḥkha, sabe vāñchi tāṅra sukha, tāṅra sukha — āmāra tātparya more yadi diyā duḥkha, tāṅra haila mahā-sukha, sei duḥkha — mora sukha-varya
“I do not mind My personal distress. I only wish for the happiness of Kṛṣṇa, for His happiness is the goal of My life. However, if He feels great happiness in giving Me distress, that distress is the best of My happiness.

Śrīla Bhaktisiddhānta Sarasvatī Ṭhākura says that a devotee does not care about his own happiness and distress; he is simply interested in seeing that Kṛṣṇa is happy, and for that purpose he engages in various activities. A pure devotee has no way of sensing happiness except by seeing that Kṛṣṇa is happy in every respect. If Kṛṣṇa becomes happy by giving him distress, such a devotee accepts that unhappiness as the greatest of all happiness. Those who are materialistic, however, who are very proud of material wealth and have no spiritual knowledge, like the prākṛta-sahajiyās, regard their own happiness as the aim of life. Some of them aspire to enjoy themselves by sharing the happiness of Kṛṣṇa. This is the mentality of fruitive workers who want to enjoy sense gratification by making a show of service to Kṛṣṇa.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.53

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ye nārīre vāñche kṛṣṇa, tāra rūpe satṛṣṇa, tāre nā pāñā haya duḥkhī mui tāra pāya paḍi’, lañā yāṅa hāte dhari’, krīḍā karāñā tāṅre karoṅ sukhī
[ye naareere vaanche krishna, taara roope satrishna, taare naa paanaa haya duhkhee mui taara paaya padi’, lanaa yaana haate dhari’, kreedaa karaanaa taanre karon sukhee]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ye nārīre vāñche kṛṣṇa, tāra rūpe satṛṣṇa, tāre nā pāñā haya duḥkhī mui tāra pāya paḍi’, lañā yāṅa hāte dhari’, krīḍā karāñā tāṅre karoṅ sukhī
“If Kṛṣṇa, attracted by the beauty of some other woman, wants to enjoy with her but is unhappy because He cannot get her, I fall down at her feet, catch her hand and bring her to Kṛṣṇa to engage her for His happiness.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.54

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kāntā kṛṣṇe kare roṣa, kṛṣṇa pāya santoṣa, sukha pāya tāḍana-bhartsane yathā-yogya kare māna, kṛṣṇa tāte sukha pāna, chāḍe māna alpa-sādhane
[kaantaa krishne kare rosha, krishna paaya santosha, sukha paaya taadana-bhartsane yathaa-yogya kare maana, krishna taate sukha paana, chaade maana alpa-saadhane]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
kāntā kṛṣṇe kare roṣa, kṛṣṇa pāya santoṣa, sukha pāya tāḍana-bhartsane yathā-yogya kare māna, kṛṣṇa tāte sukha pāna, chāḍe māna alpa-sādhane
“When a beloved gopī shows symptoms of anger toward Kṛṣṇa, Kṛṣṇa is very satisfied. Indeed, He is extremely pleased when chastised by such a gopī. She shows her pride suitably, and Kṛṣṇa enjoys that attitude. Then she gives up her pride with a little endeavor.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.55

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sei nārī jīye kene, kṛṣṇa-marma vyathā jāne, tabu kṛṣṇe kare gāḍha roṣa nija-sukhe māne kāja, paḍuka tāra śire vāja, kṛṣṇera mātra cāhiye santoṣa
[sei naaree jeeye kene, krishna-marma vyathaa jaane, tabu krishne kare gaadha rosha nija-sukhe maane kaaja, paduka taara shire vaaja, krishnera maatra chaahiye santosha]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
sei nārī jīye kene, kṛṣṇa-marma vyathā jāne, tabu kṛṣṇe kare gāḍha roṣa nija-sukhe māne kāja, paḍuka tāra śire vāja, kṛṣṇera mātra cāhiye santoṣa
“Why does a woman continue to live who knows that Kṛṣṇa’s heart is unhappy but who still shows her deep anger toward Him? She is interested in her own happiness. I condemn such a woman to be struck on the head with a thunderbolt, for We simply want the happiness of Kṛṣṇa.

A devotee who is satisfied only with his own sense gratification certainly falls down from the service of Kṛṣṇa. Being attracted by material happiness, he later joins the prākṛta-sahajiyās, who are considered to be nondevotees.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.56

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ye gopī mora kare dveṣe, kṛṣṇera kare santoṣe, kṛṣṇa yāre kare abhilāṣa mui tāra ghare yāñā, tāre sevoṅ dāsī hañā, tabe mora sukhera ullāsa
[ye gopee mora kare dveshe, krishnera kare santoshe, krishna yaare kare abhilaasha mui taara ghare yaanaa, taare sevon daasee hanaa, tabe mora sukhera ullaasa]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ye gopī mora kare dveṣe, kṛṣṇera kare santoṣe, kṛṣṇa yāre kare abhilāṣa mui tāra ghare yāñā, tāre sevoṅ dāsī hañā, tabe mora sukhera ullāsa
“If a gopī envious of Me satisfies Kṛṣṇa and Kṛṣṇa desires her, I shall not hesitate to go to her house and become her maidservant, for then My happiness will be awakened.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.57

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kuṣṭhī-viprera ramaṇī, pativratā-śiromaṇi, pati lāgi’ kailā veśyāra sevā stambhila sūryera gati, jīyāila mṛta pati, tuṣṭa kaila mukhya tina-devā
[kushthee-viprera ramanee, pativrataa-shiromani, pati laagi’ kailaa veshyaara sevaa stambhila sooryera gati, jeeyaaila mrita pati, tushta kaila mukhya tina-devaa]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
kuṣṭhī-viprera ramaṇī, pativratā-śiromaṇi, pati lāgi’ kailā veśyāra sevā stambhila sūryera gati, jīyāila mṛta pati, tuṣṭa kaila mukhya tina-devā
“The wife of a brāhmaṇa suffering from leprosy manifested herself as the topmost of all chaste women by serving a prostitute to satisfy her husband. She thus stopped the movement of the sun, brought her dead husband back to life and satisfied the three principal demigods [Brahmā, Viṣṇu and Maheśvara].

The Āditya Purāṇa, Mārkaṇḍeya Purāṇa and Padma Purāṇa tell about a brāhmaṇa who was suffering from leprosy but had a very chaste and faithful wife. He desired to enjoy the company of a prostitute, and therefore his wife went to her and became her maidservant, just to draw her attention for his service. When the prostitute agreed to associate with him, the wife brought her the leprotic husband. When that leper, the sinful son of a brāhmaṇa, saw the chastity of his wife, he finally abandoned his sinful intentions. While coming home, however, he touched the body of Mārkaṇḍeya Ṛṣi, who thus cursed him to die at sunrise. Because of her chastity, the woman was very powerful. Therefore when she heard about the curse, she vowed to stop the sunrise. Because of her strong determination to serve her husband, the three deities — namely Brahmā, Viṣṇu and Maheśvara — were very happy, and they gave her the benediction that her husband would be cured and brought back to life. This example is given herein to emphasize that a devotee should engage himself exclusively for the satisfaction of Kṛṣṇa, without personal motives. That will make his life successful.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.58

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kṛṣṇa — mora jīvana, kṛṣṇa — mora prāṇa-dhana, kṛṣṇa — mora prāṇera parāṇa hṛdaya-upare dharoṅ, sevā kari’ sukhī karoṅ, ei mora sadā rahe dhyāna
[krishna — mora jeevana, krishna — mora praana-dhana, krishna — mora praanera paraana hridaya-upare dharon, sevaa kari’ sukhee karon, ei mora sadaa rahe dhyaana]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
kṛṣṇa — mora jīvana, kṛṣṇa — mora prāṇa-dhana, kṛṣṇa — mora prāṇera parāṇa hṛdaya-upare dharoṅ, sevā kari’ sukhī karoṅ, ei mora sadā rahe dhyāna
“Kṛṣṇa is My life and soul. Kṛṣṇa is the treasure of My life. Indeed, Kṛṣṇa is the very life of My life. I therefore keep Him always in My heart and try to please Him by rendering service. That is My constant meditation.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.59

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mora sukha — sevane, kṛṣṇera sukha — saṅgame, ataeva deha deṅa dāna kṛṣṇa more ‘kāntā’ kari’, kahe more ‘prāṇeśvari’, mora haya ‘dāsī’-abhimāna
[mora sukha — sevane, krishnera sukha — sangame, ataeva deha dena daana krishna more ‘kaantaa’ kari’, kahe more ‘praaneshvari’, mora haya ‘daasee’-abhimaana]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
mora sukha — sevane, kṛṣṇera sukha — saṅgame, ataeva deha deṅa dāna kṛṣṇa more ‘kāntā’ kari’, kahe more ‘prāṇeśvari’, mora haya ‘dāsī’-abhimāna
“My happiness is in the service of Kṛṣṇa, and Kṛṣṇa’s happiness is in union with Me. For this reason, I give My body in charity to the lotus feet of Kṛṣṇa, who accepts Me as His loved one and calls Me His most beloved. It is then that I consider Myself His maidservant.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.60

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kānta-sevā-sukha-pūra, saṅgama haite sumadhura, tāte sākṣī — lakṣmī ṭhākurāṇī nārāyaṇa-hṛdi sthiti, tabu pāda-sevāya mati, sevā kare ‘dāsī’-abhimānī”
[kaanta-sevaa-sukha-poora, sangama haite sumadhura, taate saakshee — lakshmee thaakuraanee naaraayana-hridi sthiti, tabu paada-sevaaya mati, sevaa kare ‘daasee’-abhimaanee”]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
kānta-sevā-sukha-pūra, saṅgama haite sumadhura, tāte sākṣī — lakṣmī ṭhākurāṇī nārāyaṇa-hṛdi sthiti, tabu pāda-sevāya mati, sevā kare ‘dāsī’-abhimānī”
“Service to My lover is the home of happiness and is more sweet than direct union with Him. The goddess of fortune is evidence of this, for although she constantly lives on the heart of Nārāyaṇa, she wants to render service to His lotus feet. She therefore considers herself a maidservant and serves Him constantly.”
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.61

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ei rādhāra vacana, viśuddha-prema-lakṣaṇa, āsvādaye śrī-gaura-rāya bhāve mana nahe sthira, sāttvike vyāpe śarīra, mana-deha dharaṇa nā yāya
[ei raadhaara vachana, vishuddha-prema-lakshana, aasvaadaye shree-gaura-raaya bhaave mana nahe sthira, saattvike vyaape shareera, mana-deha dharana naa yaaya]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ei rādhāra vacana, viśuddha-prema-lakṣaṇa, āsvādaye śrī-gaura-rāya bhāve mana nahe sthira, sāttvike vyāpe śarīra, mana-deha dharaṇa nā yāya
These statements by Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī show the symptoms of pure love for Kṛṣṇa tasted by Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu. In that ecstatic love, His mind was unsteady. Transformations of transcendental love spread throughout His entire body, and He could not sustain His body and mind.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.62

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vrajera viśuddha-prema, — yena jāmbū-nada hema, ātma-sukhera yāhāṅ nāhi gandha se prema jānā’te loke, prabhu kailā ei śloke, pade kailā arthera nirbandha
[vrajera vishuddha-prema, — yena jaamboo-nada hema, aatma-sukhera yaahaan naahi gandha se prema jaanaa’te loke, prabhu kailaa ei shloke, pade kailaa arthera nirbandha]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
vrajera viśuddha-prema, — yena jāmbū-nada hema, ātma-sukhera yāhāṅ nāhi gandha se prema jānā’te loke, prabhu kailā ei śloke, pade kailā arthera nirbandha
The pure devotional service in Vṛndāvana is like the golden particles in the river Jāmbū. In Vṛndāvana there is not a trace of personal sense gratification. It is to advertise such pure love in this material world that Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu has written the previous verse and explained its meaning.

The verse-referred to here is text 47, the eighth verse of the Śikṣāṣṭaka.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.63

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ei-mata mahāprabhu bhāvāviṣṭa hañā pralāpa karilā tat-tat śloka paḍiyā
[ei-mata mahaaprabhu bhaavaavishta hanaa pralaapa karilaa tat-tat shloka padiyaa]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ei-mata mahāprabhu bhāvāviṣṭa hañā pralāpa karilā tat-tat śloka paḍiyā
Thus overwhelmed by ecstatic love, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu spoke like a madman and recited suitable verses.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.64

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pūrve aṣṭa-śloka kari’ loke śikṣā dilā sei aṣṭa-ślokera artha āpane āsvādilā
[poorve ashta-shloka kari’ loke shikshaa dilaa sei ashta-shlokera artha aapane aasvaadilaa]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
pūrve aṣṭa-śloka kari’ loke śikṣā dilā sei aṣṭa-ślokera artha āpane āsvādilā
The Lord had formerly composed these eight verses to teach people in general. Now He personally tasted the meaning of the verses, which are called the Śikṣāṣṭaka.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.65

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prabhura ‘śikṣāṣṭaka’-śloka yei paḍe, śune kṛṣṇe prema-bhakti tāra bāḍe dine-dine
[prabhura ‘shikshaashtaka’-shloka yei pade, shune krishne prema-bhakti taara baade dine-dine]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
prabhura ‘śikṣāṣṭaka’-śloka yei paḍe, śune kṛṣṇe prema-bhakti tāra bāḍe dine-dine
If anyone recites or hears these eight verses of instruction by Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, his ecstatic love and devotion for Kṛṣṇa increase day by day.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.66

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yadyapiha prabhu — koṭī-samudra-gambhīra nānā-bhāva-candrodaye hayena asthira
[yadyapiha prabhu — kotee-samudra-gambheera naanaa-bhaava-chandrodaye hayena asthira]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
yadyapiha prabhu — koṭī-samudra-gambhīra nānā-bhāva-candrodaye hayena asthira
Although Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu is as deep and grave as millions of oceans, when the moon of His various emotions rises, He becomes restless.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.67-68

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yei yei śloka jayadeva, bhāgavate rāyera nāṭake, yei āra karṇāmṛtesei sei bhāve śloka kariyā paṭhane sei sei bhāvāveśe karena āsvādane
[yei yei shloka jayadeva, bhaagavate raayera naatake, yei aara karnaamritesei sei bhaave shloka kariyaa pathane sei sei bhaavaaveshe karena aasvaadane]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
yei yei śloka jayadeva, bhāgavate rāyera nāṭake, yei āra karṇāmṛtesei sei bhāve śloka kariyā paṭhane sei sei bhāvāveśe karena āsvādane
When Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu read the verses of Jayadeva’s Gīta-govinda, of Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam, of Rāmānanda Rāya’s drama Jagannātha-vallabha-nāṭaka, and of Bilvamaṅgala Ṭhākura’s Kṛṣṇa-karṇāmṛta, He was overwhelmed by the various ecstatic emotions of those verses. Thus He tasted their purports.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.69

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dvādaśa vatsara aiche daśā — rātri-dine kṛṣṇa-rasa āsvādaye dui-bandhu-sane
[dvaadasha vatsara aiche dashaa — raatri-dine krishna-rasa aasvaadaye dui-bandhu-sane]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
dvādaśa vatsara aiche daśā — rātri-dine kṛṣṇa-rasa āsvādaye dui-bandhu-sane
For twelve years, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu remained in that state day and night. With His two friends He tasted the meaning of those verses, which consists of nothing but the transcendental bliss and mellows of Kṛṣṇa consciousness.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.70

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sei saba līlā-rasa āpane ananta sahasra-vadane varṇi’ nāhi pā’na anta
[sei saba leelaa-rasa aapane ananta sahasra-vadane varni’ naahi paa’na anta]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
sei saba līlā-rasa āpane ananta sahasra-vadane varṇi’ nāhi pā’na anta
Even Anantadeva, who has thousands of faces, could not reach the end of describing the transcendental bliss of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s pastimes.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.71

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jīva kṣudra-buddhi kon tāhā pāre varṇite? tāra eka kaṇā sparśi āpanā śodhite
[jeeva kshudra-buddhi kon taahaa paare varnite? taara eka kanaa sparshi aapanaa shodhite]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
jīva kṣudra-buddhi kon tāhā pāre varṇite? tāra eka kaṇā sparśi āpanā śodhite
How, then, could an ordinary living being with very little intelligence describe such pastimes? Nevertheless, I am trying to touch but a particle of them just to rectify myself.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.72

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yata ceṣṭā, yata pralāpa, — nāhi pārāvāra sei saba varṇite grantha haya suvistāra
[yata cheshtaa, yata pralaapa, — naahi paaraavaara sei saba varnite grantha haya suvistaara]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
yata ceṣṭā, yata pralāpa, — nāhi pārāvāra sei saba varṇite grantha haya suvistāra
There is no limit to Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s activities and His words of madness. Therefore describing them all would greatly increase the size of this book.
📝 My note

Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.73

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vṛndāvana-dāsa prathama ye līlā varṇila sei-saba līlāra āmi sūtra-mātra kaila
[vrindaavana-daasa prathama ye leelaa varnila sei-saba leelaara aami sootra-maatra kaila]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
vṛndāvana-dāsa prathama ye līlā varṇila sei-saba līlāra āmi sūtra-mātra kaila
Whatever pastimes Śrīla Vṛndāvana dāsa Ṭhākura has first described I have merely summarized.
📝 My note

Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.74

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tāṅra tyakta ‘avaśeṣa’ saṅkṣepe kahila līlāra bāhulye grantha tathāpi bāḍila
[taanra tyakta ‘avashesha’ sankshepe kahila leelaara baahulye grantha tathaapi baadila]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
tāṅra tyakta ‘avaśeṣa’ saṅkṣepe kahila līlāra bāhulye grantha tathāpi bāḍila
I have only very briefly described the pastimes of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu not described by Vṛndāvana dāsa Ṭhākura. Nevertheless, because those transcendental pastimes are so numerous, the size of this book has increased.
📝 My note

Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.75

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ataeva sei-saba līlā nā pāri varṇibāre samāpti kariluṅ līlāke kari’ namaskāre
[ataeva sei-saba leelaa naa paari varnibaare samaapti karilun leelaake kari’ namaskaare]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ataeva sei-saba līlā nā pāri varṇibāre samāpti kariluṅ līlāke kari’ namaskāre
It is impossible to describe all the pastimes elaborately. I shall therefore end this description and offer them my respectful obeisances.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.76

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ye kichu kahiluṅ ei dig-daraśana ei anusāre habe tāra āsvādana
[ye kichu kahilun ei dig-darashana ei anusaare habe taara aasvaadana]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ye kichu kahiluṅ ei dig-daraśana ei anusāre habe tāra āsvādana
What I have described gives merely an indication, but by following this indication one may obtain a taste of all the pastimes of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.77

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prabhura gambhīra-līlā nā pāri bujhite buddhi-praveśa nāhi tāte, nā pāri varṇite
[prabhura gambheera-leelaa naa paari bujhite buddhi-pravesha naahi taate, naa paari varnite]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
prabhura gambhīra-līlā nā pāri bujhite buddhi-praveśa nāhi tāte, nā pāri varṇite
I cannot understand the very deep, meaningful pastimes of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu. My intelligence cannot penetrate them, and therefore I could not properly describe them.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.78

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saba śrotā vaiṣṇavera vandiyā caraṇa caitanya-caritra-varṇana kailuṅ samāpana
[saba shrotaa vaishnavera vandiyaa charana chaitanya-charitra-varnana kailun samaapana]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
saba śrotā vaiṣṇavera vandiyā caraṇa caitanya-caritra-varṇana kailuṅ samāpana
After offering my respectful obeisances to the lotus feet of all my Vaiṣṇava readers, I shall therefore end this description of the characteristics of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.79

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ākāśa — ananta, tāte yaiche pakṣi-gaṇa yāra yata śakti, tata kare ārohaṇa
[aakaasha — ananta, taate yaiche pakshi-gana yaara yata shakti, tata kare aarohana]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ākāśa — ananta, tāte yaiche pakṣi-gaṇa yāra yata śakti, tata kare ārohaṇa
The sky is unlimited, but many birds fly higher and higher according to their own abilities.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.80

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aiche mahāprabhura līlā — nāhi ora-pāra ‘jīva’ hañā kebā samyak pāre varṇibāra?
[aiche mahaaprabhura leelaa — naahi ora-paara ‘jeeva’ hanaa kebaa samyak paare varnibaara?]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
aiche mahāprabhura līlā — nāhi ora-pāra ‘jīva’ hañā kebā samyak pāre varṇibāra?
The pastimes of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu are like the unlimited sky. How, then, can an ordinary living being describe them all?
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.81

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yāvat buddhira gati, tateka varṇiluṅ samudrera madhye yena eka kaṇa chuṅiluṅ
[yaavat buddhira gati, tateka varnilun samudrera madhye yena eka kana chunilun]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
yāvat buddhira gati, tateka varṇiluṅ samudrera madhye yena eka kaṇa chuṅiluṅ
I have tried to describe them as far as my intelligence allows, as if trying to touch a drop in the midst of a great ocean.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.82

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nityānanda-kṛpā-pātra — vṛndāvana-dāsa caitanya-līlāya teṅho hayena ‘ādi-vyāsa’
[nityaananda-kripaa-paatra — vrindaavana-daasa chaitanya-leelaaya tenho hayena ‘aadi-vyaasa’]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
nityānanda-kṛpā-pātra — vṛndāvana-dāsa caitanya-līlāya teṅho hayena ‘ādi-vyāsa’
Vṛndāvana dāsa Ṭhākura is Lord Nityānanda’s favorite devotee, and therefore he is the original Vyāsadeva in describing the pastimes of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.

Śrīla Bhaktisiddhānta Sarasvatī Ṭhākura says that all writers after Vṛndāvana dāsa Ṭhākura who are pure devotees of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu and who have tried to describe the Lord’s activities are to be considered like Vyāsa. Śrīla Vṛndāvana dāsa Ṭhākura is the original Vyāsadeva in describing caitanya-līlā, and all others who follow in his footsteps by describing Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s pastimes are also to be called Vyāsadeva. The bona fide spiritual master is called Vyāsa because he is a representative of Vyāsa. Worshiping the birthday of such a spiritual master is called Vyāsa-pūjā.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.83

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tāṅra āge yadyapi saba līlāra bhāṇḍāra tathāpi alpa varṇiyā chāḍilena āra
[taanra aage yadyapi saba leelaara bhaandaara tathaapi alpa varniyaa chaadilena aara]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
tāṅra āge yadyapi saba līlāra bhāṇḍāra tathāpi alpa varṇiyā chāḍilena āra
Although Vṛndāvana dāsa Ṭhākura has within his jurisdiction the full store of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s pastimes, he has left aside most of them and described but a small portion.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.84

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ye kichu varṇiluṅ, seha saṅkṣepa kariyā likhite nā pārena, tabu rākhiyāchena likhiyā
[ye kichu varnilun, seha sankshepa kariyaa likhite naa paarena, tabu raakhiyaachena likhiyaa]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ye kichu varṇiluṅ, seha saṅkṣepa kariyā likhite nā pārena, tabu rākhiyāchena likhiyā
What I have described was left aside by Vṛndāvana dāsa Ṭhākura, but although he could not describe these pastimes, he gave us a synopsis.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.85

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caitanya-maṅgale teṅho likhiyāche sthāne-sthāne sei vacana śuna, sei parama-pramāṇe
[chaitanya-mangale tenho likhiyaache sthaane-sthaane sei vachana shuna, sei parama-pramaane]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
caitanya-maṅgale teṅho likhiyāche sthāne-sthāne sei vacana śuna, sei parama-pramāṇe
In his book named Caitanya-maṅgala [Caitanya-bhāgavata], he has described these pastimes in many places. I request my readers to hear that book, for that is the best evidence.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.86

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saṅkṣepe kahiluṅ, vistāra nā yāya kathane vistāriyā veda-vyāsa kariba varṇane
[sankshepe kahilun, vistaara naa yaaya kathane vistaariyaa veda-vyaasa kariba varnane]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
saṅkṣepe kahiluṅ, vistāra nā yāya kathane vistāriyā veda-vyāsa kariba varṇane
I have described the pastimes very briefly, for it is impossible for me to describe them in full. In the future, however, Vedavyāsa will describe them elaborately.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.87

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caitanya-maṅgale ihā likhiyāche sthāne-sthāne satya kahena, — ‘āge vyāsa kariba varṇane’
[chaitanya-mangale ihaa likhiyaache sthaane-sthaane satya kahena, — ‘aage vyaasa kariba varnane’]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
caitanya-maṅgale ihā likhiyāche sthāne-sthāne satya kahena, — ‘āge vyāsa kariba varṇane’
In the Caitanya-maṅgala, Śrīla Vṛndāvana dāsa Ṭhākura has stated in many places the factual truth that in the future Vyāsadeva will describe the Lord’s pastimes elaborately.

The statement āge vyāsa kariba varṇane is similar to a text in the Caitanya-bhāgavata (Ādi-khaṇḍa, first chapter, text 180) in which Vṛndāvana dāsa Ṭhākura says: śeṣa-khaṇḍe caitanyera ananta vilāsavistāriyā varṇite āchena veda-vyāsa “The unlimited pastimes of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu will be described by Vyāsadeva in the future.” Śrīla Bhaktisiddhānta Sarasvatī Ṭhākura says that these statements indicate that in the future, other representatives of Vyāsadeva will elaborately describe Lord Caitanya’s pastimes. The purport is that any pure devotee in the disciplic succession who describes the pastimes of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu is confirmed to be a representative of Vyāsadeva.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.88

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caitanya-līlāmṛta-sindhu — dugdhābdhi-samāna tṛṣṇānurūpa jhārī bhari’ teṅho kailā pāna
[chaitanya-leelaamrita-sindhu — dugdhaabdhi-samaana trishnaanuroopa jhaaree bhari’ tenho kailaa paana]
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caitanya-līlāmṛta-sindhu — dugdhābdhi-samāna tṛṣṇānurūpa jhārī bhari’ teṅho kailā pāna
The ocean of nectarean pastimes of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu is like the ocean of milk. According to his thirst, Vṛndāvana dāsa Ṭhākura filled his pitcher and drank from that ocean.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.89

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tāṅra jhārī-śeṣāmṛta kichu more dilā tateke bharila peṭa, tṛṣṇā mora gelā
[taanra jhaaree-sheshaamrita kichu more dilaa tateke bharila peta, trishnaa mora gelaa]
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tāṅra jhārī-śeṣāmṛta kichu more dilā tateke bharila peṭa, tṛṣṇā mora gelā
Whatever remnants of milk Vṛndāvana dāsa Ṭhākura has given me are sufficient to fill my belly. Now my thirst is completely satiated.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.90-91

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ami — ati-kṣudra jīva, pakṣī rāṅgā-ṭuni se yaiche tṛṣṇāya piye samudrera pānītaiche āmi eka kaṇa chuṅiluṅ līlāra ei dṛṣṭānte jāniha prabhura līlāra vistāra
[ami — ati-kshudra jeeva, pakshee raangaa-tuni se yaiche trishnaaya piye samudrera paaneetaiche aami eka kana chunilun leelaara ei drishtaante jaaniha prabhura leelaara vistaara]
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ami — ati-kṣudra jīva, pakṣī rāṅgā-ṭuni se yaiche tṛṣṇāya piye samudrera pānītaiche āmi eka kaṇa chuṅiluṅ līlāra ei dṛṣṭānte jāniha prabhura līlāra vistāra
I am a very insignificant living being, like a small red-beaked bird. Just as such a bird drinks the water of the sea to quench its thirst, so I have touched only a drop of the ocean of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s pastimes. From this example, you may all understand how expansive are the pastimes of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.92

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‘āmi likhi’, — eha mithyā kari anumāna āmāra śarīra kāṣṭha-putalī-samāna
[‘aami likhi’, — eha mithyaa kari anumaana aamaara shareera kaashtha-putalee-samaana]
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‘āmi likhi’, — eha mithyā kari anumāna āmāra śarīra kāṣṭha-putalī-samāna
I infer that “I have written” is a false understanding, for my body is like a wooden doll.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.93

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vṛddha jarātura āmi andha, badhira hasta hāle, mano-buddhi nahe mora sthira
[vriddha jaraatura aami andha, badhira hasta haale, mano-buddhi nahe mora sthira]
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vṛddha jarātura āmi andha, badhira hasta hāle, mano-buddhi nahe mora sthira
I am old and troubled by invalidity. I am almost blind and deaf, my hands tremble, and my mind and intelligence are unsteady.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.94

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nānā-roga-grasta, — calite vasite nā pāri pañca-roga-pīḍā-vyākula, rātri-dine mari
[naanaa-roga-grasta, — chalite vasite naa paari pancha-roga-peedaa-vyaakula, raatri-dine mari]
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nānā-roga-grasta, — calite vasite nā pāri pañca-roga-pīḍā-vyākula, rātri-dine mari
I am infected with so many diseases that I can neither properly walk nor properly sit. Indeed, I am always exhausted by five kinds of diseases. I may die at any time of the day or night.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.95

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pūrve granthe ihā kariyāchi nivedana tathāpi likhiye, śuna ihāra kāraṇa
[poorve granthe ihaa kariyaachi nivedana tathaapi likhiye, shuna ihaara kaarana]
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pūrve granthe ihā kariyāchi nivedana tathāpi likhiye, śuna ihāra kāraṇa
I have previously given an account of my inabilities. Please hear the reason why I nevertheless still write.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.96-98

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śrī-govinda, śrī-caitanya, śrī-nityānanda śrī-advaita, śrī-bhakta, āra śrī-śrotṛ-vṛndaśrī-svarūpa, śrī-rūpa, śrī-sanātana śrī-raghunātha-dāsa śrī-guru, śrī-jīva-caraṇaiṅhā-sabāra caraṇa-kṛpāya lekhāya āmāre āra eka haya, — teṅho ati-kṛpā kare
[shree-govinda, shree-chaitanya, shree-nityaananda shree-advaita, shree-bhakta, aara shree-shrotri-vrindashree-svaroopa, shree-roopa, shree-sanaatana shree-raghunaatha-daasa shree-guru, shree-jeeva-charanainhaa-sabaara charana-kripaaya lekhaaya aamaare aara eka haya, — tenho ati-kripaa kare]
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śrī-govinda, śrī-caitanya, śrī-nityānanda śrī-advaita, śrī-bhakta, āra śrī-śrotṛ-vṛndaśrī-svarūpa, śrī-rūpa, śrī-sanātana śrī-raghunātha-dāsa śrī-guru, śrī-jīva-caraṇaiṅhā-sabāra caraṇa-kṛpāya lekhāya āmāre āra eka haya, — teṅho ati-kṛpā kare
I am writing this book by the mercy of the lotus feet of Śrī Govindadeva, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, Lord Nityānanda, Advaita Ācārya, other devotees and the readers of this book, as well as Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī, Śrī Rūpa Gosvāmī, Śrī Sanātana Gosvāmī, Śrī Raghunātha dāsa Gosvāmī, who is my spiritual master, and Śrī Jīva Gosvāmī. I have also been specifically favored by another Supreme Personality.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.99

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śrī-madana-gopāla more lekhāya ājñā kari’ kahite nā yuyāya, tabu rahite nā pāri
[shree-madana-gopaala more lekhaaya aajnaa kari’ kahite naa yuyaaya, tabu rahite naa paari]
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śrī-madana-gopāla more lekhāya ājñā kari’ kahite nā yuyāya, tabu rahite nā pāri
Śrī Madana-mohana Deity of Vṛndāvana has given the order that is making me write. Although this should not be disclosed, I disclose it because I am unable to remain silent.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.100

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nā kahile haya mora kṛta-ghnatā-doṣa dambha kari bali’ śrotā, nā kariha roṣa
[naa kahile haya mora krita-ghnataa-dosha dambha kari bali’ shrotaa, naa kariha rosha]
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nā kahile haya mora kṛta-ghnatā-doṣa dambha kari bali’ śrotā, nā kariha roṣa
If I did not disclose this fact, I would be guilty of ingratitude to the Lord. Therefore, my dear readers, please do not consider me too proud and be angry at me.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.101

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tomā-sabāra caraṇa-dhūli karinu vandana tāte caitanya-līlā haila ye kichu likhana
[tomaa-sabaara charana-dhooli karinu vandana taate chaitanya-leelaa haila ye kichu likhana]
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tomā-sabāra caraṇa-dhūli karinu vandana tāte caitanya-līlā haila ye kichu likhana
It is because I have offered my prayers unto the lotus feet of all of you that whatever I have written about Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu has been possible.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.102

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ebe antya-līlā-gaṇera kari anuvāda ‘anuvāda’ kaile pāi līlāra ‘āsvāda’
[ebe antya-leelaa-ganera kari anuvaada ‘anuvaada’ kaile paai leelaara ‘aasvaada’]
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ebe antya-līlā-gaṇera kari anuvāda ‘anuvāda’ kaile pāi līlāra ‘āsvāda’
Now let me repeat all the pastimes of the Antya-līlā, for if I do so I shall taste the pastimes again.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.103

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prathama paricchede — rūpera dvitīya-milana tāra madhye dui-nāṭakera vidhāna-śravaṇa
[prathama parichchede — roopera dviteeya-milana taara madhye dui-naatakera vidhaana-shravana]
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prathama paricchede — rūpera dvitīya-milana tāra madhye dui-nāṭakera vidhāna-śravaṇa
The first chapter describes how Rūpa Gosvāmī met Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu for the second time and how the Lord heard his two dramas [Vidagdha-mādhava and Lalita-mādhava].
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.104

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tāra madhye śivānanda-saṅge kukkura āilā prabhu tāre kṛṣṇa kahāñā mukta karilā
[taara madhye shivaananda-sange kukkura aailaa prabhu taare krishna kahaanaa mukta karilaa]
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tāra madhye śivānanda-saṅge kukkura āilā prabhu tāre kṛṣṇa kahāñā mukta karilā
That chapter also describes the incident of Śivānanda Sena’s dog, who was induced by Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu to chant the holy name of Kṛṣṇa and was thus liberated.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.105

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dvitīye — choṭa-haridāse karāilā śikṣaṇa tāra madhye śivānandera āścarya darśana
[dviteeye — chota-haridaase karaailaa shikshana taara madhye shivaanandera aashcharya darshana]
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dvitīye — choṭa-haridāse karāilā śikṣaṇa tāra madhye śivānandera āścarya darśana
The second chapter tells how the Lord instructively punished Junior Haridāsa. Also in that chapter is a description of the wonderful vision of Śivānanda Sena.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.106

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tṛtīye — haridāsera mahimā pracaṇḍa dāmodara-paṇḍita kailā prabhure vākya-daṇḍa
[triteeye — haridaasera mahimaa prachanda daamodara-pandita kailaa prabhure vaakya-danda]
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tṛtīye — haridāsera mahimā pracaṇḍa dāmodara-paṇḍita kailā prabhure vākya-daṇḍa
In the third chapter is a description of the forceful glories of Haridāsa Ṭhākura. That chapter also mentions how Dāmodara Paṇḍita spoke words of criticism to Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.107

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prabhu ‘nāma’ diyā kailā brahmāṇḍa-mocana haridāsa karilā nāmera mahimā-sthāpana
[prabhu ‘naama’ diyaa kailaa brahmaanda-mochana haridaasa karilaa naamera mahimaa-sthaapana]
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prabhu ‘nāma’ diyā kailā brahmāṇḍa-mocana haridāsa karilā nāmera mahimā-sthāpana
The third chapter also tells how Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu delivered everyone by bestowing upon the universe the holy name of the Lord, and it describes how Haridāsa Ṭhākura established the glories of the holy name by his practical example.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.108

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caturthe — śrī-sanātanera dvitīya-milana deha-tyāga haite tāṅra karilā rakṣaṇa
[chaturthe — shree-sanaatanera dviteeya-milana deha-tyaaga haite taanra karilaa rakshana]
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caturthe — śrī-sanātanera dvitīya-milana deha-tyāga haite tāṅra karilā rakṣaṇa
The fourth chapter describes Sanātana Gosvāmī’s second visit with Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu and how the Lord saved him from committing suicide.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.109

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jyaiṣṭha-māsera dhūpe tāṅre kailā parīkṣaṇa śakti sañcāriyā punaḥ pāṭhāilā vṛndāvana
[jyaishtha-maasera dhoope taanre kailaa pareekshana shakti sanchaariyaa punah paathaailaa vrindaavana]
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jyaiṣṭha-māsera dhūpe tāṅre kailā parīkṣaṇa śakti sañcāriyā punaḥ pāṭhāilā vṛndāvana
The fourth chapter also tells how Sanātana Gosvāmī was tested in the sunshine of Jyaiṣṭha [May-June] and was then empowered and sent back to Vṛndāvana.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.110

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pañcame — pradyumna-miśre prabhu kṛpā karilā rāya-dvārā kṛṣṇa-kathā tāṅre śunāilā
[panchame — pradyumna-mishre prabhu kripaa karilaa raaya-dvaaraa krishna-kathaa taanre shunaailaa]
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pañcame — pradyumna-miśre prabhu kṛpā karilā rāya-dvārā kṛṣṇa-kathā tāṅre śunāilā
The fifth chapter tells how the Lord showed His favor to Pradyumna Miśra and made him hear topics of Kṛṣṇa from Rāmānanda Rāya.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.111

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tāra madhye ‘bāṅgāla’-kavira nāṭaka-upekṣaṇa svarūpa-gosāñi kailā vigrahera mahimā-sthāpana
[taara madhye ‘baangaala’-kavira naataka-upekshana svaroopa-gosaani kailaa vigrahera mahimaa-sthaapana]
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tāra madhye ‘bāṅgāla’-kavira nāṭaka-upekṣaṇa svarūpa-gosāñi kailā vigrahera mahimā-sthāpana
That chapter also describes how Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī rejected the drama of a poet from Bengal and established the glories of the Deity.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.112

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ṣaṣṭhe — raghunātha-dāsa prabhure mililā nityānanda-ājñāya ciḍā-mahotsava kailā
[shashthe — raghunaatha-daasa prabhure mililaa nityaananda-aajnaaya chidaa-mahotsava kailaa]
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ṣaṣṭhe — raghunātha-dāsa prabhure mililā nityānanda-ājñāya ciḍā-mahotsava kailā
The sixth chapter describes how Raghunātha dāsa Gosvāmī met Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu and performed the chipped rice festival in accordance with Nityānanda Prabhu’s order.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.113

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dāmodara-svarūpa-ṭhāñi tāṅre samarpila ‘govardhana-śilā’, ‘guñjā-mālā’ tāṅre dila
[daamodara-svaroopa-thaani taanre samarpila ‘govardhana-shilaa’, ‘gunjaa-maalaa’ taanre dila]
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dāmodara-svarūpa-ṭhāñi tāṅre samarpila ‘govardhana-śilā’, ‘guñjā-mālā’ tāṅre dila
That chapter also tells how the Lord entrusted Raghunātha dāsa Gosvāmī to the care of Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī and gave Raghunātha dāsa the gift of a stone from Govardhana Hill and a garland of small conchshells.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.114

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saptama-paricchede — vallabha bhaṭṭera milana nānā-mate kailā tāṅra garva khaṇḍana
[saptama-parichchede — vallabha bhattera milana naanaa-mate kailaa taanra garva khandana]
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saptama-paricchede — vallabha bhaṭṭera milana nānā-mate kailā tāṅra garva khaṇḍana
The seventh chapter tells how Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu met Vallabha Bhaṭṭa and dismantled his false pride in various ways.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.115

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aṣṭame — rāmacandra-purīra āgamana tāṅra bhaye kailā prabhu bhikṣā saṅkocana
[ashtame — raamachandra-pureera aagamana taanra bhaye kailaa prabhu bhikshaa sankochana]
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aṣṭame — rāmacandra-purīra āgamana tāṅra bhaye kailā prabhu bhikṣā saṅkocana
The eighth chapter describes the arrival of Rāmacandra Purī and how Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu minimized His eating due to fear of him.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.116

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navame — gopīnātha-paṭṭanāyaka-mocana trijagatera loka prabhura pāila daraśana
[navame — gopeenaatha-pattanaayaka-mochana trijagatera loka prabhura paaila darashana]
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navame — gopīnātha-paṭṭanāyaka-mocana trijagatera loka prabhura pāila daraśana
In the ninth chapter is a description of how Gopīnātha Paṭṭanāyaka was delivered and how the people of the three worlds were able to see Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.117

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daśame — kahiluṅ bhakta-datta-āsvādana rāghava-paṇḍitera tāhāṅ jhālira sājana
[dashame — kahilun bhakta-datta-aasvaadana raaghava-panditera taahaan jhaalira saajana]
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daśame — kahiluṅ bhakta-datta-āsvādana rāghava-paṇḍitera tāhāṅ jhālira sājana
In the tenth chapter I have described how Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu tasted the food given by His devotees, and I have also described the assortments in the bags of Rāghava Paṇḍita.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.118

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tāra madhye govindera kailā parīkṣaṇa tāra madhye parimuṇḍā-nṛtyera varṇana
[taara madhye govindera kailaa pareekshana taara madhye parimundaa-nrityera varnana]
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tāra madhye govindera kailā parīkṣaṇa tāra madhye parimuṇḍā-nṛtyera varṇana
Also in that chapter is a description of how the Lord examined Govinda and how He danced in the temple.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.119

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ekādaśe — haridāsa-ṭhākurera niryāṇa bhakta-vātsalya yāhāṅ dekhāilā gaura bhagavān
[ekaadashe — haridaasa-thaakurera niryaana bhakta-vaatsalya yaahaan dekhaailaa gaura bhagavaan]
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ekādaśe — haridāsa-ṭhākurera niryāṇa bhakta-vātsalya yāhāṅ dekhāilā gaura bhagavān
The eleventh chapter describes the disappearance of Haridāsa Ṭhākura and how Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, showed His affection for His devotees.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.120

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dvādaśe — jagadānandera taila-bhañjana nityānanda kailā śivānandere tāḍana
[dvaadashe — jagadaanandera taila-bhanjana nityaananda kailaa shivaanandere taadana]
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dvādaśe — jagadānandera taila-bhañjana nityānanda kailā śivānandere tāḍana
In the twelfth chapter are descriptions of how Jagadānanda Paṇḍita broke a pot of oil and how Lord Nityānanda chastised Śivānanda Sena.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.121

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trayodaśe — jagadānanda mathurā yāi’ āilā mahāprabhu deva-dāsīra gīta śunilā
[trayodashe — jagadaananda mathuraa yaai’ aailaa mahaaprabhu deva-daaseera geeta shunilaa]
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trayodaśe — jagadānanda mathurā yāi’ āilā mahāprabhu deva-dāsīra gīta śunilā
The thirteenth chapter tells how Jagadānanda Paṇḍita went to Mathurā and returned and how Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu by chance heard a song sung by a deva-dāsī dancing girl.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.122

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raghunātha-bhaṭṭācāryera tāhāṅi milana prabhu tāṅre kṛpā kari’ pāṭhāilā vṛndāvana
[raghunaatha-bhattaachaaryera taahaani milana prabhu taanre kripaa kari’ paathaailaa vrindaavana]
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raghunātha-bhaṭṭācāryera tāhāṅi milana prabhu tāṅre kṛpā kari’ pāṭhāilā vṛndāvana
Also in the thirteenth chapter is an account of how Raghunātha Bhaṭṭa met Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, who by His causeless mercy sent him to Vṛndāvana.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.123

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caturdaśe — divyonmāda-ārambha varṇana ‘śarīra’ ethā prabhura, ‘mana’ gelā vṛndāvana
[chaturdashe — divyonmaada-aarambha varnana ‘shareera’ ethaa prabhura, ‘mana’ gelaa vrindaavana]
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caturdaśe — divyonmāda-ārambha varṇana ‘śarīra’ ethā prabhura, ‘mana’ gelā vṛndāvana
The fourteenth chapter describes the beginning of the Lord’s spiritual trance, in which His body was at Jagannātha Purī but His mind was in Vṛndāvana.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.124

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tāra madhye prabhura siṁha-dvāre patana asthi-sandhi-tyāga, anubhāvera udgama
[taara madhye prabhura simha-dvaare patana asthi-sandhi-tyaaga, anubhaavera udgama]
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tāra madhye prabhura siṁha-dvāre patana asthi-sandhi-tyāga, anubhāvera udgama
Also in that chapter is a description of how Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu fell down in front of the Siṁha-dvāra gate of the Jagannātha temple, His bones separated at the joints, and how various transcendental symptoms awakened in Him.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.125

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caṭaka-parvata dekhi’ prabhura dhāvana tāra madhye prabhura kichu pralāpa-varṇana
[chataka-parvata dekhi’ prabhura dhaavana taara madhye prabhura kichu pralaapa-varnana]
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caṭaka-parvata dekhi’ prabhura dhāvana tāra madhye prabhura kichu pralāpa-varṇana
Also in that chapter is a description of how Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu ran toward Caṭaka-parvata and spoke like a madman.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.126

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pañcadaśa-paricchede — udyāna-vilāse vṛndāvana-bhrame yāhāṅ karilā praveśe
[panchadasha-parichchede — udyaana-vilaase vrindaavana-bhrame yaahaan karilaa praveshe]
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pañcadaśa-paricchede — udyāna-vilāse vṛndāvana-bhrame yāhāṅ karilā praveśe
In the fifteenth chapter is a description of how Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu entered a garden on the seashore and mistook it for Vṛndāvana.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.127

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tāra madhye prabhura pañcendriya-ākarṣaṇa tāra madhye karilā rāse kṛṣṇa-anveṣaṇa
[taara madhye prabhura panchendriya-aakarshana taara madhye karilaa raase krishna-anveshana]
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tāra madhye prabhura pañcendriya-ākarṣaṇa tāra madhye karilā rāse kṛṣṇa-anveṣaṇa
Also in that chapter is a description of the attraction of Lord Caitanya’s five senses to Kṛṣṇa and how He searched for Kṛṣṇa in the rāsa dance.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.128

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ṣoḍaśe — kālidāse prabhu kṛpā karilā vaiṣṇavocchiṣṭa khāibāra phala dekhāilā
[shodashe — kaalidaase prabhu kripaa karilaa vaishnavochchishta khaaibaara phala dekhaailaa]
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ṣoḍaśe — kālidāse prabhu kṛpā karilā vaiṣṇavocchiṣṭa khāibāra phala dekhāilā
The sixteenth chapter tells how Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu showed His mercy to Kālidāsa and thus demonstrated the result of eating the remnants of the food of Vaiṣṇavas.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.129

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śivānandera bālake śloka karāilā siṁha-dvāre dvārī prabhure kṛṣṇa dekhāilā
[shivaanandera baalake shloka karaailaa simha-dvaare dvaaree prabhure krishna dekhaailaa]
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śivānandera bālake śloka karāilā siṁha-dvāre dvārī prabhure kṛṣṇa dekhāilā
It also describes how Śivānanda’s son composed a verse and how the doorkeeper of the Siṁha-dvāra showed Kṛṣṇa to Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.130

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mahā-prasādera tāhāṅ mahimā varṇilā kṛṣṇādharāmṛtera phala-śloka āsvādilā
[mahaa-prasaadera taahaan mahimaa varnilaa krishnaadharaamritera phala-shloka aasvaadilaa]
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mahā-prasādera tāhāṅ mahimā varṇilā kṛṣṇādharāmṛtera phala-śloka āsvādilā
Also in that chapter, the glories of mahā-prasādam are explained, and a verse is tasted describing the effect of nectar from the lips of Kṛṣṇa.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.131

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saptadaśe — gābhī-madhye prabhura patana kūrmākāra-anubhāvera tāhāṅi udgama
[saptadashe — gaabhee-madhye prabhura patana koormaakaara-anubhaavera taahaani udgama]
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saptadaśe — gābhī-madhye prabhura patana kūrmākāra-anubhāvera tāhāṅi udgama
The seventeenth chapter recounts how Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu fell among the cows and assumed the form of a tortoise as His ecstatic emotions awakened.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.132

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kṛṣṇera śabda-guṇe prabhura mana ākarṣilā “kā stry aṅga te” ślokera artha āveśe karilā
[krishnera shabda-gune prabhura mana aakarshilaa “kaa stry anga te” shlokera artha aaveshe karilaa]
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kṛṣṇera śabda-guṇe prabhura mana ākarṣilā “kā stry aṅga te” ślokera artha āveśe karilā
That chapter also tells how the attributes of Kṛṣṇa’s sound attracted the mind of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, who then described in ecstasy the meaning of the “kā stry aṅga te” verse.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.133

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bhāva-śābalye punaḥ kailā pralapana karṇāmṛta-ślokera artha kailā vivaraṇa
[bhaava-shaabalye punah kailaa pralapana karnaamrita-shlokera artha kailaa vivarana]
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bhāva-śābalye punaḥ kailā pralapana karṇāmṛta-ślokera artha kailā vivaraṇa
The seventeenth chapter also tells how Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, due to the conjunction of various ecstatic emotions, again began speaking like a madman and described in detail the meaning of a verse from the Kṛṣṇa-karṇāmṛta.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.134

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aṣṭādaśa paricchede — samudre patana kṛṣṇa-gopī-jala-keli tāhāṅ daraśana
[ashtaadasha parichchede — samudre patana krishna-gopee-jala-keli taahaan darashana]
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aṣṭādaśa paricchede — samudre patana kṛṣṇa-gopī-jala-keli tāhāṅ daraśana
In the eighteenth chapter is an account of how the Lord fell into the ocean and in ecstasy saw in a dream the pastimes of a water fight between Kṛṣṇa and the gopīs.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.135

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tāhāṅi dekhilā kṛṣṇera vanya-bhojana jāliyā uṭhāila, prabhu āilā sva-bhavana
[taahaani dekhilaa krishnera vanya-bhojana jaaliyaa uthaaila, prabhu aailaa sva-bhavana]
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tāhāṅi dekhilā kṛṣṇera vanya-bhojana jāliyā uṭhāila, prabhu āilā sva-bhavana
In that dream, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu saw Kṛṣṇa’s picnic in the forest. As Lord Caitanya floated in the sea, a fisherman caught Him, and then the Lord returned to His own residence. All this is recounted in the eighteenth chapter.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.136

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ūnaviṁśe — bhittye prabhura mukha-saṅgharṣaṇa kṛṣṇera viraha-sphūrti-pralāpa-varṇana
[oonavimshe — bhittye prabhura mukha-sangharshana krishnera viraha-sphoorti-pralaapa-varnana]
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ūnaviṁśe — bhittye prabhura mukha-saṅgharṣaṇa kṛṣṇera viraha-sphūrti-pralāpa-varṇana
In the nineteenth chapter is a description of how Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu rubbed His face against the walls and spoke like a madman because of separation from Kṛṣṇa.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.137

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vasanta-rajanīte puṣpodyāne viharaṇa kṛṣṇera saurabhya-ślokera artha-vivaraṇa
[vasanta-rajaneete pushpodyaane viharana krishnera saurabhya-shlokera artha-vivarana]
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vasanta-rajanīte puṣpodyāne viharaṇa kṛṣṇera saurabhya-ślokera artha-vivaraṇa
That chapter also describes Kṛṣṇa’s wandering in a garden on a spring night, and it fully describes the meaning of a verse about the scent of Kṛṣṇa’s body.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.138

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viṁśa-paricchede — nija-‘śikṣāṣṭaka’ paḍiyā tāra artha āsvādilā premāviṣṭa hañā
[vimsha-parichchede — nija-‘shikshaashtaka’ padiyaa taara artha aasvaadilaa premaavishta hanaa]
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viṁśa-paricchede — nija-‘śikṣāṣṭaka’ paḍiyā tāra artha āsvādilā premāviṣṭa hañā
The twentieth chapter tells how Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu recited His own eight stanzas of instruction and tasted their meaning in ecstatic love.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.139

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bhakte śikhāite yei śikṣāṣṭaka kahilā sei ślokāṣṭakera artha punaḥ āsvādilā
[bhakte shikhaaite yei shikshaashtaka kahilaa sei shlokaashtakera artha punah aasvaadilaa]
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bhakte śikhāite yei śikṣāṣṭaka kahilā sei ślokāṣṭakera artha punaḥ āsvādilā
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu composed those eight stanzas to instruct the devotees, but He also personally tasted their meaning.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.140

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mukhya-mukhya-līlāra artha kariluṅ kathana ‘anuvāda’ haite smare grantha-vivaraṇa
[mukhya-mukhya-leelaara artha karilun kathana ‘anuvaada’ haite smare grantha-vivarana]
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mukhya-mukhya-līlāra artha kariluṅ kathana ‘anuvāda’ haite smare grantha-vivaraṇa
I have thus repeated the principal pastimes and their meaning, for by such repetition one can remember the descriptions in the book.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.141

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eka eka paricchedera kathā — aneka-prakāra mukhya-mukhya kahiluṅ, kathā nā yāya vistāra
[eka eka parichchedera kathaa — aneka-prakaara mukhya-mukhya kahilun, kathaa naa yaaya vistaara]
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eka eka paricchedera kathā — aneka-prakāra mukhya-mukhya kahiluṅ, kathā nā yāya vistāra
In every chapter there are various topics, but I have repeated only those that are principal, for not all of them could be described again.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.142-143

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śrī-rādhā-saha ‘śrī-madana-mohana’ śrī-rādhā-saha ‘śrī-govinda’-caraṇaśrī-rādhā-saha śrīla ‘śrī-gopīnātha’ ei tina ṭhākura haya ‘gauḍiyāra nātha’
[shree-raadhaa-saha ‘shree-madana-mohana’ shree-raadhaa-saha ‘shree-govinda’-charanashree-raadhaa-saha shreela ‘shree-gopeenaatha’ ei tina thaakura haya ‘gaudiyaara naatha’]
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śrī-rādhā-saha ‘śrī-madana-mohana’ śrī-rādhā-saha ‘śrī-govinda’-caraṇaśrī-rādhā-saha śrīla ‘śrī-gopīnātha’ ei tina ṭhākura haya ‘gauḍiyāra nātha’
The Vṛndāvana Deities of Madana-mohana with Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī, Govinda with Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī, and Gopīnātha with Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī are the life and soul of the Gauḍīya Vaiṣṇavas.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.144-146

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śrī-kṛṣṇa-caitanya, śrī-yuta nityānanda śrī-advaita-ācārya, śrī-gaura-bhakta-vṛndaśrī-svarūpa, śrī-rūpa, śrī-sanātana śrī-guru śrī-raghunātha, śrī-jīva-caraṇanija-śire dhari’ ei sabāra caraṇa yāhā haite haya saba vāñchita-pūraṇa
[shree-krishna-chaitanya, shree-yuta nityaananda shree-advaita-aachaarya, shree-gaura-bhakta-vrindashree-svaroopa, shree-roopa, shree-sanaatana shree-guru shree-raghunaatha, shree-jeeva-charananija-shire dhari’ ei sabaara charana yaahaa haite haya saba vaanchita-poorana]
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śrī-kṛṣṇa-caitanya, śrī-yuta nityānanda śrī-advaita-ācārya, śrī-gaura-bhakta-vṛndaśrī-svarūpa, śrī-rūpa, śrī-sanātana śrī-guru śrī-raghunātha, śrī-jīva-caraṇanija-śire dhari’ ei sabāra caraṇa yāhā haite haya saba vāñchita-pūraṇa
So that my desires may be fulfilled, I place the lotus feet of these personalities on my head: Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, with Lord Nityānanda, Advaita Ācārya and Their devotees, as well as Śrī Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī, Śrī Rūpa Gosvāmī, Śrī Sanātana Gosvāmī, Śrī Raghunātha dāsa Gosvāmī, who is my spiritual master, and Śrīla Jīva Gosvāmī.

Śrīla Raghunātha dāsa Gosvāmī was the instructing spiritual master of Kṛṣṇadāsa Kavirāja Gosvāmī and has therefore been described as śrī-guru.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.147

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sabāra caraṇa-kṛpā — ‘guru upādhyāyī’ mora vāṇī — śiṣyā, tāre bahuta nācāi
[sabaara charana-kripaa — ‘guru upaadhyaayee’ mora vaanee — shishyaa, taare bahuta naachaai]
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sabāra caraṇa-kṛpā — ‘guru upādhyāyī’ mora vāṇī — śiṣyā, tāre bahuta nācāi
The mercy of their lotus feet is my spiritual master, and my words are my disciples, whom I have made dance in various ways.

Upādhyāyī, or upādhyāya, refers to one who teaches when approached (upetya adhīyate asmāt). In the Manu-saṁhitā it is said: eka-deśaṁ tu vedasya vedāṅgāny api vā punaḥyo ’dhyāpayati vṛtty-artham upādhyāyaḥ sa ucyate “One who teaches others a part of the Vedas or literatures supplementary to the Vedas may be called upādhyāya.” Upādhyāya also refers to one who teaches art.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.148

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śiṣyāra śrama dekhi’ guru nācāna rākhilā ‘kṛpā’ nā nācāya, ‘vāṇī’ vasiyā rahilā
[shishyaara shrama dekhi’ guru naachaana raakhilaa ‘kripaa’ naa naachaaya, ‘vaanee’ vasiyaa rahilaa]
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śiṣyāra śrama dekhi’ guru nācāna rākhilā ‘kṛpā’ nā nācāya, ‘vāṇī’ vasiyā rahilā
Seeing the fatigue of the disciples, the spiritual master has stopped making them dance, and because that mercy no longer makes them dance, my words now sit silently.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.149

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anipuṇā vāṇī āpane nācite nā jāne yata nācāilā, nāci’ karilā viśrāme
[anipunaa vaanee aapane naachite naa jaane yata naachaailaa, naachi’ karilaa vishraame]
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anipuṇā vāṇī āpane nācite nā jāne yata nācāilā, nāci’ karilā viśrāme
My inexperienced words do not know how to dance by themselves. The mercy of the guru made them dance as much as possible, and now, after dancing, they have taken rest.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.150

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saba śrotā-gaṇera kari caraṇa vandana yāṅ-sabāra caraṇa-kṛpā — śubhera kāraṇa
[saba shrotaa-ganera kari charana vandana yaan-sabaara charana-kripaa — shubhera kaarana]
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saba śrotā-gaṇera kari caraṇa vandana yāṅ-sabāra caraṇa-kṛpā — śubhera kāraṇa
I now worship the lotus feet of all my readers, for by the mercy of their lotus feet there is all good fortune.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.151

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caitanya-caritāmṛta yei jana śune tāṅra caraṇa dhuñā karoṅ muñi pāne
[chaitanya-charitaamrita yei jana shune taanra charana dhunaa karon muni paane]
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caitanya-caritāmṛta yei jana śune tāṅra caraṇa dhuñā karoṅ muñi pāne
If one hears the pastimes of Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu as described in Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, I wash his lotus feet and drink the water.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.152

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śrotāra pada-reṇu karoṅ mastaka-bhūṣaṇa tomarā e-amṛta pile saphala haila śrama
[shrotaara pada-renu karon mastaka-bhooshana tomaraa e-amrita pile saphala haila shrama]
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śrotāra pada-reṇu karoṅ mastaka-bhūṣaṇa tomarā e-amṛta pile saphala haila śrama
I decorate my head with the dust of the lotus feet of my audience. Now you have all drunk this nectar, and therefore my labor is successful.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.153

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śrī-rūpa-raghunātha-pade yāra āśa caitanya-caritāmṛta kahe kṛṣṇadāsa
[shree-roopa-raghunaatha-pade yaara aasha chaitanya-charitaamrita kahe krishnadaasa]
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śrī-rūpa-raghunātha-pade yāra āśa caitanya-caritāmṛta kahe kṛṣṇadāsa
Praying at the lotus feet of Śrī Rūpa and Śrī Raghunātha, always desiring their mercy, I, Kṛṣṇadāsa, narrate Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, following in their footsteps.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.154

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caritam amṛtam etac chrīla-caitanya-viṣṇoḥ śubha-dam aśubha-nāśi śraddhayāsvādayed yaḥ tad-amala-pada-padme bhṛṅgatām etya so ’yaṁ rasayati rasam uccaiḥ prema-mādhvīka-pūram
[charitam amritam etach chreela-chaitanya-vishnoh shubha-dam ashubha-naashi shraddhayaasvaadayed yah tad-amala-pada-padme bhringataam etya so ’yam rasayati rasam uchchaih prema-maadhveeka-pooram]
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caritam amṛtam etac chrīla-caitanya-viṣṇoḥ śubha-dam aśubha-nāśi śraddhayāsvādayed yaḥ tad-amala-pada-padme bhṛṅgatām etya so ’yaṁ rasayati rasam uccaiḥ prema-mādhvīka-pūram
Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta is filled with the activities of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, who is the Supreme Personality of Godhead Himself. It invokes all good fortune and destroys everything inauspicious. If one tastes the nectar of Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta with faith and love, I become like a bumblebee tasting the honey of transcendental love from his lotus feet.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.155

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śrīman-madana-gopāla- govindadeva-tuṣṭaye caitanyārpitam astv etac caitanya-caritāmṛtam
[shreeman-madana-gopaala- govindadeva-tushtaye chaitanyaarpitam astv etach chaitanya-charitaamritam]
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śrīman-madana-gopāla- govindadeva-tuṣṭaye caitanyārpitam astv etac caitanya-caritāmṛtam
Since this book, Caitanya-caritāmṛta, is now complete, having been written for the satisfaction of the most opulent Deities Madana-mohanajī and Govindajī, let it be offered at the lotus feet of Śrī Kṛṣṇa Caitanyadeva.
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.156

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parimala-vāsita-bhuvanaṁ sva-rasonmādita-rasajña-rolambam giridhara-caraṇāmbhojaṁ kaḥ khalu rasikaḥ samīhate hātum
[parimala-vaasita-bhuvanam sva-rasonmaadita-rasajna-rolambam giridhara-charanaambhojam kah khalu rasikah sameehate haatum]
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parimala-vāsita-bhuvanaṁ sva-rasonmādita-rasajña-rolambam giridhara-caraṇāmbhojaṁ kaḥ khalu rasikaḥ samīhate hātum
Realized devotees are like bumblebees maddened by their own mellows at Kṛṣṇa’s lotus feet. The scent of those lotus feet perfumes the entire world. Who is the realized soul that could give them up?
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Caitanya-caritāmṛta 20.157

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śāke sindhv-agni-vāṇendau jyaiṣṭhe vṛndāvanāntare sūryāhe ’sita-pañcamyāṁ grantho ’yaṁ pūrṇatāṁ gataḥ
[shaake sindhv-agni-vaanendau jyaishthe vrindaavanaantare sooryaahe ’sita-panchamyaam grantho ’yam poornataam gatah]
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śāke sindhv-agni-vāṇendau jyaiṣṭhe vṛndāvanāntare sūryāhe ’sita-pañcamyāṁ grantho ’yaṁ pūrṇatāṁ gataḥ
In Vṛndāvana in the year 1537 Śakābda Era [A.D 1615], in the month of Jyaiṣṭha [May-June], on Sunday, the fifth day of the waning moon, this Caitanya-caritāmṛta has been completed.

Thus end the Bhaktivedanta purports to Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta, Antya-līlā, twentieth chapter, describing the meaning of the Śikṣāṣṭaka and how the Lord tasted it Himself. END OF THE ANTYA-LĪLĀ

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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