Caitanya-caritāmṛta 14.41
prāpta-praṇaṣṭācyuta-vitta ātmā yayau viṣādojjhita-deha-gehaḥ gṛhīta-kāpālika-dharmako me vṛndāvanaṁ sendriya-śiṣya-vṛndaḥ
[praapta-pranashtaachyuta-vitta aatmaa yayau vishaadojjhita-deha-gehah griheeta-kaapaalika-dharmako me vrindaavanam sendriya-shishya-vrindah]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
prāpta-praṇaṣṭācyuta-vitta ātmā yayau viṣādojjhita-deha-gehaḥ gṛhīta-kāpālika-dharmako me vṛndāvanaṁ sendriya-śiṣya-vṛndaḥ
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu said, “At first My mind somehow achieved the treasure of Kṛṣṇa, but it again lost Him. Therefore it gave up My body and home because of lamentation and accepted the religious principles of a kāpālika-yogī. Then My mind went to Vṛndāvana with its disciples, My senses.”
Purport
This verse is clearly metaphorical.
— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
My note
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