Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .8.61
piśitāsṛṅ-mayī nāhaṁ satyam asmi tavocitā |
[pishitaasrin-mayee naaham satyam asmi tavochitaa |]
svāpāṅga-biddhāṁ śyāmāṅga kṛpayāṅgī-kuruṣva mām ||
[svaapaanga-biddhaam shyaamaanga kripayaangee-kurushva maam ||]
atra śucer bībhatsena | ||61||
[atra shucher beebhatsena | ||61||]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
piśitāsṛṅ-mayī nāhaṁ satyam asmi tavocitā |
svāpāṅga-biddhāṁ śyāmāṅga kṛpayāṅgī-kuruṣva mām ||
atra śucer bībhatsena | ||61||
Madhura-rasa with bībhatsa-rasa: O dark limbed lover! Because of my body of blood and flesh, I am not suitable for You. Mercifully accept me, since I have been pierced by the arrow of Your glance.
Purport
Once an ordinary female devotee addressed Kṛṣṇa, “My dear boy, I know that my body is just a composition of flesh and blood and can never be enjoyable to You. But still, I have been so attracted by Your beauty that I wish that You accept me as Your conjugal lover.” In this statement there is incompatibility caused by a mixture of ghastliness and conjugal love in devotional service.
— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
My note
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