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Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .4.65

atra cintā –
[atra chintaa –]
manda-spandam abhūt klamair alaghubhiḥ sandānitaṁ mānasaṁ
[manda-spandam abhoot klamair alaghubhih sandaanitam maanasam]
dvandvaṁ locanayoś cirād avicala-vyābhugna-tāraṁ sthitam |
[dvandvam lochanayosh chiraad avichala-vyaabhugna-taaram sthitam |]
niśvāsaiḥ sravad eva pākam ayate stanyaṁ ca taptair idaṁ
[nishvaasaih sravad eva paakam ayate stanyam cha taptair idam]
nūnaṁ vallava-rājñi putra-virahodghūrṇābhir ākramyase ||65||
[noonam vallava-raajni putra-virahodghoornaabhir aakramyase ||65||]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
atra cintā –
manda-spandam abhūt klamair alaghubhiḥ sandānitaṁ mānasaṁ
dvandvaṁ locanayoś cirād avicala-vyābhugna-tāraṁ sthitam |
niśvāsaiḥ sravad eva pākam ayate stanyaṁ ca taptair idaṁ
nūnaṁ vallava-rājñi putra-virahodghūrṇābhir ākramyase ||65||
Cintā (pondering): O Yaśodā! You mind, tied up with heavy fatigue, has become devoid of function. The pupils of your eyes remain motionless, staring in a crooked manner. The milk flowing from your breasts has become cooked by your hot breathing. Certainly, you are afflicted with unsteadiness due to separation from your son.

As far as Mother Yaśodā’s anxieties are concerned, when Kṛṣṇa was out of the house in the pasturing ground, a devotee once told her, “Yaśodā, I think your movements have been slackened, and I see that you are full of anxieties. Your two eyes appear to be without any movement, and I feel in your breathing a kind of warmth, which is bringing your breast milk to the boiling point. All these conditions prove that out of separation from your son you have a severe headache.” These are some of the symptoms of Mother Yaśodā’s anxiety for Kṛṣṇa.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Jīva Gosvāmī Gauḍīya
Durgama-saṅgamanī
Commentary

These words were spoken by someone to Yaśodā when Kṛṣṇa went to the forest. Sandānitam means “bound up.” The phrase “milk cooked by hot breath” hints at being separated from serving her son.

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