This is a message given by one cowherd boy living in Vraja to Kṛṣṇa when He was residing in Mathurā. Ruditāndhe (darkness after crying) implies continuous state of fainting after crying. The word Gokula actually indicates the speaker, a cowherd boyfriend of Kṛṣṇa. (This is an example of fainting in separation for those in sakhya-rasa). Ākulatā means “By again and again crying and fainting, I have become completely bewildered.”