BRS 3.2.165 — FolioCorpus

Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .2.165

nirvedo, yathā –

[nirvedo, yathaa –]

dhanyaḥ sāmba bhavān sa-riṅgaṇam ayan pārśve rajaḥ-karbūro

[dhanyah saamba bhavaan sa-ringanam ayan paarshve rajah-karbooro]

yas tātena vikṛṣya vatsalatayā svotsaṅgam āropitaḥ |

[yas taatena vikrishya vatsalatayaa svotsangam aaropitah |]

dhiṅ māṁ durbhagam atra śambara-mayair durdaiva-visphūrjitaiḥ

[dhin maam durbhagam atra shambara-mayair durdaiva-visphoorjitaih]

prāptā na kṣaṇikāpi lālana-ratiḥ sā yena bālye pituḥ ||165||

[praaptaa na kshanikaapi laalana-ratih saa yena baalye pituh ||165||]

Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)

nirvedo, yathā –

dhanyaḥ sāmba bhavān sa-riṅgaṇam ayan pārśve rajaḥ-karbūro

yas tātena vikṛṣya vatsalatayā svotsaṅgam āropitaḥ |

dhiṅ māṁ durbhagam atra śambara-mayair durdaiva-visphūrjitaiḥ

prāptā na kṣaṇikāpi lālana-ratiḥ sā yena bālye pituḥ ||165||

Nirveda (self-deprecation): O Sāmba! You are very fortunate, because when you crawl to Kṛṣṇa with your body covered with dust, He picks you up in great affection and puts you on His lap. I am unfortunate. Because of the unfortunate actions of the expansions of the demon Śambara, I did not receive even for a moment that loving care from my father.

Purport

In addition to jubilation, there are sometimes symptoms of disappointment. Pradyumna once addressed Sāmba with these words: “My dear Sāmba, you are such a glorified personality! I have seen that once when you were playing on the ground, your body became covered with dust; yet our father, Lord Kṛṣṇa, still took you up on His lap. But I am so unfortunate that I could never get such love from our father!” This statement is an example of disappointment in love.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda

Gauḍīya Ācāryas

Jīva Gosvāmī Gauḍīya

Durgama-saṅgamanī

Commentary

Śambara-mayaiḥ means “by the portions of Śambara.” (Śambara could assume any form he wanted. Assuming such a form, he stole Pradumnya when he was ten days old and threw him in the ocean. Thus Pradumnya did not meet His father for some time after his birth.)

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Source: vedabase.io