Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .2.104
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
NoD 38: Indifference and Separation The great devotee Uddhava once wrote a letter to Kṛṣṇa, “My dear Kṛṣṇa, I have just finished the study of all kinds of philosophical books and Vedic verses about the goal of life, and so now I have a little reputation for my studies. But still, in spite of my reputation, my knowledge is condemned, because although enjoying the effulgence of Vedic knowledge, I could not appreciate the effulgence emanating from the nails of Your toes. Therefore, the sooner my pride and Vedic knowledge are finished, the better it will be!” This is an example of indifference.
This is also a message from Uddhava to Kṛṣṇa. The toenails are like the tips of the lotus. Śruti-niṣevayā can mean “eyes extending to the ears (śruti).” In other words, it means very long, beautiful eyes. Or it can mean “eyes which have seen many scriptures.” Abhavaniḥ means destruction.
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