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Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .2.104

nirvedo, yathā –
[nirvedo, yathaa –]
sphuṭaṁ śritavator api śruti-niṣevayā ślāghyatāṁ
[sphutam shritavator api shruti-nishevayaa shlaaghyataam]
mamābhavanir etayor bhavatu netrayor mandayoḥ |
[mamaabhavanir etayor bhavatu netrayor mandayoh |]
bhaven na hi yayoḥ padaṁ madhurima-śriyām āspadaṁ
[bhaven na hi yayoh padam madhurima-shriyaam aaspadam]
padāmbujanakhāṅkurād api visāri rocis tava ||104||
[padaambujanakhaankuraad api visaari rochis tava ||104||]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
nirvedo, yathā –
sphuṭaṁ śritavator api śruti-niṣevayā ślāghyatāṁ
mamābhavanir etayor bhavatu netrayor mandayoḥ |
bhaven na hi yayoḥ padaṁ madhurima-śriyām āspadaṁ
padāmbujanakhāṅkurād api visāri rocis tava ||104||
Nirveda (self-deprecation) in utkaṇṭḥitam: Though my eyes are praised because of seeing so many scriptures, they are unfortunate, because they do not see the wealth of sweetness in the form of the effulgence coming from the toe nails of Your lotus feet. Let those eyes be destroyed!

NoD 38: Indifference and Separation The great devotee Uddhava once wrote a letter to Kṛṣṇa, “My dear Kṛṣṇa, I have just finished the study of all kinds of philosophical books and Vedic verses about the goal of life, and so now I have a little reputation for my studies. But still, in spite of my reputation, my knowledge is condemned, because although enjoying the effulgence of Vedic knowledge, I could not appreciate the effulgence emanating from the nails of Your toes. Therefore, the sooner my pride and Vedic knowledge are finished, the better it will be!” This is an example of indifference.

— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Jīva Gosvāmī Gauḍīya
Durgama-saṅgamanī
Commentary

This is also a message from Uddhava to Kṛṣṇa. The toenails are like the tips of the lotus. Śruti-niṣevayā can mean “eyes extending to the ears (śruti).” In other words, it means very long, beautiful eyes. Or it can mean “eyes which have seen many scriptures.” Abhavaniḥ means destruction.

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