Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .1.34
tatra nirvedo, yathā –
[tatra nirvedo, yathaa –]
asmin sukha-ghana-mūrtau param-
[asmin sukha-ghana-moortau param-]
ātmani vṛṣṇi-pattane sphurati
[aatmani vrishni-pattane sphurati]
ātmārāmatayā me vṛthā
[aatmaaraamatayaa me vrithaa]
gato bata ciraṁ kālaḥ ||34||
[gato bata chiram kaalah ||34||]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
tatra nirvedo, yathā –
asmin sukha-ghana-mūrtau param-
ātmani vṛṣṇi-pattane sphurati
ātmārāmatayā me vṛthā
gato bata ciraṁ kālaḥ ||34||
Nirveda (self-disgust): Though Kṛṣṇa, Paramātmā, the form of concentrated bliss, resides in Dvārakā, I am so unfortunate! Thinking myself an ātmārāma, I have wasted so much time.
Purport
Once a great realized sage was lamenting that the Supreme Lord Kṛṣṇa was living in Dvārakā but that he was unable to take advantage of seeing Him. After thinking this, the sage immediately became stunned. He was thinking that he was simply wasting his time. In other words, the sage lamented because the Supreme Personality of Godhead was personally present but he still could not take advantage of this because of his meditation.
— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
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Source: vedabase.io