Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .5.72
yathā –
[yathaa –]
yadavadhi mama cetaḥ kṛṣṇa-pādāravinde
[yadavadhi mama chetah krishna-paadaaravinde]
nava-nava-rasa-dhāmany udyataṁ rantum āsīt |
[nava-nava-rasa-dhaamany udyatam rantum aaseet |]
tadavadhi bata nārī-saṅgame smaryamāne
[tadavadhi bata naaree-sangame smaryamaane]
bhavati mukha-vikāraḥ suṣṭhu-niṣṭhīvanaṁ ca ||72||
[bhavati mukha-vikaarah sushthu-nishtheevanam cha ||72||]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
yathā –
yadavadhi mama cetaḥ kṛṣṇa-pādāravinde
nava-nava-rasa-dhāmany udyataṁ rantum āsīt |
tadavadhi bata nārī-saṅgame smaryamāne
bhavati mukha-vikāraḥ suṣṭhu-niṣṭhīvanaṁ ca ||72||
An example: Since my heart has become eager to play at the lotus feet of Kṛṣṇa who is the abode of ever-fresh rasa, when I think of association with women, my mouth curls up in disgust and I spit.
Purport
There is a statement by Yāmunācārya to this effect: “Since I have begun to enjoy these transcendental exchanges of love, which are always newer and newer, whenever I remember the pleasure of past sex life, my lips curl and I wish to spit on the idea.” This is an instance of ecstatic love in ghastliness.
— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
My note
Source: vedabase.io