Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .4.12
sad-vivekena, yathā śrī-daśame–
[sad-vivekena, yathaa shree-dashame–]
mamaiṣa kālo ’jita niṣphalo gato
[mamaisha kaalo ’jita nishphalo gato]
rājya-śriyonnaddha-madasya bhūpateḥ |
[raajya-shriyonnaddha-madasya bhoopateh |]
martyātma-buddheḥ suta-dāra-koṣa-bhūṣv
[martyaatma-buddheh suta-daara-kosha-bhooshv]
āsajjamānasya duranta-cintayā ||12||
[aasajjamaanasya duranta-chintayaa ||12||]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
sad-vivekena, yathā śrī-daśame–
mamaiṣa kālo ’jita niṣphalo gato
rājya-śriyonnaddha-madasya bhūpateḥ |
martyātma-buddheḥ suta-dāra-koṣa-bhūṣv
āsajjamānasya duranta-cintayā ||12||
Through discrimination, from the Tenth Canto: I have wasted all this time, O unconquerable one, becoming more and more intoxicated by my domain and opulence as an earthly king. Misidentifying the mortal body as the self, becoming attached to children, wives, treasury and land, I suffered endless anxiety. SB 10.51.47
Purport
In the Tenth Canto, Fifty-first Chapter, verse 47, of the Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam, there is this statement: “My dear Kṛṣṇa, I cannot say that it is only other people who are implicated in material existence, because I too am much entangled with the bodily concept of life. I am always too anxious about my family, home, wife, wealth, land and kingdom. And because I have been so maddened by this material atmosphere, I am thinking now that my life has been simply spoiled.” This statement is an instance of disappointment caused by lamentation.
— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
My note
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