Caitanya-caritāmṛta 25.10
vārāṇasī-vāsa āmāra haya sarva-kāle sarva-kāla duḥkha pāba, ihā nā karile”
[vaaraanasee-vaasa aamaara haya sarva-kaale sarva-kaala duhkha paaba, ihaa naa karile”]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
vārāṇasī-vāsa āmāra haya sarva-kāle sarva-kāla duḥkha pāba, ihā nā karile”
“I shall have to reside at Vārāṇasī the rest of my life. If I do not try to carry out this plan, I shall certainly continue to suffer mental depression.”
My note
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