Caitanya-caritāmṛta 18.23
‘govardhana-upare āmi kabhu nā caḍiba gopāla-rāyera daraśana kemane pāiba?’
[‘govardhana-upare aami kabhu naa chadiba gopaala-raayera darashana kemane paaiba?’]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
‘govardhana-upare āmi kabhu nā caḍiba gopāla-rāyera daraśana kemane pāiba?’
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu thought, “Since I shall not at any time climb Govardhana Hill, how shall I be able to see Gopāla Rāya?”
My note
Source: vedabase.io