Caitanya-caritāmṛta 15.51
ki kāya sannyāse mora, prema nija-dhana ye-kāle sannyāsa kailuṅ, channa haila mana
[ki kaaya sannyaase mora, prema nija-dhana ye-kaale sannyaasa kailun, channa haila mana]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ki kāya sannyāse mora, prema nija-dhana ye-kāle sannyāsa kailuṅ, channa haila mana
“I had no business in accepting the renounced order and sacrificing My love for My mother, which is My real property. Actually I was in a crazy state of mind when I accepted sannyāsa.
My note
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