Caitanya-caritāmṛta 13.145
nā gaṇi āpana-duḥkha, dekhi’ vrajeśvarī-mukha, vraja-janera hṛdaya vidare kibā māra’ vraja-vāsī, kibā jīyāo vraje āsi’, kena jīyāo duḥkha sahāibāre?
[naa gani aapana-duhkha, dekhi’ vrajeshvaree-mukha, vraja-janera hridaya vidare kibaa maara’ vraja-vaasee, kibaa jeeyaao vraje aasi’, kena jeeyaao duhkha sahaaibaare?]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
nā gaṇi āpana-duḥkha, dekhi’ vrajeśvarī-mukha, vraja-janera hṛdaya vidare kibā māra’ vraja-vāsī, kibā jīyāo vraje āsi’, kena jīyāo duḥkha sahāibāre?
“I do not care for My personal unhappiness, but when I see the morose face of mother Yaśodā and the hearts of all the inhabitants of Vṛndāvana breaking because of You, I wonder whether You want to kill them all. Or do You want to enliven them by coming there? Why are You simply keeping them alive in a state of suffering?
My note
Source: vedabase.io