Caitanya-caritāmṛta 7.110-111
“nitya āmāra ei sabhāya haya kakṣā-pāta eka-dina upare yadi haya mora bāttabe sukha haya, āra saba lajjā yāya sva-vacana sthāpite āmi ki kari upāya?”
[“nitya aamaara ei sabhaaya haya kakshaa-paata eka-dina upare yadi haya mora baattabe sukha haya, aara saba lajjaa yaaya sva-vachana sthaapite aami ki kari upaaya?”]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
“nitya āmāra ei sabhāya haya kakṣā-pāta eka-dina upare yadi haya mora bāttabe sukha haya, āra saba lajjā yāya sva-vacana sthāpite āmi ki kari upāya?”
“Every day I am defeated in this assembly. If by chance I am one day victorious, that will be a great source of happiness for me, and all my shame will go away. But what means shall I adopt to establish my statements?”
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