Caitanya-caritāmṛta 4.72
eta śuni’ sanātanera haila camatkāra prabhure nā bhāya mora maraṇa-vicāra
[eta shuni’ sanaatanera haila chamatkaara prabhure naa bhaaya mora marana-vichaara]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
eta śuni’ sanātanera haila camatkāra prabhure nā bhāya mora maraṇa-vicāra
After hearing this, Sanātana Gosvāmī was exceedingly astonished. He could understand, “My decision to commit suicide has not been greatly appreciated by Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.”
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