Caitanya-caritāmṛta 4.180
ei lāgi’ tomā tyāga karite nā yuyāya ghṛṇā-buddhi kari yadi, nija-dharma yāya”
[ei laagi’ tomaa tyaaga karite naa yuyaaya ghrinaa-buddhi kari yadi, nija-dharma yaaya”]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ei lāgi’ tomā tyāga karite nā yuyāya ghṛṇā-buddhi kari yadi, nija-dharma yāya”
“For this reason, I cannot reject you. If I hated you, I would deviate from My occupational duty.”
My note
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