Caitanya-caritāmṛta 4.140
hita-nimitta āilāṅa āmi, haila viparīte ki karile hita haya nāri nirdhārite”
[hita-nimitta aailaana aami, haila vipareete ki karile hita haya naari nirdhaarite”]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
hita-nimitta āilāṅa āmi, haila viparīte ki karile hita haya nāri nirdhārite”
“I came here for my benefit, but now I see that I am getting just the opposite. I do not know, nor can I ascertain, how there will be benefit for me.”
My note
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