Caitanya-caritāmṛta 4.249
ei mata anubhava āmāra pratīta vicāri’ dekhiye yadi, saba viparīta
[ei mata anubhava aamaara prateeta vichaari’ dekhiye yadi, saba vipareeta]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
ei mata anubhava āmāra pratīta vicāri’ dekhiye yadi, saba viparīta
“In this way My affectionate feelings for Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī may be understood, but on analysis I find them contradictory.
My note
Source: vedabase.io