Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .8.72
yathā vā vidagdha-mādhave (2.31) –
[yathaa vaa vidagdha-maadhave (2.31) –]
tasyāḥ kānta-dyutini vadane mañjule cākṣi-yugme
[tasyaah kaanta-dyutini vadane manjule chaakshi-yugme]
tatrāsmākaṁ yad-avadhi sakhe dṛṣṭir eṣā niviṣṭā |
[tatraasmaakam yad-avadhi sakhe drishtir eshaa nivishtaa |]
satyaṁ brūmas tad-avadhi bhaved indum indīvaraṁ ca
[satyam broomas tad-avadhi bhaved indum indeevaram cha]
smāraṁ smāraṁ mukha-kuṭilatā-kāriṇīyaṁ hṛṇīyā ||
[smaaram smaaram mukha-kutilataa-kaarineeyam hrineeyaa ||]
ubhayatra śuci-bībhatsayoḥ | ||72||
[ubhayatra shuchi-beebhatsayoh | ||72||]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
yathā vā vidagdha-mādhave (2.31) –
tasyāḥ kānta-dyutini vadane mañjule cākṣi-yugme
tatrāsmākaṁ yad-avadhi sakhe dṛṣṭir eṣā niviṣṭā |
satyaṁ brūmas tad-avadhi bhaved indum indīvaraṁ ca
smāraṁ smāraṁ mukha-kuṭilatā-kāriṇīyaṁ hṛṇīyā ||
ubhayatra śuci-bībhatsayoḥ | ||72||
Madhura-rasa towards Rādhā and bībhatsa-rasa towards the moon and blue lotus, from Vidagdha-mādhava: O friend! As long as my eyes are absorbed in seeing the splendid beautiful of Rādhā’s face and her charming eyes, on remembering the moon and the blue lotus, my mouth curls in disgust.
Purport
In the Vidagdha-mādhava, Second Act, verse 31, Kṛṣṇa tells His friend, “My dear friend, what a wonderful thing it is that since I have seen the beautiful lotus eyes of Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī, I have developed a tendency to spit on the moon and the lotus flower!” This is an example of conjugal love mixed with ghastliness, but there is no incompatibility.
— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Gauḍīya Ācāryas
Jīva Gosvāmī
Gauḍīya
Durgama-saṅgamanī
Commentary
Smāraṁ smāraṁ hṛṇīyā means “remembering and remembering those things, I show disgust.” If two verbs have the same subject and the first action occurs previously, the first verb can be repeated twice, to express repeated action, with the ending “am” (ṇamul). [Note: Pāṇini 3.4.22]
My note
Source: vedabase.io