Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .8.69
yathā vā –
[yathaa vaa –]
rādhā śāntir ivonnidraṁ nirnimeṣekṣaṇaṁ ca mām |
[raadhaa shaantir ivonnidram nirnimeshekshanam cha maam |]
kurvatī dhyāna-lagnaṁ ca vāsayaty adri-kandare ||69||
[kurvatee dhyaana-lagnam cha vaasayaty adri-kandare ||69||]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
yathā vā –
rādhā śāntir ivonnidraṁ nirnimeṣekṣaṇaṁ ca mām |
kurvatī dhyāna-lagnaṁ ca vāsayaty adri-kandare ||69||
Another example: Rādhā is like śānta-rasa. She makes Me sleepless; she makes My eyes unblinking; she makes Me live in a mountain case, absorbed in meditation.
Purport
There is the following statement by Kṛṣṇa Himself: “Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī has become peace personified for Me. Because of Her, I now go without sleep. I stare constantly without blinking My eyes, and I am always in a meditative mood. Because of Her I have even made My home in the cave of a mountain!” This is an example of conjugal love mixed with neutral love, but there is no incompatibility.
— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
My note
Source: vedabase.io