Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .5.62
yathā vā –
[yathaa vaa –]
avalokya phaṇīndra-yantritaṁ
[avalokya phaneendra-yantritam]
tanayaṁ prāṇa-sahasra-vallabham |
[tanayam praana-sahasra-vallabham |]
hṛdayaṁ na vidīryati dvidhā
[hridayam na videeryati dvidhaa]
dhig imāṁ martya-tanoḥ kaṭhoratām ||62||
[dhig imaam martya-tanoh kathorataam ||62||]
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
yathā vā –
avalokya phaṇīndra-yantritaṁ
tanayaṁ prāṇa-sahasra-vallabham |
hṛdayaṁ na vidīryati dvidhā
dhig imāṁ martya-tanoḥ kaṭhoratām ||62||
Another example: My heart did not become shattered on seeing Kṛṣṇa, dearer that a thousand lives, bound up by Kāliya. How hard my heart is!
Purport
When Kṛṣṇa was fighting with Kāliya, Mother Yaśodā exclaimed, “Kṛṣṇa is now entrapped within the hoods of the Kāliya snake, and yet I am not tattered to pieces! So I must admit how wonderful is the preserving power of this material body!” This is another instance of lamentation in ecstatic love.
— A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupāda
Gauḍīya Ācāryas
Jīva Gosvāmī
Gauḍīya
Durgama-saṅgamanī
Commentary
In this verse Yaśodā criticizes herself.
My note
Source: vedabase.io