Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu .2.241
Blended reading (Sanskrit + English inline)
Śrīla Rūpa Gosvāmī has similarly described the transcendental nature of relishing topics which concern Kṛṣṇa. A devotee once said, “It is very astonishing that since I have seen this Personality of Godhead, who is washed by the tears of my eyes, there is shivering of my body, and He has made me a failure in executing my material duties. Since seeing Him, I cannot remain silently at home. I wish to go out to Him always.” The purport of this statement is that as soon as one is fortunate enough to contact a pure devotee, one must be anxious immediately to hear about Kṛṣṇa, to learn about Kṛṣṇa, or, in other words, to become fully Kṛṣṇa conscious.
The meaning here is — “My consciousness (mama matiḥ) dwells on (abhiramate) the indescribable Śyāmasundara who has appeared in my heart (iha), and thus my mind does not dwell (na abhiramate) on my family and house (gṛhe).”
My note
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